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Neil

I am here for Networking

About Me

Moved to Jacksonville from Paterson, NJ late in 1999 and have been moving a lot since I've been here. I'm looking forward to not moving much anymore. I think most things in life are pretty screwed up in ways that may not be so obvious. One thing that's obvious to me is that it's beyond my control, so I just try to keep things around me as calm as I can. Things can get to me but it's pretty rare I will get *mad*. I usually have to think hard to remember the last time I've yelled at anyone. I'm greatful for that too! I've been told that my life is filled with opposites, and the more I think about it the more I have to agree. It's hard to explain that but the more someone gets to know me, the more you know what that means. Im still learning about it myself.

My Interests

I am interested in anti-authoritarian radicalism, but am pretty conservative. People who generally don't do the things I don't, like not eating meat, drinking, smoking or doing drugs, usually aren't too interested in people who enjoy the things I enjoy. People who enjoy the things I do usually don't care much for people who don't drink, smoke, eat meat or do drugs. So I dont really fit in anywhere. But I dont much care. I'm usually happy to be where I am and do what I'm doing. If I'm not, I'll just leave and go somewhere, and do something that will make me happy.

I'd like to meet:

I'm not really here to meet anyone.

Music:

*Still* listening to a lot of 108, their new stuff is pretty great, the new Bad Religion and AILD lately. Matt, the guys from Killswitch Engage just got their asses kicked by the new AILD. I like a lot of music. Not everything does it for me, but what I listen to can range from being very hard, to very quiet. I am usually listening to music. Music that makes me think about, or look at something in a different way, I like even more. Missing Foundation is probably one of the most influential bands I have ever heard.

Movies:

Love watching movies. Just saw Bandit Queen. Holy crap, that was crazy. True story about a woman in India who fought agaist the Caste system. Also just saw Blades of Glory... Im laughing as I type this thinkning about it. Hahaha!

Television:

Not much tv...

Books:

After having read quite a bit in the earlier part of the year, I haven't read much in the last few months.

Heroes:

No "hero's" really, but I admire about anyone who, due to their beliefs and values, has had to sacrifice something they could have kept by turning on or betraying their beliefs or friends.

My Blog

Not smart or cool and kung-fu boy. The early years.

laneinlosa..:(11:40:28 PM): i just got back from new york laneinlosa(11:40:40 PM): i saw jersey Its Neil(11:41:21 PM): if you didnt see downtown paterson, or Trenton, or Newark, you did...
Posted by Neil on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 11:04:00 PST

Hell trip

Wow, what a disaster... I left town for what was supposed to be a relaxing 3 day weekend with friends in upstate NY. It turned out to be one hard time after the next. My flight out of Jax went pretty ...
Posted by Neil on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 06:02:00 PST

Lasagna

I have always really liked lasagna. My mom used to make a great veggie lasagna once in a while and it was one of my favorite things to eat. As much and for as long as I have really loved lasagna, it's...
Posted by Neil on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

change?

Im saving all my pennies. Every single one.
Posted by Neil on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Who rocks!?

U ROCK, happy birthday.
Posted by Neil on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

what the heck is that song you hear?

Its Neil: dude, I was listeinig to the W@R cdMathias2567: WAR!!!!!!!!!Its Neil: The pic on the back of the cd is when I painted some crazy crap on the wall! hahahahahaMathias2567: lolMathias2567: and ...
Posted by Neil on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

unbelievable

Its Neil: please stopMathias2567: i dont want to know anymoreMathias2567: father pats old lady circa 1995Its Neil: hahahahahaIts Neil: hell yeahMathias2567: "I dont want to know anymore" is the 1940 e...
Posted by Neil on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

truth

Lies have short legs... the truth always stands tall.
Posted by Neil on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

This time I mean it!

Hahahaha, Im going to start this war on illusion one day.... It just wasnt this week!!! Damn!
Posted by Neil on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

mantra

SURRENDER TO TRUTH! WAR ON ILLUSION!
Posted by Neil on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST