jackieVENGEANCE [H.U. SOLDIER][mlf]

About Me

i have way too many nicknames; give me a new one. =]
i was named after a fat hollywood trainwreck.
and have been known to have trainwreck tendencies.
so i suppose i am following his legacy already.
i want to be the next bettie page.
and be a pin up girlie.
i am going to montserrat college of art in the fall
to pursue my dream of doing what i love,
and hopefully becoming a tattoo artist.
i know i belong someplace far from here; cali is my final destination,
but for now, boston will suffice.
not only do i want to be famous, but i am certain it is what i was made for.
i am:
18. and dont want to get older.
single. and want to change that.
bi. but prefer d00ds.
veg. and make faces at carnivores.
a loop kid. and represent the old school.
art. music. cigs. and homies. are my vices.
though it may not always appear so, i love life.
and my newfound goal is to find my happiness.
and keep a death grip on it.
I GIVE MYSELF VERY GOOD ADVICE, BUT I VERY SELDOM FOLLOW IT - alice<3
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My Blog

i am fucking done...

...with all of you.i realized that i just don't care anymore.and that none of this is worth anymore of my time.ive wasted so much of my life feeling sad happy angry regret upset whatever over people. ...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 04:29:00 GMT

have you ever...?

have you ever felt sick of your own fucking life?have you ever felt sick in your own damned skin?have you ever felt sick enough to scream at the top of your lungs?have you ever felt sick to look in a ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 21:16:00 GMT

originality is dead.

Originality is dead, cunts. I see all of you out there, holding onto your ideals and aesthetics so fiercely while you fail to realize, its all been done before. I do not understand why everyone thinks...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Dec 2008 18:46:00 GMT

i give up.

on love.on it all.i wonder if.it really is just a myth.if it is just a lie.these days.it seems as though.it gets me nowhere.and no one is able.to take me anywhere else.no one is there.to prove m...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 14:50:00 GMT

lets have a little chat, shall we?

So, let's have a little chat about some things that make me want to curbstomp pandas. I need to get this out before I fucking scream it at the top of my lungs the amount of patience in me has utterl...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 17:11:00 GMT

what. is. this.

now that we're all moved, and i get to stay at my old school for my last year, after all those shenanigans that put my life and heart through hell, i am one horrifed little girl. i've always known tha...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 22:01:00 GMT

im moving.

i wont be going to NAHS this year. i will try my hardest to totally fuck the system and go there so i don't have to leave all my friends behind me - but it doesn't look so hot from my perspective...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 08:30:00 GMT

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> what are these? they're not even girl pants!
Posted by on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 15:46:00 GMT

and all the tears that we have cried. will suck back in our eyes.

i hate relationships. all they do is fuck with my heart. everytime i fall for someone they shatter me into millions of pieces the next lover is left to pick up by themselves. that's pretty much ...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 13:42:00 GMT

wanna.be.

only two more years. i can't wait 'til i get to become a suicide girl- a beautiful, gothic and punk rockin' pin up girl. slutty, i know, but i am proud of who i am and i really want this. these are g...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 14:27:00 GMT