i want to meet my dad again...i want him to see the man that i'm becoming...i want him to know that i'm doing great without having a real father figure there...i want him to know that his son didn't go off with the wrong crowd and that he has leadership...i want him to be proud of me...and last i want to apologize to him about my selfishness...though, he didn't even look at me that night, i just want him to know that i'm sorry.