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iNTR0DUCn N3LL3z
N3LL3Z::22::Senior ((college))::Diamond dancer
SiNGLE az HELL
== in L0VE w/ P 0 E T RY LUV da CAMERA MEL0DY iN MY EAR!
Smile&&ShaDez
Feelings hidden behind the smile & shades
internally
im weak
in a constant daze
What's goin on with me?
Why am i feeLn this way?
i didnT love him
BuT i car'd for him
im one of those "Alwayz Women" for him
ya know down to to bucK & ride
Forever at his SiDE
but ONLY if he let me
He's not putting anythin into me EM0Ti0NALLY
And iTs kiLLn me sofTLy
With the words that he use to recite
NOW iTs only a dream if we were ever to reunite
Ther wont be anymore warmth of his lips against mines
No MORE "him & i" time
All of iTs gone & Left to the siDe
Like iT never existed the WHOLE time
They say "your mind plaYn tricks on you"
But it was my HEART & body too
Hopefully expressN it on this page
May ONE day get me out of this DAZE
and i can STOP hidN behind the SMiLE & SHADEs
