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I just felling sad cuz I wanna make Musik but got nobody who help me.And when I find a producer they wanna fuck me but I am not a hoe but anyway I never get paid.That..s my lifestory All my life I just fighting for respekt cause most people hate me but they don..t know shit about me. School was hard and I was allways alone they fight me for nuthing and when I asked why they said your smile is like shit hated that bullshit. With 10 I got to know my first boyfriend a black american he his friends his twin brother his mon and his daddy show me luv I even can..t discribe. They give me power and hope all the time we been to gether. He made me like the way I am now. But then his twin brother died and he killed his self and before all friends went back to USA. Lateron his mom and his daddy too. I was falling in a big hole and forgot my self. But I never stoped write down rhymes. I am a poet and a philosopher for good lol!!!!So you ask yourselves certainly. Why wants the beginner rap??? What can she already tell???? My half life was determined by black people!!!This has strongly influenced my life. They showed me love and hatred. We had good times, bad times and sad times. I was present always right in the middle instead of only and still something stood always between us!!!!The white hatred and the bad bad things my forefathers have done (slavery)I can understand your hatred and I am sorry in such a way what the white people have done to the black people. I hope one day you can award us, because not all white people are bad. Mine hug weeps and my soul is divided. My heart cannot endure it, the people I luv hate me and will always hate me cuz they will not forget her history. But I will luv u for the rest of my life!!!!!!

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Your heart of full tears. Your heart full pain. A sword in your heart. Suffers from your pain. Only with reluctance you endure them. Do not know like I can help you So I am there just for you Even if your hard words injure me. If I appreciate you. Nevertheless, from all you have left a loyal soul to yourself stands. Will not give up you. Please, never ask from me. I will be for you there up to your last way. Oh my precious treasure. As with pleasure I would unite these with you. I know this the stars, for us stand not favorable. I know your soul walk after love and so long I the strength in addition has I become, give you my love. Will stand far away on your side. Even if you maybe break my heart I can understand you and must respect your decision. Even if it my biggest fear is to be lost you I must accept the end. If I still have the chance to meet you. I hope you give me the chance before you leaves me and I must stay behind in the darkness on it waiting that our souls join sometime. I am already broken I am only one piece of a desolate soul And I know you will leave me like all I loved. I must bleed till the end of my days This is a God's will, God's way

My Blog

What u dont know

My treasure you do not know how much I loves you! In the morning u are my first thought, in the evening my last thought, and occasionally I think certainly in 1000 times of you. You do not...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 13:54:00 GMT

U always gonna be my luv

Switch me one switches me off! The feelings have to go out. I do not stand it any more. I must let go. Before it is too late. The negative spiral goes on and comes over and over again. Roller coaster ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 13:01:00 GMT

spring poem

Oh spring wonderful spring The first warm sunrays wake me up Oh spring wonderful spring The birds twitter her morning song, I must sing with them. Oh spring wonderful spring The sun appears, the sky s...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 13:13:00 GMT

Hatred me torments, so that my skin peels off like skin.

Hatred me torments, so that my skin peels off like skin. A bright garish light takes the view from you. I am no goblin. Ready for battle to the account and justice so I seize the Mic around my hatred...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 06:07:00 GMT

poem of broken soul 2

Raindrops fall on mine,it is like it is.God pisses on me down over and over again, because he hates me,it is like it is.Who does not do this,it is like it is.It is my regulation, it is like it is.Let ...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 11:55:00 GMT

Rough diamond juz teach me

I got enough. First people telling me I am rough diamond. Come one we take u to studio we do some musik but in the end everybody fuck me up.Cuz when I came over producers told me so take off your clo...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 12:17:00 GMT

poem of a broken soul

When I see in a mirrorI see a weeping willowI am sleeping loney in the dark I cut into my barkA bloody heartwanna feel real luvjuz wanna be with my dark angel sending from above When I see...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 14:07:00 GMT

for some one special

2 broken souls2 lifes out of controlher heart is cryingCuz allways he is talking about dieingShe is feeling it too juz wanna be with her baby boo UhBut she can..t cuz of $ (oh no)Life is a hoe ( that....
Posted by on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 03:59:00 GMT

Frauen

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Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 13:23:00 GMT

Poem for Titan

When I die I don..t wanna die alone, Just one minute before I die wanna feel like home. Luv just on minute before I die wanna come with my number one. He got a gun. He kill us. Than we a...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 18:03:00 GMT