coma white.

About Me

Rachael.
21.
Sheffield.
Currently studying FdSc Business & Internet Technologies at Sheffield Hallam.
Myspace is positively stupid and I rarely use it.
I very much dislike scene/emo kids and all these other silly subcultures who think they're so "different" and "unique". Do you realise you all look, act and dress the same?
I enjoy going out with my friends and having a huge drunken laugh!
I'm currently about to begin my summer break and need a job to fund my bad habits.
I am planning a holiday with my bezzie mate... we just don't know where we're going yet!
My boyfriend is a bit special. Special retarded. The way I like him :p
Alcohol and shopping have bankrupted me.
Loves: Close friends. Laughing. Intoxication. Dancing no matter how badly. Singing. DVD's, movies, and book stores. Clothes that make me feel new. Music in all it's forms. Acoustic guitar. Make up and perfume. Iceland and places I've never been before.
'When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed.'

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Marilyn Manson. My hero, my saviour, my muse. Never have I felt so much respect for another human being. Nothing would make me happier than to just be in his presence. ♥

In general; I'd love to meet some who shares my passion for the above. Thus far I have never met anyone who does.

Most of all; I'd love someone who can love my differences to come along and turn my world upside down.

Music:

marilyn manson ♥

Movies:

as good as it gets.
my neighbor totoro.
thelma & louise.
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
resident evil.
silent hill.
one flew over the cuckoo's nest.
down to you.
pulp fiction.
die hard.

Television:

boy meets world.
friends.
hollyoaks.
father ted.
family guy.
sugar rush.
peep show.
how to look good naked.

Books:

Stephen King ♥

Heroes:

Marilyn Manson for saving my life. for the music that's kept me fighting time after time. for broadening my musical horizons at such a young age. and for inspiring me to break away from the "norm" even when everyone thought i was a "freak".
Jade for being amazingly inspirational. and for being my guardian angel whom always seems to appear when i am at my lowest. you will never know how much i truly owe to you.
Rachel for being my living prozac, my partner in crime, my best friend, and for bringing sunshine to my life.
My Brother, Rob for being the biggest influence on my life and who i am. i have always idolised you. i have so much respect for you for everything you have done for me, our parents, and your own family. thankyou for getting me through the bad times. i love you.
Conal, you never should have lost your place here. after everything, you're the one that needs the biggest thanks. because of you i know what it is to love, what it's like to feel like "two pieces of the same puzzle" as you once put it. i put you through alot of shit i'll never forgive myself for. but you were still there for me, and you still are. i never want to lose you completely. you made me who i am today.

My Blog

A song so close to my heart that every time it plays it's like electricity running through my veins. 'There's something cold and blank behind her smileShe's standing on an overpassIn her miracle mileY...
Posted by coma white. on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 04:16:00 PST

seasons.

Summer air reminds me ofAll the feelings of your loveAnd what it was likeWhen we were together Walking all along the beachYou were never far from my reachAnd you held meThrough the stormy weather And ...
Posted by coma white. on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 04:23:00 PST

this time.

Is our time gone forever?Nothing else seems to matterSitting to watch the sun dieGoodbyeFeeling uninspiredLeft alone and tiredWaking up to nothingI need somethingI can't say goodbye foreverBut I'll sa...
Posted by coma white. on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 01:02:00 PST

all good things.

Honestly what will become of me, I don't like reality, It's way too clear to me, But really life is daily, We are what we don't see, We missed everything daydreamingFlames to dust,Lovers to friends,Wh...
Posted by coma white. on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 05:55:00 PST

everything changes.

If you just walked away,What could I really say?Would it matter anyway?Would it change how you feel?I am the mess you chose,The closet you cannot close,The devil in you I supposeCuz the wounds never h...
Posted by coma white. on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 04:58:00 PST

better than me.

The bed I'm lying in is getting colderWish I never would've said it's overAnd I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm olderCause we never really had our closureThis can't be the endI rea...
Posted by coma white. on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 07:22:00 PST

my december.

This is my DecemberThis is my time of the yearThis is my DecemberThis is all so clearThis is my DecemberThis is my snow covered homeThis is my DecemberThis is me aloneAnd I Just wish that I didn't fee...
Posted by coma white. on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 04:06:00 PST

i hold her.

Smokey is my appleAnd green are my eyesSilent is snowfallI whispher goodbyeFarewell to the childThat I use to beI hold her she's sobbingMy baby...The wolf and the lionHave asked me to playThough she t...
Posted by coma white. on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 06:50:00 PST

Talk to myself.

After a week of not having to think about anything, today has hit me hard. Now that I'm back to reality everything just feels shit again. Everything looks as bleak as ever. Everyone seems a million mi...
Posted by coma white. on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 05:04:00 PST

When We Die.

Well, I know that it's early and it's too hard to think and the broken empty bottles are reminder in the sink But I thought that I should tell you, if it's not to late to say I could put back all the ...
Posted by coma white. on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 08:43:00 PST