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i grew up in New York City and grew fond of California (i am still a new york city girl by heart). my childhood revolves around music and dancing. music and dancing was just something i enjoyed as a kid and as i grew older it became my escape and something i use to express myself. another way i escape is through poetry i have been told to have a little bit of a talent with that. since i was a kid i have been notoriously known to draw on everything as well, but hey look at me now! i can draw and i have my own sketch book and pad! lol don't be fooled by my words though because my life ain't really a spoon full of sugar i mean it's got quite a bit of rough patches which i will not get into details with. on my spare time i read and listen to music and draw whatever strikes my mood. im 20 going on 21 but i am still a kid i will still be skipping around singing to a kid song because i am happy about something. i like to go out with my friends and family most of the time i like to go to the beach for bon fires with my sister and her bf kyle. going out to eat is another thing i like to do i mean i do have quite an apatite. i like the night scene too sometimes but usually just once in a while i am not really a drinker but i love it for the dancing. currently i have a fiancee who is deployed in iraq for the 2nd time (he was also deployed in 2006). we met when we both worked at walmart and things just fell into place. we met around september but we have been together since december 31 2006. in a few years down the road i would love to have some kids. children play quite a role in my life maybe it's because i like watching them grow. it is just rewarding to me to see a kid grow and know that i helped that kid to be who he or she is...
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"Deployment"

i've tasted the salty tearsi've watched the foggy nighteveryday i live in my fearsas you are no longer in sighti've been left with no choicemournful songs are all i singfor so long without your voicew...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Oct 2008 12:13:00 GMT

this song sounds soo like me

Over ItHow could you know That behind my eyes a sad girl criedAnd how could you knowThat I hurt so much insideHow could you knowThat I'm not the average girlI'm carrying the weight of the world [Yeah....
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 15:51:00 GMT

rate me...yea i stole it from you wesley

RATE ME ON A 1 TO 10 SCALE! 1 BEING THE WORST, 10 BEING THE BEST. HAVE FUN WITH IT, AND REPOST THIS SO YOU CAN FIND OUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF YOU!How would you rate:My eyes:My lips:My smile:My fa...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 22:14:00 GMT

poem about me

i've walked through gang places,i've seen many homeless faces,i lived with fear,it grows and spread every year,home never seemed like home,everday i sat in the dark alone,everynigh i hear mom and dad ...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 19:23:00 GMT

survey

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be fri...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 12:38:00 GMT

gentlemens and gentlemens (survey)

W0ULD Y0U...[] go out with me?[] give me your number?[] kiss me?[] let me kiss you?[] watch a movie with me?[] take me out to dinner?[] drive me somewhere?[] cut some rug with me?[] take a shower with...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 00:23:00 GMT

wanna know more about me?

Pisces (Feb. 18 -- Mar. 19):  Intuitive, emotional, imaginative, artistic or musical; flows easily between the realms of the conscious and unconscious mind, dream life vivid and informative; natu...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Aug 2005 14:27:00 GMT

my new poem about me!...yea it is all true

months ago tears form on my face,my fire starts burning i am ready to race,tired of being on the low,i let my secrets show,tired of being the weak one,my flame burns like the sun,i fought against my p...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Jul 2005 14:19:00 GMT

july 4th

MAN JULY 4TH WAS FUN!! I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED OUT ON THE FIRWORKS IN SCHOOL FOR 2 YRS! I WANNA GO AGAIN NEXT YR THE GRAND FINALY WAS TIGHT!
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jul 2005 11:09:00 GMT

this is for kenny bridgewaters...it's a poem

Look into my dark brown eyes,Can you see my pain and the tears I cry,Once again my world falls apart,Like last year I am left with a broken heart,I'm lost with nowhere to go,I desperately hold on...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Jun 2005 21:32:00 GMT