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About Me

Hello my name is john, that's a common name but I assure you that you will never meet anyone like me. I am considered strange by some, amungst other opinions that I have no doubt have negative qualities. I myself know that I am strange, I am not anyone else at all but myself, I follow my own path, the road less traveled and I could not be happier doing so. My life is full of question and wonder. I question everything from every possible angle then I question the angle, I wonder what could be,why things happen. My wondering leads to day dreaming which I do a lot. My life is influenced greatly by the select individuals I call family. I am not good about talking about myself without questions,so ask away,or don't it doesn't matter cause I'm an amazing person regardless of who wants to talk.

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I am willing to meet anyone who will talk, anyone who dreams. I do not care who you are I probably want to meet you

My Blog

my life

March 25th 2009, day that changed my perception, I realize my self confidence is low and it makes my life so difficult,but I am going to change all of that. Thanks to a long and emotional conversation...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 04:12:00 GMT

A not so typical letter to her

This is quite hard to start, and even harder to dream,whether I set this in a whisper or catch this in a scream. Amazement caught by polarity,adoration swept by bleak neutrality. How do I feel? What d...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 18:42:00 GMT

As the world turns

As the world turns my sanity burns to dark smears on walls and echoes in halls. the difference makes no difference. Reservations left at the door like your pants on the floor when your sleeping with t...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 16:40:00 GMT

just a little word

Well here I go again,ranting into oblivion. Still got the questions,will never have the answers. Forming thoughts in the free and clear and driving myself up the wall. What's this noise in my head...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 16:15:00 GMT

no one will read this so.......

Have you ever questioned your place in reality,wondered why you exist at all. Is it just to take up space in this cosmic sea of nothing or do you or I for that matter have a purpose. Well I am not so ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 10:56:00 GMT

phone experiment

I just broke a record I believe I hold over every member of my gender that I know, I just got off the phone from a four hour conversation. Knowing who you talk to is normally important, but try callin...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Feb 2009 00:35:00 GMT

A conundrum for my world

How does one measure his or her own success, is it by the material wealth we attain throught our lifetime, by our level of public education and the careers we ultimately inslave ourselves to, or is it...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Dec 2008 19:05:00 GMT

my mind

My mind is lost. screaming down long lost corridors and delving into long forgotten caverns. Chaotic spinning don't know were to go,I can't think let alone concentrate,my mind is my enemy,posioning my...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 22:47:00 GMT

..............my sanctum

Open the door to the sanctum of us the depraved an morbid souls,were blood runs in streams and organs are fresh for the grilling,come join us as the meat of mankind fills us an the blood quenches or t...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 20:23:00 GMT

..................hell

Darkness envelops all and nightmares feast upon my sanity.overwhelming anger colors my preception red and depression my mind a darkened blue.insanity,depravity,caulousness,brutality and horror.in the ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 21:32:00 GMT