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Hatchet Kandi

I Wish I Had My Innocence Back, Before Reality Raped Me.

About Me


First Off:
I Don't Give A Fuck!
The name is Mellissa.
I'm A Juggalette
I have a huge tendancy of fucking shit up in general.
I'm not the best at the whole relationship bullshit.
so i'm not even worth your time
I love to run.
I love freedom.
I am intelligent as fuck and will beat you in a debate any day.
I'm currently anywhere and everywhere in the sounthern maryland area.
I make the best of things.
I have friends that would kill for me and vice versa.
And thats all I want for now.
I broke my recent Vow of Abstinence.
And it was fuckin' fantastical!
^_^
It saved the last bit of sanity I had left.
Everyone has thier own point of view and opinion.
Deal with it.
I'm a whole list of contradictions.
I just recently moved up here to Waldorf.
Don't ask me why, it's is absolutly none of your buisness.
I don't know anyone up here, and alwayz love a new aquintance.
I'm not sane but i'm cute as anything and will make you laugh not matter how dry the humour is.
^_^
I'll be working up at the mall.
And should be starting CSM in La Plata in July.
I keep my distance from most people.
Although I love to party,
I'm moving out of that wonderful, wonderful stage.
I'm glad i'm getting just far enough to be out of peoples gossip ring, yet not far enough where it cost a lot to call my other half I left behind.
I Love My Ibat G.
Getting your shit straight again blows.
It's hard.Especially when you don't have the motivation.
Weed Song - Bone Thugs 'N' Harmony

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My Interests


"Oh!, She's soo disgracful, and can cause such a scandal!"
-such a whore!

faygoluvers.net

Ask me.
I might tell,
I might not.

I'd like to meet:


I think he's making me realize that love exist.
Even though i'm still scared of the thought of it and still a fuck-up.
I still have a smile on my face when I think of him.

Music:


Heroes:


Let no one come to you without leaving happier and better.
-Mother Theresa

He tranformed insanity into meaningful writings and created Art.
This one is self explanatory.

My Blog

Dear Mama

2pac - Dear Mama
Posted by Hatchet Kandi on Tue, 15 May 2007 12:17:00 PST

Dreams of an Insomniac

Every time I do this, it last for awhile until it hoplessly tumbles and crashes at the end.I need to focus on getting something stable around me to hold onto.It's hard to that that with my surrounding...
Posted by Hatchet Kandi on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 08:58:00 PST

^_^(^)

I have dreams.Oh!, do I have dreams.But those of an insomniac.More like the images and idea of a fantasy, a fantasy of regaining childhood innocence that is utterly unobtainable threw any sane means.W...
Posted by Hatchet Kandi on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 02:25:00 PST

Valentines Amusment

Right on this very internet scandal that is sweeping the nation,A guy added me.Nothing new, or special.Well, he had posted a blog, whic happen to have one of my particular fav videos,It sparked my int...
Posted by Hatchet Kandi on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:26:00 PST

Seems weree alwayz waiting to begin.

Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.comSuspense i'm told is good for the heart.Keeps it beating steady and healthy.But sometimes I feel just like reaching into my chest...
Posted by Hatchet Kandi on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 04:55:00 PST

The Walls Strengthen And Bleed

Feedom.Release.Run.And Fast.Nothing good ever comes of these things.Complications.Brought into many subjects.My mind is wandering.But in a circle.A circle surrounding many little ones that all revolve...
Posted by Hatchet Kandi on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 11:20:00 PST

Locked Up.

Basically....>I just got home from lock up about an hour an a half ago.I made a bad decision.Landed myself at Waxters for awhile.All that ran threw my head was,Just Please Don't Say I Fucked His Shit ...
Posted by Hatchet Kandi on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:21:00 PST

Empiricism Mixed With Optimism

Well,First off I hate Christmas.Even though nothing bad happened on this one surprisingly.It put me in an awkard situation.>_One that I dread to deal with.But will all the same eventually.At the momen...
Posted by Hatchet Kandi on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 07:24:00 PST

Flight Or Fright Syndrome

I'm alwayz the one people run to for help.And I love that people can alwayz depend on me.I love helping people with there issues.Everyone has them.If you can't deal with your own why not help somone w...
Posted by Hatchet Kandi on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 12:11:00 PST

Silenced.

Silence Brought On By Myself And Others In So Many More Wayz Then Any Of You Know.And Threw Silence There Can Be No Explaination.There Is No Release.I'm The Best Actress I Know. ...
Posted by Hatchet Kandi on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 09:53:00 PST