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I Want Something Good to Die For...

...to make it beautiful to live

About Me

I can potentially live on just coffee and punk rock. I do the occasional freelance shoot for entertainment, not career. I have my bachelor's in computer science and for a living I turn coffee into code. I love to sleep days, but I can't because I work. I own a crazy ass fish who would eat oscars if so allowed. Fall is my favorite season. I ride horses and compete, but miss having the time to seriously take martial arts a LOT. Hopefully they will make more hours in the day soon. I like to shoot pool, but am not particularly good. I am frequently interesting. I'm edge. Its not that I am too old for games, its that I was always too old for games. I like to be in frequent contact with those in my life; I love my cell phone. I am loyal and dedicated to a flaw. I expect to be treated well. Sorry guys, I'm sorta hard to get close to; hearts are precious.
I'd say I love my friends and the people I care most about more than life itself.. but they ARE life itself. I love jersey. I also like working on my car, which is at present a flame red 92 camaro, ttops. I'll get my motorcycle licence as soon as I get my busy ass around to it. I dont like my train ride to and from work in the city. I love both the cds and the clubs I frequent. I am frequently late. I love warm beds, soft blankets and fireplaces. I hate the cold. I really love coffee." You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. "
Music Quotes of the Moment:
"it's never bad enough to just leave or give up but, its never good enough to feel right" [taking back sunday - the photograph is proof (i know you know)]

My Interests

equestrian, hot cars, martial arts, psychology, logic, punk, industrial, synthpop, ska, hxc, astrophysics, AI, programming, art, design, coffee, quotes, loyalty and loss, self respect, beautiful perception and phrasing, philosophy, altruism, lyrics, trustworthiness, stability, insight, dancing, getting lost in deep late night talks, 24 hour diners, straightedge, and red zinger tea (old favorite--it tastes great plus ive always liked that it looks like blood in a goblet)

I'd like to meet:

If you are Angelina, feel free to come get in my bed late at night. If you are not, feel free to message me and I might reply,
but dont try to friend me if you dont know me.
And I dont check this too much...

I appreciate meeting people who have something to offer...
Ideas, opinions, intelligence, direction, strength. Obviously, I enjoy conversing on what I'm interested in. My types of music, buddhism, philosophy, martial arts, programming, etc, are good bets. "Hey sExy you are wow HOTT" is not.

Music:

Punk rock meets tech and industrial. Depends on the week, Label at will.
This monthish on my at work play list: Billy Talent II, Less Than Jake, Marilyn Manson, Thrice, Lola Ray, Brand New, AFIwww.pandora.com

Movies:

Boondock Saints, Girl Interrupted, Pirates of the Caribbean, Hackers, Sin City, LOTR trillogy, Underworld I and II, Tomb Raider 2, Dogma, Matrix, SLC Punk, Officespace, Tron, Gotcha, Cool World, Sneakers, Momento, das Experiment, Star Wars, Dagon, Dawn of the Dead, The Thin Man movies and I liked X3. If you didnt, I dont really care to hear about it.

Television:

should be hooked to a gaming system.

Books:

Ender's Game, 1984, LOTR, the Buddhist Handbook

My Blog

IM

friend:I refuse to believe that with your typing, you're actually a programmerme: lolwellthats what i'm billed asbut im really a space piratefriend: splendidspace pirates have no need for punctuationm...
Posted by I Want Something Good to Die For... on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 10:50:00 PST

ooh!

now that cody has fixed my defunct ipod, today i discovered i can download things like buddhist lectures as podcasts.examples: http://www.podcastdirectory.com/podcasts/10885http://www.bud dhanet.net/au...
Posted by I Want Something Good to Die For... on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 08:20:00 PST

dreams and fish

Really, the title is accurate. I've been having these recurring dreams.. about fish. at first they were about my fish (who is at the foot of my bed, so its not odd) but i had dreams about him, similar...
Posted by I Want Something Good to Die For... on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 08:25:00 PST

pertinent lyrics

Artist: Just SurrenderAlbum: If These Streets Could TalkYear: 2005Title: I Can Barely Breathe ...Tell the truth if you think that you can take itBut I know, you wontI never felt so all aloneBut when i...
Posted by I Want Something Good to Die For... on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 09:59:00 PST

people dont believe me

when i say the odd shit that flocks to me. example, last night:Scene: halloween party at clubMe: in a lara croft costume. him: about 15 years my senior, odd character in a tshirt and jeans.her: gettin...
Posted by I Want Something Good to Die For... on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 01:52:00 PST

meh

indiana / pa boarder soon. hopefully they have their outhouses indoors.not sure quite where without my directions handy, but for all intents and purposes, we can call my destination SheepFuck, PA alth...
Posted by I Want Something Good to Die For... on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 01:59:00 PST

Theres always a problem with my train.

I'm ready to get off, but its not at my stop yet.It happens nearly daily. I say nearly cause SOME weekend days I DONT work. Seriously.I'd be absolutely thrilled if someone said we would all be riding ...
Posted by I Want Something Good to Die For... on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 07:29:00 PST

why i dont blog

jawbreaker:skin looks good on paper    to a million hungry eyes    they just want the wrapping they throw away the prizethe prize is not for myspace. it is for me.secreti...
Posted by I Want Something Good to Die For... on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 07:56:00 PST

saw this, seems about right

------------------Girls----------------------- --------------are like apples----------------- ----------on trees. The best ones------------- --------are at the top...
Posted by I Want Something Good to Die For... on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 09:14:00 PST

some nights

ya just want to stay in and watch a really fucked up movie, know what i mean? :-..
Posted by I Want Something Good to Die For... on Sat, 13 May 2006 07:37:00 PST