melsie

She Stays Determined. NEVER GIVE UP I AM MELANIE GREENFIELD. The family calls me MEL. So if you want, go ahead and call me that! : ) born & raised in CALIFORNIA since 1988, making me twenty years young. IM A FULL-TIME AIRMAN, and a part-time waitress! I use to LOVE cheerleading and soccer, but now I have no time, and no hobbies : ( help me find one! : ) I say hella, like, and as in almost every sentence. May 10th should be a national holiday, but I guess it is just for me! I have a sister, were nothing alike, but I love her more than anything else in the world. I have friends that you would be jealous of. And a family that supports me in everything I do. I’m NOT book smart but I am the kind of smart you wish you could be ;) haha. I can come off as materialistic, and don’t get me wrong, I LOVE my designer shoes and purses, but I could totally sport anything from Wal-Mart and be happy with it : ) I’m far from stuck up. I really DISLIKE it when people say stuff about someone, just because their not like you. IM NOT the girl who sits at a party with her friends and talks behind your back as you walk in.. I can sit here and say I don’t care what you think about me, and your opinions don’t matter. But im NOT one of those girls. I never have been, and I’m not afraid to say it. I care about what you have to say, and what you think of me. I have so many insecurities, but A LOT of confidence to balance it out, and if you know me, you know I do things to embarrass myself more than the average person ;) Im a scardy cat of piercings! i LOVE watching sports. playing them too, im always up to do anything. i dont ever sit there and call girls sluts or whores. i dont talk like that. i think its down-grading.. i tend to push people away a lot of the time; i dont mean to, i just am very independent when it comes to feelings. I have never cheated && i never will. i likeee pb & j, mac n cheese, and grilled cheese, their definately the key to my heart, along with pink and red roses, but you know how girls and flowers are =) i love giving surprises, and making someone feel like there special, i keep in mind "treat someone the way you want to be treated"and go everyday by that. it takes me a million and one tries to learn from mistakes, but i dont regret anything, because at one time, i wanted it. and the end result made me who i am today. I very rarely play by the rules; and if you tell me i cant do something, ill do anything to prove you wrong! i love the smell of rain, and brand new cars.. i love being wrapped up in a blanket, and i love watching movies. I'd say im not like every other girl, but then id be JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER GIRL. im happy. and im sad. i hate my life. i love my life. one day i may like you. the next day you can totally annoy me. i talk alot. Sometimes, i dont talk at all. im lonely. im moody. im the kind of girl, who never settles for less. its either all or nothing with me. and that doesn’t always work out in my favor. but thats just how it has to be. i believe that you are who you want to be. and if work for something.. eventually you’ll get it.. Im a little girl, with BIG BIG DREAMS, just like everyone else. But the difference between US are some people are scared of what they want most, and I can happily say, im not one of those people : ) this is me, and im proud of who I am. : ) and you should be too.."you cant judge people for who they WERE, only for what they choose to do with the lessons they LEARN and the person they strive to BE"