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About Me


There is something beautiful in the grotesque

I believe that all people are a slave to something. And almost always it's themselves

The medical field is where I was meant to be. I adore helping people, and studying strange things

The things I always strive to do is be polite, and charming to everyone I interact with. I find a lot of things to be in poor taste and rude, so I work to correct myself. The charm just comes naturally.

I am very self-centered, and rarely will I go out of my way for someone. UNLESS they can show me through actions, and speech that they're trustworthy.

I only want love, happiness, and a calm, relaxing environment to live in.

I have everything I need to be happy. Now, I just need to work on it.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

-Alex Pardee, my artistic hero
-Miyavi, my colorful muse
-Tom Cruise, my favorite actor
-Tim Bourton, to kick him in the nuts for type casting me.
-And... God, to pester him with a plethora of questions.

My Blog

10 things I want to do before 25

1.) I want to see all my friends still in my life when I'm 252.) I want to have a career with a 9-5, and a comfy apartment3.) I want to fall in love again4.) I want to move to a big city. Huge enough ...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Jul 2009 12:13:00 GMT

Rant

Haven't written in a while. I miss the therapeutic nature of being able to just say what ever the fuck I feel and not care about what people think. I'm still not there yet. But I'd like to think that ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Jul 2009 00:00:00 GMT

Because the retelling is too painful

Corey left me, simple as that.We haven't talked since, and until then, I wont know the details of everything.But, be sure of one thing.I still love him. And, I hate myself for it, but I do want him in...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jun 2009 13:58:00 GMT

What love really is.

I'm pretty happy right now. That job at jimmy's is looking good, and a couple of my friends are starting to look into moving in. Which might be cool. The car is getting fixed, and I'm getting some mon...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 00:08:00 GMT

Stinging wasps

So, here it is. I'm a complete adult today.I moved into the apartment. It's not completely decorated, and I don't really have a place to put my clothes, or cable tv... or anything really. But we have ...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 08:27:00 GMT

Whats going on next week?

WeeellllI'm getting paied next wensday, for sure. Maybe sooner. I'm going to be calling in monday, and filling out the paper work for the apartment, and I'll be on my own in... ah, well, this time nex...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 10:54:00 GMT

I can feel it. Yeah, I can feel

There are so many things I could go on about.He's someone who is literally, my past, my present and my future. He's known me all through high school, and my awkward, bumpy transition into who I am now...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 21:19:00 GMT

Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo

So, Japanese class today, I found out that you can't cuss in Japanese. Now, for me? The hardest thing for me that I need to give up, that I fall back on a lot is cussing. I'm a master at it. I cuss be...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Feb 2009 10:45:00 GMT

He's breaking me down again.

My day today? Woke up to my cell phone blaring, my ears hurting, and my stomach empty.Things are getting rough again. All when it seemed to be looking up. I'm so tired. My new gauge size hurts more th...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Feb 2009 07:51:00 GMT

To Shannon, Amelia, Cassie, Kristen, and Amanda

I was just on facebook tonight, and I kind of had a sad moment, I thought I could share. I was looking at Amanda's pictures, and I looked at one, with Shannon, she, Kristen, and Cassie. And I kind of ...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 21:04:00 GMT