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About Me

i live my life to the beat of my heart. people talk about what i do and have their views. they try to tell me how they see my life and what they think i should do. that honestly doesn't change a thing. i might "listen" to you, but no matter how any situation looks to anybody i still go my own path. i do what makes me happy. real friends and real family will be supportive no matter what. it may be selfish, but i only go with what i feel. i enjoy my life like that. my goal is for my dreams to become my destiny. i sacrifice constantly. people lay barriers and obstacles, but i always manage my way over or around. i will get to where i'm going eventually. i broke my back to get where i am today, and i will continue to break my back to get to where i want to be in life. i live day to day one day at a time, but i live everyday in pursuit of a better day. to waste time is to waste opportunity. work with me and i will work with you. otherwise.. get over it. you'll be okay. i'll love you still.
i try to focus on my friends more than myself, but sometimes you have to do what you have to do. i have dreams. i have responsibility. those are two things that never seem to balance out on the scale. here as of late i've been busy on a day by day schedule trying to advance while maintaining. why not try and make a miracle. lots i want to see happen. let's see how much i can make happen. the better days seem to be fading away, but really we're all just looking too far into the future. there are many who are loved and missed. i don't get to see my friends as much as i want to, but soon. i will be seeing you guys really, really soon.
SORRY THERE IS NO HUMOROUS 'ABOUT ME' FOR EVERYONE TO GIGGLE AT. I GUESS I'M JUST NOT THAT EXCITING.
if you ever get down and feel like you are going no where in life... if you feel like you have nothing left... don't give up. just look on the bright side... you could be a meth head. life is definitely not over. you'll be okay.
i don't believe you can get to know a person just by what they type in a box on a computer....i believe it takes time to get to know a person...
i don't always believe in second chances, but i definitely always give them. that is a major flaw of mine, but you shouldn't complain, or point it out when you think i'm messing up, because one day you may be cashing in your second chance. ha... alot of you are passed your third.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

PEOPLE:

*who do NOT complain about how much their lives suck.
*who hold their word and are truely honest to their "friends"
*who don't use people for what they have.
*who actually persue those goals and dreams they "so called" have.
*who are actually into the music for the music.
*who don't live in gastonia, north carolina, for the simple fact if there is anyone who lives in gastonia that fits under these categories....chances are...i already know them.

i've got my friends. there will be more to come. more to go. but the truest friends will still be here. always have been. those friends know who they are. they know they're important. love to you guys... assholes. here we fuckin' go.

My Blog

just another something

it sucks when someone you know dies, just to think about the fact they're gone forever and you'll never get to see them, again. what's even worst is to watch someone you love, with air still in their ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 23:41:00 GMT

cheers to you my friend.

"isn't it funny, how quickly times can change"the words in his songare clearly about youif only you knowanything about yourselfyou can only lie so longfor you lose the real ruthmunipilating the mindsn...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 03:22:00 GMT

fo rizzle dizzle, bitch

i find it funny that: * you argue with a friend of mine and i'm to blame *you start spitting off random bullshit * i block your screen name *you message me from another screen name calling ME childish...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Nov 2005 18:29:00 GMT

sticky situations

such a debate for i don't know what to do i want to live this for myself but i feel i must think of you to cheerish this and not even dare or to risk it as if i never cared but the fact is that i d...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 22:32:00 GMT

....i'm truely sorry

for some reason this one hit me harder than the rest not sure what that means just know that for some reason i cared if only you knew that and saw what was there i'd rip my heart out for you i'd sho...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 22:26:00 GMT

nothing past the bottom

for the first time ever i'm not afraid of heights the road below like a gentle river cars just flowing by again i start to wonder what it would be like to fly if i would make it to the bottom or woul...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Aug 2005 16:07:00 GMT

A Generic Love Tale

A Generic Love Tale into the blackness like in any other story just your generic love tale another heart to be shattered this weeping willow sings me the saddest song as the smell o...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Aug 2005 01:27:00 GMT

ever had...

ever had multiple windows, each with an oppurtunity, something to take you somewhere in life with bright rays of hope shining through, but with nobody to give you a forecast to warn you of a rainy da...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Aug 2005 23:08:00 GMT

'Pretty Pink Chucks'

strike a pose that's all they need to hear they all know you're a fake pathetic as well to blind to realize stepping over the gold placed at your feet as if it's not enough do you even care or were ...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Jul 2005 22:57:00 GMT

where to begin

the little white line gets darker with age i get more lost, losing myself again if it could just be my day i hope for that happy ending will you ever see me, be with me but still i'm lost needing you...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Jul 2005 00:43:00 GMT