brian

I'm nothing special. I'm just a guy who has good times. I have great friends and a great family. I wouldn't trade what I have for the world. Theres a saying in my community, "hardcore is a lifestyle." The belief is that you put your friends and family above all else, even yourself. It's my personal belief that if the world worked like that, a lot of things would change for the better. I play drums for a band... a lot of people say I'm good but I think I could be better. I always strive to succeed, and when I put my mind to it, chances are I will. When I was 17, I thought being 22 was old. Now that I'm 24, I still feel like I was when I was 17 (yet... old). When I was 12, I aced the M.E.A.P. test (very few people know that... not bad for a kid who grew up on 8 mile). That's actually how I got my first drumset. My major fault in life is that I'd rather party than study... I keep it real so all my people can say that they keep it real (that's actually kind of hard to explain). I used to be fat and got made fun of a lot, but looking back at it, I'm so glad that happened to me. It forced me to grow a personality (and to be motivated to workout everyday). My mother loves me more than my Dad does, but thats o.k. because to me, thats a Mom's job (shit... she'd love me if I shot the President. My dad would ask me what I accomplished by doing so... which is his job as a Dad). Although, when and if I do have kids, I plan to learn from my dad's mistakes and repeat what my mother taught me. I laugh at other people laughing. Thats probably why I joke around so much. I laugh when old people shit themselves, except when I have to clean it up (I usually just push it off on someone else, though). I pretend to be immature sometimes, but I only do it so I can catch you off guard with how wise I really am. I sleep well at night, because I know that I did everything I could to make the day worth while. All in all, I'm happy to be where I'm at... and where I'm going to end up. I've been led to the belief that I've you stay positive long enough, everything you've been working for will work out for you.