[rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K)

About Me

I'm Rachel,I'm a nice girl,I love to make new friends. I tend to trust people way to easy andI get used a lot by guys. I tend to care about people I don't know and get lonely at times.Label me like everyone else.I'm passionate about music and I go to shows.I wear tights under my skirt and I have tattoos and piercings.I want to be loved for once.I have dreams and hopes and sometimes I hate change. I like to make people happy and I like Dr.Pepper and frappicinos.Lemon Drop is my made up stripper name and I have a pet dinosaur named Bronto. I also sleep with mr.teddy my teddy bear.I also like swinging and being a little kid at times.I also like having water gun fights and I have more guy friends than girls.I'm sweet and love to be sweet. [.Be mine?.]
[.Leave me comments and messages.]
[.Love me for the way I am, not the way I look.]
[.Can I keep you?.] [.Rachel.]

My Interests

Guys ha, umm definately music and seeing live bands, trying to get into the music business somehow, wanting to get a internship at a record company.. then being able to work at vans warped tour during the summer..and then working as a merch girl for a band during the rest of the year or doing stuff for record companies. so if you read this and are interested in me..email me.
THIS IS WHAT I DO:

I'd like to meet:

"I donâ€™t care, ill mess that bitch up, ill leave a ring pop mark on her FACE"- Rach Ho
Dream guy but doesnt have to be a reality: black, blonde, or brown shaggy hair curly would be a plus, doesnt have to have a nice bod, but not too chubby, wears tight shirts and girls jeans is really hott and tattoos and piercings are a plus. especially lip piercings.
anything else ask me

KURT COBAIN.. ADAM LAZARRA(SP?), KENNY FROM TSL, IS IT COVE FROM SAOSIN? Alex from Atreyu,..who wouldnt? FUCK YEA WE..'RE GONNA PARTY TONIGHT!!!!

Music:

THE STARTING LINE,NIRVANA taking back sunday, matchbook romance, my chemical romance, army of freshman, allister, alexisonfire, VENA AMORI, A DEAD GIVEAWAY, BRING ME THE HORIZON,APRIL EYES,atreyu, senses fail, all american rejects, silverstein, hawthorne heights, josephine, a day in attica, scary kids scaring kids, fallout boy, incubus, 311, bob marley, jimi hendrix, the blood brothers, pretty much anything just ask if you wanna know more..or add me if you're a band..

Movies:

comedies and chick flicks and scary movies only when i have someone to hide with ;-)CRYBABY

Television:

friends, viva la bam, fuse!!!Family Guy!!!

Books:

Any Sarah Dressen Book

Heroes:

all of em.. batman, superman,spiderman!! but specifically my grandparents...
girly heroes: ARIEL from the little mermaid, belle, and jasmine.

My Blog

gut wrenching

Don't you love it when you thought you were over someone and then everything gets turned around? Tonight was probably a bad idea then. My first love, fuck, my first pretty much everything was entered ...
Posted by [rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K) on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 05:45:00 PST

life in itself

is life really supposed to be like this? heartbreak after heartbreak,tragedy after tragedy, backstabbing,gossip,fucks that doesnt mean anything. crying after you do all this shit to yourself because y...
Posted by [rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K) on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 03:17:00 PST

STL

so this is my thoughts: do you really like someone if.. a. you think about them constantly?b. you would move anywhere they would just to be with them?c.dream about them good or bad?d. wished the dre...
Posted by [rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K) on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 09:58:00 PST

watch out

to all guys: I get attached easily. or some think i do.. when really i just want to be there for someone..and by being there for thme every second and catering to them as much as i want to, th...
Posted by [rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K) on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 12:59:00 PST

so true so true

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus I think this song describes a lot of things... Listen close as we wait for a sound to goIt's true, we arewe are destined to failIt's true, we arewe are destined to fa...
Posted by [rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K) on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 11:28:00 PST

wassup rockers

is a good movie, it gives you a lot of respect for other races and people who are different. its pretty much a movie about 7 mexican boys growing up in south central LA? Pretty much they grow up with ...
Posted by [rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K) on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 04:00:00 PST

this weekend...

was pretty much amazing. for once i felt like i was wanted. with the right person. it was nice to be in a different town getting away from everyone and their drama. i wish i was still ...
Posted by [rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K) on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 09:27:00 PST

back burner

i guess I will always be on the back burner. i will always be the third wheel the girl that always have to watch people fall in love but never get the chance to fall in love with someone again. ...
Posted by [rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K) on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 02:42:00 PST

lil survey

FILL THIS SHIT OUT Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fight me? [_] fuck me? [_] kiss me? [_] lick me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out...
Posted by [rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K) on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 12:40:00 PST

do you think this is true about me?

December BeautyThis straight-up means ur the most good-lookingLoyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitivein everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential inor...
Posted by [rachel.][.rockstar.][.affair.]™(F.U.K) on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 06:14:00 PST