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Z

I'm HOME, Bitches!!!

About Me

I yearn for the past, yet live for today;

I drown all my guilt with some Tanqueray.

Friends, keep in mind that bliss is grand,

When led astray by the unseen hand.

Must I flinch when fate brings me crap,

Just 'coz a bird pooped on life's map?

Who gives a shit? Life's too damned short!

Wake up, motherfucker! Ball's in your court!

So raise your glass and kiss a stranger,

Time is short and there's still plenty danger!

The only thing that's left to fear,

Is the fact that death lurks ever near.

Now jump into joy, and pain, and strife:

Get off MySpace and please get a life!



My Interests

Rain... The green-ness that is Washington State... Slug-buggin' it with mah woman... Making plans to travel and ACTUALLY traveling... Kicking arrogant SOBs in the groin when they're down because they deserve it... The Pacific Ocean and all the territories it touches... Hookahs in the desert... Finally "finding myself" about 5,000 miles away from home only to have to wait over a year to get on with my life... Seeing and doing shit in places no one else wants to be because they're all talk and no walk... Foreign languages... The stories I hear from others like me and the ones I tell to others... Breakfast at midnight after a long night of blowing shit up at Point-No-Point... Proving Alison wrong and still finding myself losing to her in all our mind games... Blankets and pillows... Finding resolution in chaos... Corn Pops... Schmoozing... Fishing for "rockmail" in the 140+ degree heat...

I'd like to meet:

"And my existence, while grotesque and incomprehensible to you, saves lives... You don't want the truth. Because deep down, in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me on that wall. You need me on that wall. We use words like honor, code, loyalty... We use these words as the backbone to a life spent defending something. You use 'em as a punchline. I have neither the time nor the inclination to explain myself to a man who rises and sleeps under the blanket of the very freedom I provide, then questions the manner in which I provide it! I'd rather you just said thank you and went on your way. Otherwise, I suggest you pick up a weapon and stand a post. Either way, I don't give a damn what you think you're entitled to!"Fuck yeah...

Movies:

Todos con subtitulos son bienvenidos conmigo...

Heroes:

Everyone I served with in Iraq. Everyone who have gone before and after me in Iraq. And above all those who will never come home from Iraq.

My Blog

My Measure

My buddy John Tanedo made Chief this cycle. I never normally paid attetnion to the board results, or for that matter any of the exam results E-4 through E-6, not since I'd long decided I was getting o...
Posted by Z on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:17:00 PST

Finally...

I got to shoot someone! Don't worry, I used a non-lethal round on his ass.  Literally. Y'see, some of our guys were getting a little 'ornery the other day and, well, they were throwing all sorts ...
Posted by Z on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 08:24:00 PST

Memorial Day

It hadn't really hit me in my seven or so years of being in the military what it truly means to serve.  That was until today, Memorial Day.  I've been in Iraq for almost a month now and afte...
Posted by Z on Mon, 28 May 2007 03:17:00 PST

Bucca Hookah

Camp Bucca is nothing like I've ever encountered before.  It's like this satellite community in a post-apocalyptic world, or some offshoot of society in an Aldous Huxley/"Brave New World" o...
Posted by Z on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 08:19:00 PST

"OC! OC! OC!!!"

We're in the middle of our second week at Fort McGregor and our first week of actual training... All I have to say is Oleosum Caspicum (OC) spray sucks balls.  I would rather have a cocktail of g...
Posted by Z on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 07:20:00 PST

It's Official...

I'm breaking my boycott of MySpace to let everyone know I'll be leaving for Iraq on IA (Individual Augmentee) for six months.  I fly out for TDY to a couple Army bases for gear and training on Fe...
Posted by Z on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 08:02:00 PST

Hiatus

It just dawned upon me that my life pretty much sucks.  Not "suicidal sucks," but more of an "I-got-myself-into-a-position-I-thought-I'd-planned- better-for-myself-but-now-I'm-in-a-bit-of-a-s...
Posted by Z on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 11:45:00 PST

The Aftermath

My house is a mess. You know the party you threw was awesome when you spend the following morning hosing the place down and you find yourself scrubbing other people's DNA off the side of your house.&n...
Posted by Z on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 01:14:00 PST

Fuck Partisanship

Barack Obama is a first-term Senator from Illinois (D) and possibly one of the nation's next great hopes there is for a refreshing new leader of the free world.  This Harvard graduate of African-...
Posted by Z on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 03:02:00 PST

What We Can Learn from the Amish...

Earlier this week a gunman stormed into a one-room schoolhouse in the rurral-Amish town of Paradise, PA and began shooting.  Of the ten girls shot by the gunman (whose name is not worth mentionin...
Posted by Z on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 02:02:00 PST