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I'm just a regular guy. Very fun-loving and I love to make people smile and laugh. That is my gift. I'm also very serious at times. Almost too serious. But I'm just trying to find my way in life; my niche. I love getting older, though I may not say so. I think it hightens your awareness of the world as a whole and your own private world. Clarity is something that I think we all strive for.I recently lost my mother (March 9, 2008) and I am trying to cope with that but still retain my vitality. I'm doing a pretty good job. She would never have wanted me to stop smiling and laughing and making other people laugh, so I'm going to keep going. Talk about a shift in perspective this makes. Many things seem so trivial now.I am determined to be truly happy. I think that I'm generally happy, but I want to know true happiness. I have no idea how to achieve it or which direction to go in, but I'll get there somehow. "Go in the direction of your dreams.... Live the life you have imagined." Henry David Thoreau