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†And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head

i put the gore in gorgeous

About Me

fuck
i will kill you
i love horror movies
my boyfriend is my world
i have learned that almost all friends will fuck you over in the end. i only have about 3 true friends in this world. and you guys know who you are, and you mean the world to me.
i have been completely betrayed by some of the people i trusted most in the world. and they will never be forgiven. i hope they all rot in hell together.i hope chris hanse is happy that he has turned into a complete asshole just like i always told him not to, you're not the nice guy anymore, great job. i hope rich schillings is happy that he has ruined a relationship between a mother and a daughter, no matter who i was dating he would have done this to me, so thanks rich for turning me around and ramming the knife right in my back. and i hope chris sommer is happy that he stole seans leg of the tripod away and ruined all the friendships that we built up over the years.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

they say time stands still when you meet the love of your life

and they are right it does ♥

I'd like to meet:

he is all i need now and ever will need. i love him with all my heart and i will continue to stick by his side forever. i love you sean. and you are worth every single sacrifice i have made AND EVERY SINGLE FRIEND I HAVE LOST. it's funny how falling in love can show you peoples true colors.
Maya Deren, mother of independant films. Her work was all done in the 40's and 50's, but her films still amaze me

Music:

† MCR †

AFI

a7x

i've loved them for almost 5 years now, you know before they sold out. but i still love them.

ATREYU

MUSE

cKy

AUTHORITY ZERO

†You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic†

Movies:

i am in love with horror movies. † Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas†
Tim Burton's Corpse Bride
Hostel
Cabin Fever
†GRINDHOUSE†
The Descent
Rest Stop
The Last House On The Left
Saw and Saw II and Saw III
Pulp Fiction
Waiting
Wolf Creek
Jackass:the movie
Jackass number 2
House of 1000 corpses
The Devils Rejects
High Tension
American Psycho
Donnie Darko
Interveiw with the Vampire
Four Rooms
Reservoir Dogs
Moulin Rouge
Fight Club
Sleepy Hollow
Alice In Wonderland
Sin City
From Dusk Till Dawn
The Mexico Trilogy (Desperado, El Mariachi, Once Upon A Time In Mexico)
Big Fish
Beetlejuice
all Nightmare on Elm Street, Friday the 13th, and Halloween films
The Girl Next Door
Howl's Moving Castle
Romeo † Juliet
Urban Legend, Urban Legends: Final Cut
True Romance

Television:

jackass bam's unholy union wildboyz family guy robot chicken the disney channel :)

Heroes:

that would be Eli Roth, he is the master of horror as far as i'm concerned. and i want be just like him one day. rob zombie is another man i would love to be like, movie wise. i cant wait for halloween!! here's 2 new heroes of mine, Gerard Way and Frank Iero. they are heros of mine because they are both amazing musicians. Gerard dropped out of art school to persue music just like im doing and Frank can do awesome magic tricks just like me :p . also, hes just a genius. their love for horror movies and passion for music make the whole band just that much better for me.sean gets full credit for me admiring them as much as i do. thank you sean for making me love mcr as much as you have :) how can you not love steve-o

i like my men with guns :)

my old man crush aka Bruce Willis and the amazing Robert Rodriguez my idol, mr. Tim Burton jesse jane. yes, she's a porn star but sean says she reminds him of me so i will put her here haha

My Blog

now that it's raining more than ever

You had my heart, and we'll never be world apart Maybe in magazines, but you'll still be my star Baby cause in the Dark, You can see shiny Cars And that's when you need me there With you I'll always s...
Posted by †And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head on Sun, 20 May 2007 12:27:00 PST

goodbye

im saying goodbye to myspace on monday. im unplugging my computer and packing it up on monday, and god knows when i'll be on myspace again. i might even just delete it. so, if anyone has anything mor...
Posted by †And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head on Wed, 16 May 2007 01:10:00 PST

so send my resignation to the bride and the groom

if my blogs bother you, i have a few simple solutions. either, A) take me off your list thing or B) stop reading them. got it? there are things i know about you that you cant talk your way out of, s...
Posted by †And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head on Thu, 03 May 2007 11:02:00 PST

life is so much better

so i got an apartment. i move in jun 7th. big party june 9th or possibly the following weekend for anyone who wants to come. i got the second job at blockbuster, i start tomorrow actually. i really...
Posted by †And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 10:25:00 PST

friday the 13th

tonight was amazing. i chopped all my hair off today, went shopping, and had some good talks with my mom. i went home and got all dolled up for my baby :) then went and got him from work. from there ...
Posted by †And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 12:26:00 PST

i gave you blood, blood. gallons of the stuff.

well, just another update. sean got a place and is moving in friday. thank god. i am so relieved. just imagine 2 months of not knowing whats going on and losing all your friends and realizi...
Posted by †And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 09:21:00 PST

i think i realized something tonight......

no matter what anyone does, this will never be resolved. not that i want it to be resolved, but everyone is just going to keep going in circles. you say i dont understand the situation because of my ...
Posted by †And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 11:25:00 PST

im still in shock

it's funny. i read both the chris's blogs about everything that has happened. and i just dont understand it. i mean, honestly. do they actually see things this way? do they not understand that just be...
Posted by †And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 11:38:00 PST

i guess it's just one of those days

you know when everything starts to eat away at you? i dont think anyone could know how i feel right now. i'm having a really hard time with everything for some reason today. i shouldnt miss everyone. ...
Posted by †And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 02:28:00 PST

life can change in the blink of an eye. fuck you.

Well, its been a while since the incident has happened. I think its finally I time I vented it all out. I have a lot of hatred, sadness, and remorse I need to get out of my head before it eats me aliv...
Posted by †And Since I Am Dead I Can Take Off My Head on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 11:02:00 PST