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Cuea

she knows the world is just her stage

About Me

"i would forget you if i only could think about anything else." - lucero
i'm a girl that knows what i want but still wants to be distracted. my life will always be filled to the brim with anything and everything i encounter. there are no regrets, but forgive me i'm still learning. i am outspoken. i'll call your bluff and speak my mind no matter who i know it offends. i like to think of myself as a free spirit though i need order in my life. i'm a playful person who loves to love. everyone, everything. i don't like not being close with people. my best friends are my heart, and i have fallen in love with each and every one of them. i used to consider myself a dancer; now i don't, but i would love to again some day. i live to tears because i think that's the only way to get anything out of life, and i dare you to do the same. my quirks take effort to understand though i'm easy to predict. my actions and opinions are dependable. i'm a girl who loves to explore and to learn, to trust and to fall. i always fall too hard and too fast, but i truly believe that we are the sum of our experiences. of course in the end it's truly the little moments that matter, and these are but words. as borges said, "todo sustantivo solo tiene un valor metáforico."
"it is not articles by nick greene on john donne nor eight-hour bills nor covenants nor factory acts that matter; it's something useless, sudden, violent; something that costs a life; red, blue, purple; a spirit, a splash; like those hyacinths...free from taint, dependence, soilure of humanity or care for one's kind; something rash, ridiculous." - virginia woolf
[because i graced the world in november...]
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
[...i'd say it's pretty right on.]

My Interests

"...and one day we will die and our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea, but for now we are young, let us lay in the sun and count every beautiful thing we can see..."
Morocco, January 2006
words, music, wine, reading, cheesecake, Pilates, beer, the park, climbing roofs and trees, looking at the stars, moab utah, my birthday, surveys, Bikram/Vinyasa Yoga, constitutional law, idiosyncratic behavior, fashion in its every element, having something to wish for, jeans, traveling, soccer...the game and its boys, stealing boys' clothes, touching, having people on my bad side, opinions, CHANGE , constructive arguments, language, screaming my heart out, true friends, self-deprication, being hard core ;), my niece. she's beautiful.
Sofía Esperanza Cuevas, May 2005

"Lo cierto es que vivimos postergando todo lo postergable; tal vez todos sabemos profundamente que somos inmortales y que tarde o temprano, todo hombre hará todas las cosas y sabrá todo." - Jorge Luis Borges

“For though a personal vision may at times assume an eloquent and universal language, it is well never to forget that all philosophies are the language of particular men.” - Walter Lippmann

"Thinking is the most unhealthy thing in the world, and people die of it just as they do of any other disease." - Oscar Wilde

I'd like to meet:

Lovers accepted.
Fighters, exit immediately.



virginia woolf
katherine moennig
walter lippmann
martha graham
eve ensler
gorge luis borges
gabriel garcia marquez
coco chanel
betsy johnson
ethan hawke
antonio banderas
adriana lima
selma hayek

"i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)"
- ee cummings

my best lovers

Jesi

Habey

Whit

G-Love

Mirst

Rog-Pog

Khaulen

Boom Boom

Poopy Pants Puyan

Nooey

Carlita

Baby Girl

Q-Daddy

TB

Ohhh Reebs...

EmBrace

...a little bitty piece of my heart...

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Music:

"you wanna get boned, you wanna get stoned, you wanna get a room like no one else, you wanna be rich, you wanna be kitch, you wanna be the bastard of yourself, you wanna get burned, you wanna get turned, you wanna get fucked inside out, you wanna be ruled, you wanna be fooled, you wanna be a woman like a man..."
lucero, kings of leon, beck, pete yorn, van morrison, tom petty, sublime, dispatch, o.a.r., fiona apple, nirvana, pearl jam, sister hazel, ben harper, damien rice, guster, live, regina spektor, n.e.r.d., radiohead, rachel yamagata, smashing pumpkins, goo goo dolls, lifehouse, red hot chili peppers, sigur ros, etc.

Movies:

reality bites, empire records, dirty dancing, thank you for smoking, avenue montiene, cheetah, rigoletto, wee sing in sillyville

understand these movies and you understand me

Television:

golden girls. the L word. entourage.

Books:

to kill a mockingbird, the little prince, orlando, wuthering heights, blood memory: an autobiography, the world according to garp, catcher in the rye, vagina monologues, "funes el memorioso"

authors: virginia woolf, nick hornby, john irving, gabriel garcia marquez, jorge luis borges, ellen willis

"These stars are beautiful because of a flower you don't see...you see nothing. You hear nothing. And yet something shines, something sings in that silence." - The Little Prince

"We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered." - Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead

Heroes:

my mother, my heart, my brother, my mirst.

“I learned through my body and soul that it was necessary for me to sin, that I needed lust, that I had to strive for property and experience nausea and the depths of despair in order to learn not to resist them, in order to learn to love the world, and no longer compare it with some kind of desired imaginary world, some imaginary vision of perfection, but to leave it as it is, to love it, and be glad to belong to it." -Siddhartha

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My Blog

believe it or not

i'm not here for your entertain ment. can you believe that pink hit the nail on the head?but really...hit it ON THE HEAD. i'm sick of this city.im' sick of my hard time. i want it to go away, and toda...
Posted by Cuea on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 11:33:00 PST

and i am welcomed to my academic life

i went to a bar in the LES tonight. first time. know it's the best, but i had never gone before. my friends always call me wayyyy too drunk in the night for me to ever catch up. so tonight we go out. ...
Posted by Cuea on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 11:25:00 PST

you rest on my mind

Reality check. I put way too much faith in people, and rarely do they satisfy me. I don't like the disappointment, and yet I always set myself up. For the past few weeks, ever since spring break, New ...
Posted by Cuea on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 03:03:00 PST

barely scraping by

old school throw back, eh?so i'm lost. i'm unhappy here, and i don't know why. and i'm not satisfied with that answer. i wonder if i just had such a great few weeks at home that it makes me not want t...
Posted by Cuea on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 02:11:00 PST

my head is in a constant tilt

what i really need is consistency. the past 14 days have really thrown me, and the past seven have just down right pissed me off. i guess i'm going through a weird time. i'm not in a rut per se, and i...
Posted by Cuea on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 08:19:00 PST

without a noise

I'm so used to bashing Zander for his strange quirks, constant mood swings and his always letting me down. I complain because he always has me riled up somehow. And now he has no phone, and I have not...
Posted by Cuea on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 05:46:00 PST

one thing i know no matter where i go

I'm in a very strange place right now, where so much is good and so much is simply up in the air. I've learned that everything happens for a reason, and as much as I want to take this opportunity of v...
Posted by Cuea on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 07:26:00 PST

just can't wait

oh it is time to be back in nashville.this semester has gone by so quickly, but i should knock on wood still; there are 3 more long weeks ahead. i don't know exactly how i feel--except that i know i n...
Posted by Cuea on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 12:24:00 PST

i think about how

so the first dance class didn't go so well. i should have known. ballet was not a good first class back after a two year hiatus from technique. it wasn't that it was hard. because it wasn't. i mean, y...
Posted by Cuea on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 10:07:00 PST

"just another phase of finding what i really need"

lately i question what spurs ambivalent attachment. that dependence that creeps up on you completely unexpected; surprising, disappointing but incredibly warm. though i know timing is everything and c...
Posted by Cuea on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 11:04:00 PST