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About Me

there is much to be had. i could sit here and tell you all the things that make me who i am, but wheres the fun in that? im not going to take anyone by their hand anymore so that i can safely guide them inside my life. the world is there for the taking. be brave lovelies!*************************************************** ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ *****Now I can really say that I've grown older the past 4 years, and just recently i really feel it.. its hard to explain but i guess its because now i am more aware of the fact that sometimes humans are mean, selfish and bitter. Not to say that i abhor being human myself, but i jsut feel like we are given so much power, more than we realize it, to give joy and comfort to others or to condemn others into eternal damnation. I just think that we should be more responsible over how we treat other people. One day this world will explode into tiny little pieces.. i think it would be such a waste if we spent our time playing little games and plotting evil plans against each other. heres to humans! *cheers***************************************************** ********** i am many many things. if you dont see that, then theres no point.im older and wiser. ive learned that when you feel a twang between your ribs and it feels like your heart is going to explode... it probably is.********************************************************* *****Check out this cartoon i made!

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My Interests

orgasmcuppys,candles, massages, i used to have an affair with the moon and the stars.. theres nothing like bathing in moonlight. beautiful conversations, incoherrent babbling in the middle of a laugh attack, comfortable silences, content kisses and cuddling that dont need to become anything else, lipstuff, i cannot stand chapped, burnt lips.. curly hair and long lashes..passion..Jesus is my Lord and Saviour, i would be nothing without him.. HIS love for me is awesome.

I'd like to meet:

I am mocked by this silence. by the haunting darkness and bitter reverie. i am afloat mindless chatter and heart wrenching thoughts. of hopeless possibilities and unbelief, trapped in a black hole of broken promises and dreams, behind the shadow of meaningless pursuits.ill meet anyone for freindship, but right now? im really optimistic over something. if you wanna know why, ask. = )

Music:

im very eclectic when it comes to my music.. needless to say im actually quite defensive about it too.. over all i just dont like the fact that the mainstream music industry controls whats good or bad music. i belive in the power of creativity, the voice, the sound and soul of music. i believe that you should just let music take you. give the underground movement a chance. really listen to your music forefathers.. learn, live and love it. respeto.

Movies:

there have been a few movies that have absolutely taken me to such heights. i tend to prefer independent weird movies over the stuff that go out in the theaters. i jsut feel like independent movie makers have the most freedom when it comes to how they are able to express themselves in this art form. Usually, the people that make these movies shine the most, albeit, they dont earn as much money.. i think that this is why i have much respect for the people who have the passion for creating. a movie to me isnt jsut a plot thrown around with a few actors. its the pan of the video camera, the shot, the soundtrack, the dialogue,the editing, the deep rooted issues... everything.. such a high...

Television:

ah.. my guilty pleasure is grey's anatomy.. i get overly excited and emotional when i watch it. its embarassing sometimes! i also like family guy.. cant get enough of the hitler child stewie.

Books:

books keep me alive. they keep me wanting. i am thrilled everytime i have a book in front of me.. everytime the story turns as i flip the pages.. ive always had a deep respect for authors and writers because their brilliance is confined within pen and paper... its awesome. i will forever be frustrated because i cant have all the books in the world and read in all different languages that theyre in.

Heroes:

i stand true to this.. there are many people who inspire me, but i have no hero. i think that when i am much experienced, influenced and learned, then i will realize who my hero is.

My Blog

Descanse en paz carmelo

i love you carmelo. i love how you used to look out for me. i love how you always had an opinion over the men in my life, and i love the fact that you always made me realize that i deserve somet...
Posted by gellibean on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 11:49:00 PST

APPARENTLY... I AM A...

You are an EXPLORER/negotiatorYou are a highly spontaneous person who always likes to try new things. Novel and unpredictable situations don't bother you; instead you find them challenging and excitin...
Posted by gellibean on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 05:42:00 PST

let it go..

Let it go for 2006.. By T. D. JakesThere are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk ano...
Posted by gellibean on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:46:00 PST

From a dear friend

Hey, it's not the end of the world... You may have swallowed your pride too much and too deep that you have lost all sense of dignity and respect for yourself. Punching walls won't do any good. It bre...
Posted by gellibean on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 06:08:00 PST

i highlighted the ones that apply

1. That sometimes it doesn't really matter how a guy looks, it's the vibes that matters. 2. That most of the time, girls can't remember how a guy really looks like, just maybe his voice...or his eye...
Posted by gellibean on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 02:29:00 PST

hey

are you proud of yourself?cheers.
Posted by gellibean on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 11:21:00 PST

brown eyed capricorn

CAPRICORN: Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible. Awes0me kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Very sexy. Cool. Loves to own...
Posted by gellibean on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 06:24:00 PST

>.<

you know when youve been fucked up so much that you prevent yourself from ever feeling anything else but misery? what will 2 people of the same mentality create? scary. keep pushin and pullin ...
Posted by gellibean on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 10:47:00 PST

wanna feel better?

feast on this! i think 2007 is gonna be a good year = )
Posted by gellibean on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 01:10:00 PST

ho ho ho

you know sacrifices need to be made sometimes.. and no matter how difficult it is, you take it like a man... (or a woman) swallow that damn bitter pill and go on with your life. for the first time in ...
Posted by gellibean on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 01:00:00 PST