About Me
When I'm Gone - Chukie
when im gone let dem remember all the things that i achieved/
a little something for those people that could never believe/
a kid like me, born through poverty, no conscience u see/
no father figure, noone figured that predominately/
id grow up, to be curupt from the enviroment im in/
where everybodys life is lost before they even begin/
so how da hell we suppose to win wen the sun here dont even shine/
n everyday im on the grind wish i could turn back the time/
so instead im living crime, dont look at me like im jus stupid/
how the fuck can u judge my life if u never been through it/
i just do this for the music, so i hustle to survive/
n one day ill change the world so deres no struggle no deprived/
dey'll say 'chuckie said it right', cuz my words could never lie/
n my soul could neva die cuz my heart n song collide/
we belong together, my heart in a song, nothing is realer/
when im gone hope dey remember me as more then just a dealer/
when im gone i just wanna be remembered as me, as me, as me
cuz wen im gone, wen im gone, wen im gone
1:22
so many nights that i've been cold from just hangin out on the street/
cant go home, until i sold every dime n rock just to eat/
n if u dont kno, dont speak, cuz u can never understand/
the sacrifices that i make in order to fulfill my plan/
n a job aint for me man, a 9 to 5 i cant do/
i got to many criminal records my life is so screwed/
n so my attitude brews, ill do whatever it takes/
live this life the hard way for im determined to make/
to be big like an estate, to this world ill demonstrate/
to open eyes to a new era from all the songs i create/
which other artist, came farthest, with the ways i took, honest/
made a name with no dollers, could neva follow regardless/
not the strongest or tallest, just a chin kid from the block/
that spit the real shit, u never ever heard it from us huh?/
dont be mistaken, im from the hood dont mean im fuckin black/
im fuckin asian, its time to see how this world gon react/
when im gone i just wanna be remembered as me, as me, as me
cuz wen im gone, wen im gone, wen im gone
2:39
you know its funny, i use to think about it everyday/
and when i had it, i couldnt believe it got pulled away/
but u kno what they say, he works mysterious ways/
n i cant forget, remember it like veterans day/
at a time wen it was dark, u helped me find it in my heart/
another piece to lifes puzzle that was there from the start/
a love that formed from an art, an art we both loved, it was perfect/
or so i thought, until we ended up calling in a forfiet/
inside i find it bullshit, but i guess i cant be selfish/
who am i to get between ur family and ur friendships/
so its music from now, my heart can no longer be played wit/
all i kno is sell drugs, make music and fuck bitchs/
make moves n get riches, see my hustle never stop/
n i kno alot of people wanna see my ass popped/
thats why i keep this gun cocked, cuz ever since that fuckin night/
i aint slipping agian, aint goin out without a fight/
n see im kinda flattered cuz it took that much to take me/
these 10 pussies with guns still not enough to break me/
how many times have i been shot at, cuz a week before that/
i had a 380 pop off in my face, i ignored that/
but after i got touched, dont u notice gun crime went up/
cuz my hood is on fire n we just dont give a fuck/
i seen to many ppl shot this whole summer its been crazy/
cant forget 2005 cuz this year is what changed me/
im surprised i aint crazy, hearing shots in the dark/
n wen i wake up in the morning its just weed that i spark/
to try forget my broke heart, n all the curses n blessings/
but cant forget 'to reach the top so we'll be closer to heaven'/
4:10
Tomorrow's come...from miles and miles away/
God I pray...shine a light on my way/
Give me the strength, to walk down this dark lonely road/
Where can I go? To find my lost soul/
Blazing up under the stars, taking a drink off of my heineken/
Thinking whats on my mind again, to find the shining light within/
A piece of this man deep beyond the reach of hands/
A true form of expression in heavens, I seek the land/
Where it's often mysterious, people fearing what it really is/
Poetry plays a role in me, the only thing I'm feelin is.../
To open corridors for tomorrow's warriors/
Cause in life, no one knows what the moral of the story is/
Tomorrow's come...from miles and miles away/
God I pray...shine a light on my way/
Give me the strength, to walk down this dark lonely road/
Where can I go? To find my lost soul/
Although I've tried my hardest/
Yo, the farthest that I've ever gotten/
Is to get so close to my goals/
But only to be stopped when/
The stress and the troubles and my struggles are neverending/
I'm beginning to wonder just how much longer I can stay in/
But as the future approaches, I slowly start to reproach/
On those obstacles getting in the way of my growth/
And who knows/
Maybe, just maybe one day I'll realize/
That the only thing holding me back is only in my mind/
Tomorrow's come, so don't you be afraid/
Though I try...so hard to find my place/
Taking a glance into the story of my own eyes/
All there is left...is for me to realize/
Comprehend that my life could end/
From a life of sin/
A glimpse of hell and the demons that dwell within/
Trapped in my mind, both eyes closed, layin comatose/
But the tunnel�s bright, while my soul�s a fadin light without a hope/
And yet I strive for more, for metaphors instead of whores/
A world unfurled where harpsichords and heaven�s angels soar/
A way to make my mark in this silent war/
But I�d trade it all to hide my past in part for a brand new start/
Tomorrow's come, so don't you be afraid/
Though I try...so hard to find my place/
Taking a glance into the story of my own eyes/
All there is left...is for me to realize/
Tomorrow's come...from miles and miles away/
God I pray...shine a light on my way/
Give me the strength, to walk down this dark lonely road/
Where can I go? To find my lost soul/
