bianca; [JW13]

About Me

hi i'm bianca. :]
Lets go have fun because life for me is to live, love and laugh. Life is too short, make it extraordinary. Carpe Diem, Seize the day!
full name: bianca jean gamboa lugtu
my birthday is on march 7. im single. im fifteen. an upcoming sophomore at CarsonHS. about 4'10-11, i dont know, but im real tiny, damn to my mom's side for being short and chubby . hopefully, i'll reach 5 feet and not be part of their penguin gamboa train. i love my parents&sister. im very open to all and talk to them like their the best friends i can ever have. dont let my pictures fool you because looks can be deceiving. I wouldnt care if you hate me because i have friends that love and care for me so i dont need you at all. :] i have a lot of opinions that may also be a fact. i dont like being filipino. and I dont like a lot of them. I have a lot of opinions on filipinos that its funny. Though i love the Philippines. Over there, it makes you see that you should be thankful for what you already have. I dont like lying. Better to tell the truth, no matter how hurtful it can be. Opinons shouldnt be taken to the head really, they shouldnt really mean a thing to you, because no one in this judgmental pathetic world of ours is fucking perfect. If you ask for my opinion, first i'll say "Do you really want to know?" We make sins and mistakes no matter what. Deal with it. I could care less if your fat, ugly whatever ill still talk to you because i dont judge people by the looks that much. And I like fat people. I have a lot of FAT friends and family. If you are cool, then thats fine with me. There are more things that i look for in a person than just appearance, but there are certain times when i do like...if you look like some old guy who is a rapist or something. First i just want to get to know you and thats all. I like to get the facts straight and clear. Setting "clear expectations" from what i learned in the Seven Habits of Highly Effective Teens. :P Sorry to disappoint you guys but i dont have big boobs, or a big butt, if thats all you like about a girl than thats too bad cause you're the one thats missing out. There are times when I have to be mature, and there are times when I love to be immature. I am very shy at first impression, really depends on what current mood im in. But if we get to know eachother very well i can go crazy and meaning crazy...psychotic. Ask my friends. LOL JK. It's hard to keep a conversation with me if you dont talk. I go blank. So sorry if i bore you to death. I dislike awkward silences. I am really sensitive. At times i can give a crap on what you say or not about me. So pretty much keep your little paradigms or perceptions to yourself. I know your just jeaalous. I can be easily angered. I dont like getting in trouble. I might start crying and i get so angry i'd really like to punch someone in the face. I am really a nice person. Label me, i dont care. Go ahead. I'll be that label wrapper on your can of chicken noodle soup with a soda on the side. I know that i can be a real total bitch, i know i can be seriously mean during times and it is normal. But what's weird is that i'm scared of mean people. I'd rather be hated for who i am than for who im not. I know i have been a two-faced, fake, whatever one of those bad shit at times before, but im pretty much a new person with better ideals, better ways, and better decisions. i am not afraid to admit it because i know everyone is, was or still once one of those, too. so dont try to hide or deny it. To tell you the truth, i am a real person and doesnt get influenced that easily. So to people who have said i changed, you just never knew me well. i am myself and dont always put a mask to make you happy. i will tell you how im feeliing and will get straight to the point. i cant make myself happy but try to make the people i love happy. you can put the blame on me. I dislike spiders, bugs or insects that bite. I stay away from drama and barely have it in my life, which is really going good for me. if you drag me into it, you must really be stupid, and id literally take you down with my small little bare hands and bring out that little monster in me that'll tear you to shreds. Music is a remedy. I dont live up to music. or like other people say "MUSIC IS MY LIFE" riight... I dress however i want to dress and not to impress. I think guys clothes are way better than girls clothes in a lot of stores. If you shop with me you'd usually hear me say that or say "I'd so buy that." I cuss to fucking much. Sadly, its a bad habit. At times i laugh for no reason. Weird eh? I know :] My friends say i have more than 10 different laughs. If you want me to slap myself, i will do it for you :] hahaha. Some of my friends say that i am a very violent person and maybe act crazy. Cause i tell them that i have a bat in my closet and a hammer under my bed [: [which is true for protection] But i am and love being violent. Even if i want peace, love, and fuck war. Also i will slap you. dont even think i wont, that would be your mistake. I envy too many people. I am jealous of too many people. But you cant have everything that your heart desires in life. I dont take drugs, or smoke. Its disgusting and it'll ruin your body. So i dont ever influence me or such haha. Without eyeliner i think i look like a guy, dead, old person and more filipino [ew]. But well my friends and family say i look better without it but..you know they dont want to lie to hurt my feelings. :P Oh yeah im pretty smart :P lol i get good grades in school plus i take honors classes. I have goals i want to achieve in life. One day i want to go to Amsterdam and visit the Secret Annex where Anne Frank hid during the Holocaust. Anne Frank is my admiration. She's been through more shit than all you people will ever get so stfu that your life is fucked up. One day i also want to go to Japan watch the cherry blossoms fall down to the ground in the spring time and eat some yummy ramen. It's hard to choose what career you want to do for the past 40-50 years from now, so yeah i'm not sure what kind of job i want. You're awesome if you love anime cause i loooveeee anime i love my life. i am thankful for what i have now and always will be. i think people should be more thankful these days for what they have now cause a lot of other people out there dont even have what you have and not hate life. your whinning of hating life isn't going to change anything. do something and shut up. people dont have a choice. they might not have a tv or some expensive ass car, or a fucking computer, but they are still trying to survive, living strong, and live a happy life. its sad that some people dont get to try new things that we can do. like ride a bike, go on a rollercoaster, or even go out in the public. its just really sad how people dont care about their life, thrown their life away, or they just want more, being greedy. well so sad for you but there are more shit than whats happening to you. just to let you all know, im a good girl. and im really tired of mean vain whatever you call yourself kind of people. piss off.

My Interests

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random question: do you think the random people in your dreams, are actually real people? and maybe actually seen them before but didnt notice. or maybe one day you'll meet them.

enough said.

though im not a bitch all the time :> i'm a happy girl. dont pout, dont frown, just smile! lmfao.
and i really love to fucking smile. chaa!

i love wolves.

fiesta is my favorite MMORPG.

im in love with a cartoon character. HAHAHA. jk

I'd like to meet:

meeting new people and befriend them is great. as long as they talk to me im fine with that i also want a big brother. always wanted one. hahaha.

also these hunks. the Covenant :D i really want to meet steven strait. he has a sexyyy bod. mhm.

and patrick star. because i Wumbo, you Wumbo, he, she, we Wumbo !

Music:

=♥;;

bolded are my favorite :D

Drop Dead, Gorgeous
Bless The Fall
Bring Me The Horizon
The Beatles
Paramore
A Skylit Drive
Dance Gavin Dance
2 0' Clock Girlfriend
Escape The Fate
Senses Fail
Story of The Year
Eyes Set To Kill
30 Seconds To Mars
Panic! at the disco
The All-American Rejects
All Time Low
Boys like Girls
The Used
A Heartwell Ending
Finch
Death Cab For Cutie
Daphne Loves Derby
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Josie And The Pussycats
Christina Aguilera
Pat Benatar
Broken Social Scene
Anna Tsuchiya
As Blood Runs Black
KRUM BUMS
Antagonist
Imogen Heap
I Killed The Prom Queen
Axiz
Kanye West
Robots In Disguise
IAMX
Kanon Wakeshima
After Party Radio
Nsync

i also like some jrock and jpop x3 no certain band or singer. just random songs and yeah. i like all music pretty much. hip hop, rap, fuck yes also country xD, r&b, punk, classic rock, and pop. i cant lie xP i dont stay on just one type of music :] and seriously hip hop, love songs, pop, some country, and rap those were like the first musics i ever listened to if you hate me for that i dont give a fuck okay? :D

Movies:

i knooowww soooo many movies. that i dont feel like adding all of em. even the new oness. hahaha. its soo fucking much !!!
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Hot Chick
White Chicks
Little Miss Sunshine
The Covenant
10,000 BC
Blood and Chocolate
300
Prom Night
Across The Universe
The Messengers
Hitman
Juno
August Rush
Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
Ghost Rider
Spiderman 3
Nacho Libre
The Eye
Benchwarmers
The Mist
The Covenant
Sydney White
Mr. Woodcock
30 Days of Night
Click
The Invisible
Skinwalkers
The Golden Compass
American Pie Beta House
Bratz
Marine
Happy Feet
Dragon Wars
Ratatouille
P2
Balls of Fury
The Reaping
The Hitcher
The Prestige
The Nanny Diaries
Transformers
Bridge to Terabithia
the Zodiac
Disturbia
Death Sentence
TMNT
pirates of the caribean at worlds end
Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer
Grandma's Boy
She's The Man
Little Miss Sunshine
Dejavu
Dream Girls
Blades of Glory
Wild Hogs
Freedom Writers
The Departed
John Tucker Must Die
Brokeback Mountain
Hairspray
Live Free or Die Hard
Flyboys
The Breed
Accepted
The Illusionist
World Trade Center
Poseidon
Stardust
Silent Hill
The Descent
Stomp The Yard
Shallow Hal
High School Musical
Final Destination 1,2,3
Snakes on a Plane
Open Season
The Notebook
Pulse
Shooter
The Codename: The Cleaner
Norbit
Pan's Labyrinth
Step Up
The Devil Wears Prada
The Fox And The Hound 2
Pirates of the Caribbean 1,2
The Outsiders
Lion King 1,2, 1 1/2
Little Mermaid 1,2
Lord of the Rings 1,2,3
8 Below
Cinderella 1, 2, 3
When A Stranger Calls
I Know What You Did Last Summer
Scream [how many were there? xD]
the Animal
Hot Chick
White Chicks
Mean Girls
Date Movie
Dude Wheres my Car?
Longest Yard
Water Boy
Big Daddy
Bruce Almighty
Saw 1,2,3
One Missed Call 1,2
Alien Vs. Predator
Lilo And Stitch 1,2,3
The Ring 1,2
The Grudge
Flight 93
Black Christmas
King Kong
What A Girl Wants
Batman Returns
Superman Returns
Spiderman 1,2
Troy
Big Mama's House 1,2
Napoleon Dynamite
Star Wars [all of em xD]
Spongebob The Movie
Final Fantasy Advent Children
The Chronicles of Narnia
The Hills Have Eyes
The Dawn Of The Dead
Underworld 1,2
Resident Evil 1,2
Ultraviolet
Bloodrayne
Tomb Raider 1,2
Mr And Mrs. Smith
War of the Worlds
Thirteen Ghosts
Signs
Six Sense
Venom
Ghost
Monsters Inc.
Kung Fu Hustle
Scooby Doo 1,2
Rush Hour 1,2
X-men 1,23
Predator
Terminator 1,2,3
Shrek 1,2
Aladin
Glass House
Whats Lies Beneath
The Cave ..Chronicles of Riddick
Fast And Furrious 1,2
Pitch Black
Hidalgo
Bring it On
Brink
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
Crossroad
Wedding Crashers
Elf
Dodgeball
Kill Bill 1,2
Along Came Polly
Meet The Parents
Meet the Fockers
The Day After Tomorrow
Doom
Scorpion King
The Mummy 1,2
Men in Black 1,2
Austin Powers[how many? xD]
Just Friends
Pokeman [all of em haha]
50 First Dates
Charlies Angels 1,2,3
The Wedding Planner
Without A Paddle
Emperors New Groove
Deep Blue Sea
Barber Shop 1,2
Gingerdead Man
You Got Served
the Hulk
Jaws
Ultimate Avengers
Anaconda
Peter Pan
The Black Knight
The One
Bad Boys 1,2
Jumanji
Grease
Home Alone [all of em !!]
Ring Around The Rosie
Toy Story 1,2
James in The Giant Peach
Charlie and The Chocolate Factory
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
Charlotte's Web
Wizard Of Oz
Ella Enchanted
Princess Diaries 1,2
Ice Princess
Holes
Nightmare on Elm Street
Bubble Boy
The Incredibles
Fantastic Four
Finding Nemo
Cheaper By The Dozen 1,2
Yours, Mine, And Ours
You, Me, And Irene
Fun With Dick And Jane
Failure to Launch
Jurrasic Park 1,2,3
Godzilla
Halloween 1-5
Chuckie 1,2,3
Jeepers Creepers 1,2
Spy Kids 1,2,3
Planet Of The Apes
Bourne Identity
Bourne Supremacy
Man on Fire
Hell Boy
Die Another Die
Harry Potter 1,2,3
Into The Blue
Catwoman
Minority Report
Hero
I, Robot
XXX
Are We There Yet?
Honey I Shrunk The Kids
Cradle to The Grave 1,2
Shanghai Noon
Shanghai Knights
Rundown
S.W.A.T
Ants
Bug's Life
Shark Tale
Van Helsing
The Brothers Grim
Mask Of Zorro
Legend of The Drunken Master
Elektra
So Close
Sky High
Cast away
The Master Of Disguise
Big Fat Liar
Monkeybone
Josie and the Pussycats
Joe Somebody
8 Crazy Nights
My Big Fat Greek Wedding
Max Keeble's Big Movie
The Cat In The Hat
Sugar & Spice
Undercover Brother
Banger Sisters
Scary Movie [all]
Scream [all]
Joe Dirt
Sorority Boys
Clockstoppers
Anger Management
Juwanna Mann
How To Deal
Drumline
Daddy Day Care
The Guru
Legally Blonde 1,2
Freaky Friday
Rat Race
The Tuxedo
Stuck On You
The Sweetest Thing
Sister Act
The Mask
Sweet Home Alabama
Mr. Deeds
Dumb and Dumber
Dumb and Dumberer
Head Of State
Kazaam
Dickie Roberts: Former Child Star
The Diary of Anne Frank
The Parent Trap
Maid in Manhattan
Boat Trip
Old School
Somethings Gotta Give
Win A Date With Tad Hamilton
On The Line
Thirteen Going On Thirty
Chasing Liberty
Weddin Singer
Hitch
Just Married
blah lots more.
too many..

Television:

Scarred

Blood+

Tenjho Tenge

Ouran High School Host Club

Bleach

Naruto

Naruto Shippuden

Avatar: The Last Airbender

The Fairly Odd Parents

Fruits Basket

Family Guy

Futurama

the Venture Brothers

Robot Chicken

Heroes

The OC

Teen Titans

Deathnote

Parental Control

Hell Girl

NANA

Romeo x Juliet

Paradise Kiss

Hanazakari no Kimitachi e [Drama]

Sumomomo Momomo

Saiunkoku Monogatari
The Fresh Prince of Bel Air
Discovery Channel

Fushigi Yuugi [and the ovas]

Vampire Knight

Books:

Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
A Great And Terrible Beauty
Rebel Angels
The Sweet Far Thing
Uglies
Pretties
Specials
Extras
Marked
Betrayed
Blue Bloods
Masquerade
Time of The Eagle
City of Bones
City of Ashes
Cut
Gingerbread
Shrimp
Rash
Yotsuba&!
Full Moon Wo Sagashite
Merupuri
Circus of the Darned
Got Fangs?
The Outsider
The Year My Life Went Down The Loo
Whats French for "Ew"?
Gacha Gacha
Tokyo Boys And Girls
Bizenghast
Imadoki!
Galazy Angels
Marmalade Boy
Loveless
Skip Beat
Love & SK8
Sweetblood
Accidental Love
Pop Princess
Two Steps Forward
Petty Crimes
Missing Abby
Lush
Perfect
Drums, Girls, And Dangerous Pie
Peeps
The Last Day
Martyn Pig
Smack
Midnighters The Secret Hour
Midnighters 2 Touching Darkness
Stake That!
Oh My Goth
My Brother's Keeper
Cupcake
Being
Skate
Godless
Hurt Go Happy
Lets Get Lost
The Astonishing Adventures of Fanboy and Gothgirl
Tantalize
Speak
Guitar Girl
Red Handed
Vampire Kisses
Vampire Kisses 2 Kissing Coffins
Vampire Kisses 3 Vampireville
Vampire Kisses 4 Dance with a Vampire
Kissing the Rain
The Vampire Diaries- The Awakening and the Struggle
The Vampire Diaries- The Fury and Dark Reunion
The Black Tattoo
Wicked Lovely
A Night To Remember
Betwixt
Jinx
The Wizard Heir
The Sight
Zlata's Diary
Absolute Boyfriend
Vampire Knight
Akuma de Sourou
Just Listen
The Pearl
[fill in more]

im tired of waiting.