Lesta Lloyd Ballstein

The cold air slips by my wndow Silenty i sleep dreamng.... dreaming A body tremble chased by yet another In dreams light beams echoeing from the sun Body curls and wraps tightly in blankets To awake now would send the light away and open my eyes to cold A living awakend world full of slick little wisps of cold air chills to seek me out But in dreams the light is captued held onto tightly As it fills full my eyes full of life, it sets muscles at ease as its warmth sets in to awake now would send me into a darkend world where my eyes fall empty of what i wish to dream Dreams of a welcome golden roads leading trekking me to a place where the things that elude my awakened eyes can once again be seen at a moments notice Just close your eyes and let reality slip away Fall further from real touch and grab as much of the suns light as you can grab Clench tightly yours dreams grasp For to let go of this dream could mean never dreaming it again Moments slip by like rain falling to earth Racing diving plummeting towards its new home Crash leads to a splash of tears for losing this dream made the whole world cry One after another tears fall like rain as the cleched fist weakens Its hold falls fast as the vast world about it becomes filled with tears Puddles turn to oceans as dams begin to break A delluge of tears will soon be the answer to all those fears World chaos ensues as that cleched fist loses its grip Floods become uncontrollable and time slows As the salty tears become neck high Your mind now flows with the tide You wish to hide .. run quickly But all you can do is swim Drown you most certainly will not for if you haevent forgot this is only a dream Like a stopper in the tub yanked from its home you snap to awake As the once perfect world begins to shake and the floods swirl away Give thanks for the awakened world you now lead though dark and cold you will soon fall fast asleep again to return to the dream world where nothing is truely real until you live it in life and truely grab it and give it a feal.... Luminesent light waves transverse the darkness The darkness of the premature night sky The onset of lack of light presents a formidable plight One in which it seems I have no strength to fight Sparkling landmarks in the sky Guide my wishes towards the heavens The questions fall on silent darkness As I progress further into a questionably wishful state A state of mind where I just can't seem to mate the din of silence to of and relate to my hopes and dreams This sky premature in my mind onset from countless daylit hours preceding these Ive been on my perpepetual knees Begging and pleading for answers To my questionable thought So I can further tighten my grip on this reality....................Lifes intangeablility leaves hands grasping for something..Sometimes lately thoughts bellow full as my hands fall empty..Grab life but your hands can't hold on... Grab all you want and fail everytime because times lately Ive only witnessed muscles straining..But the one truth still remaining is intangeability will always mean something you reach for and you just cant grab it..Moments in time when the perfect rhyme eludes my mind as I try to find some way to turn a spiraling mess into a long highway ride ending not in a ditch but rather to a place where minds can only collect the rich in life surroundings and leave my heart still pounding..Life and death are in the same way the same to me..both are controllable to one exstent but soon enough one way or another you'll be educated that you may be able to stear your way clear of difficulties in life to only avoid death..But fate steps in leaving you unable to avoid what your future holds and even still leaving your grasping hands devoid of the controll you wish to attain .................. jkforeverthinking ................. My mind begins to melt as I think about the hand I was dealt, rivers of once had stream from me in a brackish solution that soon forms oceans whos shores burst and soon find themselves in flight as I think about dreams of once lit times that solely live within the very mind that now cant seem to find within itself a way back to the normalcy it once had a hold a grasp upon as no strength can remain as I once again welcome the return of the rain containing only a salinaty that now dehydrates my mind ......... ......... ......... ......... .........Life is a grain of salt dissolved in an ocean of problems and solutions....I'm eargerly awaiting the perfect drift to the beach of my dreams... tides change people change but forever i dream watery thoughts through me...... Allow liquid thoughts to cleanse your being as life rises and falls as lunar tides bring you through these cycles........