i want to breathe the vivid colors of this lifetime with all the intensity of a tiger's growl...and then, when i exhale...i wanna do it all over again. i want the moment between six and seven p.m. on summer evenings to last longer because it's when i can sense a feeling of change the most. i want my socked-feet by a fireplace in a lodge in the middle of nowhere, nuzzled in a cozy turtleneck sweater, with a good pint in my hand and someone i love by my side painting a memory onto the canvas in my brain. i want to be with my friends doing nothing, which somehow turns into doing something really ridiculous that requires furniture to be moved and something inevitably getting broken. i want to never lose the imagination and playfulness of a little girl while maintaining the focus being a self-sufficient adult. i want my forehead kissed every morning. i want to travel the world and soak up culture and diversity like a motherfucking sponge. i want a journal, lots of pens, a pack of smokes and a warm booth-seat in the front window of a pub on a sunday afternoon. i want to play the air drums better. i want to have tickle fights that always turn into someone getting mad. i want beach bonfires and margaritas with my best friends. i wanna live somewhere where it's warm 99.9% of the year, with one snowfall on the day of christmas that melts by the next morning, and a monthly thunderstorm that allows me to be inside with a good book and a window seat. i wanna jeep wrangler to off-road in in the middle of the arizona desert. i want to live somewhere that puts the world right outside of my front door, that's surrounded by art and artists and caters to all the best things that i think are best in life. i wanna laugh...all the fucking time. i want those moments i had when i was younger that came in a flash and left just as fast, that made me feel completely and totally alive for the splittest of split seconds. i want people to stop being concerned with my run-on sentences. i want someone to orchestrate a soundtrack for each day of my life based on how i'm feeling that day. i want to be stranded in a log cabin in the dead of winter in the middle of nowhere and see how crazy i get...or if i just find utter solace in the quiet. i want a flat with floor to ceiling windows all the way around, overlooking a beautiful city. i want to hire someone just to wash my vegetables for me. i want to be a dork. i want peace. i want no regrets
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