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Brian

with all of my symphonies in 24 parts...

About Me

I'm a lj user . [user name= pestilent_eyes ]
i know what you're thinking
but I'm not your property
no matter what you say
move along, there's nothing left to see
just a body, nothing left to see
a couple more for breakfast
a little more for tea
just to take the edge off
move along, there's nothing left to see
just a body, pouring down the street
move along.
i am 23. after spending my entire life from birth in florida, i've moved to colorado. i'm living in a really small town called hayden. it's 25 miles from the town of steamboat springs. i have never felt so alone in my entire life. i'm trying so hard to understand the world around me and the people i share it with, but i think i'm failing miserably. i love music. i love when someone shows me a perspective i have never seen before. i hate the act of being social, but i love [and miss] good conversation with good friends.
finished

My Interests

Music gets me through each and every day. I dont know what I'd do without music.

I enjoy the computer.
Pubs, imported beer, and you.
i'm really interested in skiing but being a floridian rarely get to do it. that will hopefully change this year.

I'd like to meet:

probably Thom Yorke...
i'd be nice to pick his brain, but that would never happen

but what’s so wrong with being all alone?
Alone’s the only way I’ve ever known.

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Music:


recently played
Radiohead, A Silver Mt. Zion, Alexisonfire, The Appleseed Cast, Astronautalis, At The Drive-In, Auditory Aphasia, Band Marino, The Beatles, Bloc Party, Brand New, Bright Eyes, Broken Social Scene, Cake, Christopher O'Riley, Circa Survive, CKY, Coheed And Cambria, Coldplay, The Cure, Cursive, Daft Punk, Damien Rice, Dave Matthews, Death Cab For Cutie, Deftones, Denali, Desaparecidos, Dire Straits, Dntel, Do Make Say Think, Dustin Kensrue, The Eagles, Every Time I Die, The Faint, Fall of Troy, Feist, Fiona Apple, From First To Last, Frou Frpu, Girls in Hawaii, Godspeed You Black Emperor!, Hopesfall, Imogen Heap, Incubus, Interpol, Jeremy Enigk, José González, Josh Martinez, The Killers, Look Mexico, Lostprohets, Lovedrug, Mates of State, The Mercury Program, Mewithoutyou, Minus The Bear, Muse, Nickel Creek, Nine Inch Nails, Norma Jean, On Broken Wings, Outkast, Pixies, Placebo, The Postal Service, Queens of The Stone Age, Rage Against The Machine, Sigur Rós, Silverchair, Smashing Pumpkins, Sparta, Sunny Day Real Estate, Switchfoot, Taking Back Sunday, Team Sleep, Textual, Thom Yorke, Thomas Newman, Thrice, Thursday, Travis, Underoath, Violent Femmes, Yann Tiersen.

I probally could go on, but I don't want to. I covered a lot of them.

Movies:

Garden State - Donnie Darko - Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind - The Crow - What Dreams May Come - Shawshank Redemption - The Green Mile - American Beauty - Girl Interupted - 28 days later - Fight Club - Little Miss Sunshine - The Terminal - Natural Born Killers - Requem For A Dream - SLC Punk - Kids - Rules Of Attraction - Kill Bill - Vanilla Sky - The Live Aquatic - The Royal Tenenbaums - I ♥ Huckabees - The Waking Life - Bottle Rocket - 7 Television Comercials (Not a movie, just music vidoes) - Clerks - Mall Rats - Dogma.

Again I'm sure I could go on, but I just dont want to.

Television:

HEROES
Simpsons - Invader Zim (discontunued) - Family Guy - Aqua Teen Hunger Force - The Venture Bros.
basically anything on adult swim.

I really dislike TV. I don't usually watch it, but if I ever do, It's these shows. They are great.

Books:

Anything by Chuck Palahniuk.

Heroes:

Still Looking...

My Blog

stuff and things.

i'm back in colorado.nothing exciting to report. it's the slowest time of the year, and during the change of seasons, there's not too much to do until it starts snowing all the time.the aspens all are...
Posted by Brian on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 03:44:00 PST

i guess im doing it...

i'ts been about a month.i guess i'm doing it.i told myself that the first month would be difficult.i was more than right.i have never felt so alone in my entire life.i am finally starting to feel a li...
Posted by Brian on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 10:28:00 PST

thoughts.

the beginning of the end has begun.the digits on the countdown clock are getting smaller.i'm so excited that it's ridiculous, but if it makes any sense i'm uncomfortably terrified and a little sad.i'v...
Posted by Brian on Tue, 29 May 2007 10:29:00 PST

saturday 5.26.07: you are mine.

Hosted By:Brian, Heater, & IsaacWhen:Saturday May 26, 2007 at 11:58 AMWhere:tuscany pool by the tennis courtstuscany apartmentssarasota, FL 34243United StatesDescription:be there.click this shit!...
Posted by Brian on Fri, 11 May 2007 10:52:00 PST

hole in the fucking earth (i'm out)

Can you explain to me howYou're so evil, how?It's too late for me nowThere's a hole in the earth, I'm outCan you explain to me now?If you're still able, well...It's time I think you know the truthTher...
Posted by Brian on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 11:23:00 PST

me

so life is totally amazing right now, let me tell you about it....all i do is fucking work.and when i come home from work, i'm usually thinking about work.i getting so burnt out.but not burnt out phys...
Posted by Brian on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 08:50:00 PST

valentine's day

seems like there are a lot of us who hate valentine's day...and everyone has a reason...the most common one is "it's a greeting card day, created by hallmark"the truth is, regardless of it's origins, ...
Posted by Brian on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 09:10:00 PST

good riddance...right?

'oh, another social casualtyscore one more for mehow could I forget?mama said "think before speaking"no filter in my headoh, what's a boy to doi guess he better find one soon'i need to learn how to bi...
Posted by Brian on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 10:08:00 PST

colorado

i'm hoping to be living in colorado before the winter of 2007.preferably in steamboat or vail.i'm assuming that i'll be alone on this one and i am completely ok with that. i've begun snooping around t...
Posted by Brian on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 12:47:00 PST

it looks deep enough from here... Im diving

i don't know why i'm even here guess i'm afraid to be alone down below i see my crew they look okay that can't be blood the water here... it's far too blue and gravity seems far away but i can hear he...
Posted by Brian on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 12:56:00 PST