Matt

well,i dunno what to say for this space so here goes... im a boy in a crazy world and i do my best to deal with it. so far... it's working very nicely! i don't do drugs or drink or smoke. i like to consider myself responsible and full of heart. i take risks and i make mistakes. i live and learn quite well. i want to be a film director when i grow up. and if i can squeeze it in, maybe even a doctor. i have a whole lot planned for myself. ALL of it i'm working very hard to fulfill. that says many things doesnt it? i'll let you figure that out. im in a mixed family, my mom is white and dad is black. but the mixing doesnt stop there. my brother is into rap, my sister is a diva, and im into heavy metal. strange huh? but those little differences don't separate us, unlike some moronic people, it bring us closer together. no... im not a hippy. im a headbanger who's favorite color is pink. im petrified of horses like elephants are scared of mice, my girlfriend is the best thing on this planet, and i have two earrings. any of this make sense? no? well too bad, it was just meant to get you to see my general personality. sue me. i cried in the movies "armageddon" and "i am sam". i get butterflies when i see my girlfriend and i treat her like a goddess. when im alone and listening to chimaera or killswitch engage, im dancing and screaming all over my room and singing along with the words (which is pretty proffesional sounding, honest). when i listen to certain types of music, i can picture making my own video out of it, be it a fight scene or dance or whatever. i may have pictures of ladies on my wall but i still give my upmost respect to them.(wink). im a huge flirt. and i weigh 182 pounds... but not fat ;)