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A Good Jess Is Hard to Find

When I See You Cry, It Makes Me Smile.

About Me

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I could have. What does this phrase mean? At any given moment in our lives, there are certain things that could have happened but didn't. The magic moments go unrecognized, and then suddenly, the hand of destiny changes everything.
That's what happened to me just then. In spite of all the things I could have done or said, I asked a question that has brought me, a week later, to this river and has cause me to write these very lines.

My life in a nutshell, folks.
Contact moi at AEGrrl028.

My Interests

Music:

A Tribe Called Quest, The Academy Is..., Adam Ant, Aimee Mann, Akron/Family, Amos Lee, Athlete, Bell Biv Devoe, Ben Lee, Better Than Ezra, Bill Withers, Blue Oyster Cult, Cartel, Cary Brothers, Chris Brown, The Clash, Coheed and Cambria, Coldplay, Counting Crows, Crowded House, Des'ree, Dishwalla, Draco and the Malfoys, The Faders, Feist, Fiona Apple, Foo Fighters, Franz Ferdinand, The Fray, Gin Blossoms, Guns N Roses, Hellogoodbye, Herbie Hancock, Hootie, Incubus, Jack's Mannequin, Jamie Cullum, Jem, John Mayer, Joshua Radin, Justin Timberlake, The Killers, Lita Ford, Lupe Fiasco, Maria Mena, Mat Kearney, Matchbox Twenty, Maximo Park, Musiq, Neve, NKOTB, New Radicals, Nickel Creek, OAR, Otis Redding, Outkast, PANIC!, Paramore, Phantom Planet, The Police, Queen, Rachael Yamagata, The Raconteurs, RHCP, Remy Zero, Rolling Stones, Rooney, Rufio, Rufus Wainwright, Ryan Adams, Scissor Sisters, Snow Patrol, Something Corporate, Sondre Lerche, The Subways, Teitur, Third Eye Blind, Toad the Wet Sprocket, The Verve, The Vines, Violet Femmes, We Are Scientists, The Who, Yellowcard

Movies:

Empire Records
Better Off Dead
Shopgirl
Serendipity
Sixteen Candles
Pretty in Pink
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Heathers
Garden State
Sleepless in Seattle
Welcome to the Dollhouse
Big
That Things You Do!

Television:

American Idol
Arrested Development
Celebrity Poker Showdown
Entourage
The Food Network
The Golden Girls
The Office
Project Runway
Scrubs
Unsolved Mysteries

Books:

"Real isn't how you are made," Said the Skin Horse, "It's a thing that happens to you when a child loves you for a long time, not just to play with but really loves you, then you become real."
"Does it hurt?" Asked the rabbit.
"Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, "when you are real you don't mind being hurt...It doesn't happen all at once...you Become. It takes a long time, thats why it doesn't often happen to people who break easily or have sharp edges...but these things don't matter at all, because once you are real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."

-The Velveteen Rabbit, Margery Williams.

Heroes:

My mother can make flowers bloom with the slightest touch of her hand. Her garden burgeons -- irises glitter as if embedded with silver, roses turn colors no one can match. Rose breeders come to find out her secrets but she only smiles mysteriously. They try to analyze the clippings she gives them but it is useless -- the magic ingredient is her touch. Her birds of paradise are almost as tall as she is, her ranunculus look like peonies, her fruit trees bear lemons that taste like oranges and oranges the size of grapefruits. She can grow star-gazer lilies whose pollen is as thick soft hot pink powdered as expensive blush, and abundant peonies that people say only bloom in cooler climates. No jasmine ever smelled so sweet, bathing the insides of my nostrils and mouth with its twinkling white-and-lavender fragrance. My mother wanders around the garden in the hills of Hollywood putting her ear to the cup of the petals or to the ground and, smiling mysteriously, proceeds to trim or water or fertilize each plant according to its own personal instructions. Sometimes I wake in the night and I swear I can hear the flowers in the garden singing my mother's name through the open window.

My Blog

Soundtrack to My Life

IF A MOVIE WAS MADE OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?- - - - - - - Your Life: The Soundtrack - - - - - - - -So, here's how it works:Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc)...
Posted by Here I Dreamt I Was Jess on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 06:44:00 PST

Stereotypical Informative Blog

1. Are you addicted to the internet?: Eh, not very much. Sure, I like to spend a few hours on here every day, but I could learn to live without it. 2. When did you first get internet access?: A good g...
Posted by Here I Dreamt I Was Jess on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 08:46:00 PST

Confessions for the Unknown

* List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will.* Don't say who they are.* Disable comments.* Never discuss it again. 1. The thoughts in your head disturb me when you...
Posted by Here I Dreamt I Was Jess on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 04:02:00 PST

The Glamour (Sigh, Whine) of Heartbreak: As Seen By The NY Times

Thanks to a nation of enthusiastic high-school kids, emo bands are everywhere; plaintive punk has become the soundtrack of white adolescence. Thanks to a nation of enthusiastic downloaders, sexually e...
Posted by Here I Dreamt I Was Jess on Thu, 16 Mar 2006 05:52:00 PST

A Little Bit of E.E. Cummings

Almost anybody can learnto think or believe or know,but not a single human being can be taught to be.Why?Because whenever youthink or you believe or youknow, you are a lot of otherpeople: but the mome...
Posted by Here I Dreamt I Was Jess on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 06:59:00 PST

Monday, February 27th, 2006

Your New Boyfriend Was The Killer All Along Day! For the past few days your new boyfriend has been your fearless protector because whenever you'd find another body or you'd hear something in the woods...
Posted by Here I Dreamt I Was Jess on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 12:34:00 PST

This might change your life, even slightly.

Snow and Dirty Rainby Richard SikenClose your eyes. A lover is standing too closeto focus on. Leave me blurry and fall toward mewith your entire body. Lie under the covers, pretendingto sleep, while I...
Posted by Here I Dreamt I Was Jess on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 05:52:00 PST