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About Me

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i've learned that the only person i can't live without is me. no one else is essential to my survival. "i was lost for a long time, wasn't it?... i see that i'm going to last forever with myself, so the relationship with me must come first... now, "alone" has come to mean private, not lonely. being alone is special. hate is baggage... life's too short to be pissed off all the time. >>
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♥JENNIFER JOY VALDEAVILLA BANAGAN♥ >>
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will YOU be my eSCaPe? when on my own, i feel alone. i can't decide, where to hide. you are so kind, and i can't find. is it for real, i just can't deal. now i'm so low, you just don't know. you're there dating, while i'm here waiting. and that is why, before i die. today i say, ST♥RS are SC♥RS... >>
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♥CHOKE COCOI♥ gig in marikina... circa '01 >>
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♥CHOKE COCOI♥ gig in pagbilao, quezon... circa '99 >>
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photo taken by FELIX the CAT >>
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I MUST TRUST MY INSTINCT & LET GO OF REGRETS... GARBAGE IN! --- GARBAGE OUT! VATOS LOCOS FOREVER ESTE! >>
"LUPETIX AGENT FOR LIFE ♥♥♥ at WEST... walang calls! wakekek!***"
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♥HaPPYJoYSaBLaY♥ >>
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♥PUNIT QUEEN TRAGEDY♥ >>
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♥YOUNG LOVERS... >>
...the heartbeat of the pavement - - - the gum on your favourite sneakers♥
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♥banagan-pielago♥ >>

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


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hi! i am no longer afflicted with the world's number one crippler: infatuation, fixation paralysis, commonly referred to as love. i just woke up from a bad dream. you are all welcome to know me better coz i am happy... am i really that happy?! where are you... i've been waiting you for so long... if you're the one... >>
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don't just come & go... stay... >> "CHOKE COCOI"

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thanks to my friends... they're still here. neglected, rejected while i gave all my precious moments to that one person. i am JOY. i am everything. i can do all things but two: 1. forget that i love them. 2. forget that they no longer love methat's why now i just moved on... i totally snap out of it...wake up from neverland... but still lost!! >>
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finally i want to meet... >>

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...xX chaE >>

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"i had this dreams & in them i learned to play guitar... maybe cross the country, become a rockstar." >>
Fool enough to almost be it Cool enough to not quite see it Doomed Pick your pockets full of sorrow And run away with me tomorrow JuneWe'll try and ease the pain But somehow we'll feel the same Well, no one knows Where our secrets goI send a heart to all my dearies When your life is so, so dreary Dream I'm rumored to the straight and narrow While the harlots of my perils ScreamAnd I fail But when I can, I will Try to understand That when I can, I willMother weep the years I'm missing All our time can't be given Back Shut my mouth and strike the demons That cursed you and your reasons Out of hand and out of season Out of love and out of feeling So badWhen I can, I will Words defy the plan When I can, I willFool enough to almost be it And cool enough to not quite see it And old enough to always feel this Always old, I'll always feel thisNo more promise no more sorrow No longer will I follow Can anybody hear me I just want to be me When I can, I will Try to understand That when I can, I will

My Blog

'A WARM CUP'

i nod.looking at the way you hesitate to take my hand,resting so near yours,i know you're already gone.i will make it easy for both of us,i tell myself.i will forget the feel of your hands on my skin...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 15:08:00 GMT

STaRS are SCaRS

when on my own, i feel alone. i can't decide, where to hide. you are so kind, and i can find. is it for real, i just can't deal. now i'm so low, you just don't know. you're there dating, while i'm her...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 16:36:00 GMT

until my STAR falls down****

Loneliness plays its wicked game with me The radio plays the same sick song today Staring at the sky but my thoughts are far from me I was killing in a little more tme But things don't seem to be get...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 23:22:00 GMT

a new open wound... a new scar...

I was so completely wrong about my crush...oh why am I so dumb? This lack of oxygen makes everything so much clearer. Complication comes from hesitating. Waiting for opportunity to rise from the ashe...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 03:49:00 GMT

I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY... this isn't my day...

Revolving beneath this ripped barcode, Always echo back the same dead node. Surviving in this endless night, With hopes fallen burnt up so bright. Realizing and drift with the fate, Faith washe...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Nov 2004 00:25:00 GMT