Never forget that you are free,and question everything.
1. my emotions have great momentum
2. my emotions are closely tied with the status of relationships i have
3. i dont plan my life out because i know that ill change along with the world around me and the plan is going to be different soon anyway. everything will work out fine.
4. i play bass, a bit of drums, and guitar.
5. when i play music, i dance in a weird way.
6. i dont trust people easily.
7. i like to express myself when i can.
8. i dont have a lot of self confidence issues, but
enough to piss me off at..me
9. music means everything and nothing to me at the
same time
10. i love being touched
11. i love being asked questions
12. i love to think
13. i love to just sit there with someone knowing
that nothing needs to be said, because you dont need
to put on a show for them to love you anyway
14. i love the song toxic by brittany spears because
of the violin part
15. i did math to figure out that i don't know or dont like 82% of my graduating class.
16. knowing that 99% of people i meet are very screwed up gives me a sense of peace when i am bothered by them. i used to feel really guilty when i didnt like people. now i know that we all have problems, but it's a person's choice to be mean or unpleasant to others (for the most part.)
17. i hate what people become when they use drugs/drink/smoke a lot.
18. i hate when people you love change in a
bad way
19. i like unique new sounds in music
20. i cant help being a happy person despite shitty things happening
21. i get annoyed when people are mean or talk in circles
22. monster energy drinks pretty much give me an
orgasm when i drink them. my whole body tingles
and warms up but gets goosebumps at the same
time.. and it feels realllly good.
23. i love little routines that i develop because it means so much to be able to be happy and do normal things every day, such as make soup.
24. i hate body hair, but dont shave it
25. i am silent when im mad at you
fear inspires curious courses of action
26. im quiet when i feel like shit
27. i used to avoid doing anything about my emotions, but i am not scared to anymore.
28. i dont worry as much as i used to
29. i want to atom-bomb white lake
30. i have a fantasy of going to sleep on a dock
in the middle of a lake looking at the stars
and waking up to the sunrise. too bad it'd never happen because of bugs haha.
31. my favorite singer is little jimmy urine (MSI)
32. i get easily distracted during livejournal posts
/homework/anything where i have to write
33.i make a lot of sex jokes because they are easy
laughs, but im actually very picky with girls. the
truth is that if someone actually came onto me and
they were hot i probably wouldn't let them rape me
unless i knew them well enough.
34. i L O V E japanese food.
35. i like to get new clothes/shoes, etc and look
badass, but never get the chance to buy them.
36. ive always wanted a dune buggy.
37. when im tired i lose my balance/ get spins
sometimes.
38. when im tired im always happy unless im trying
to sleep and some asshole wont let me.
39. when i think a girl is pretty im hesitant to
talk to them, unless they are a certain someone who is so beautiful that i cant help talking to them.
40. i like performing on stage when i am enjoying what i am doing up there.
41. i cant watch a movie a lot of different times without being bored with it.
42. i love to eat dairy products. especially cream cheese.
43. so far, my family is the only family (who i know of) that makes peanut-butter and graham crackers dipped in milk.
44. i hesitate to pee when im tired because it
feels good to hold it in.
45. i get boners when i start to yawn too much.. blood flow haha
46. i dont take anyone in a cowboy hat seriously.
47. when i finally find someone i can trust, it's hard to not fall in love with them. what i really meant when i wrote that is that i have a huge crush on hannah and i cant say it openly so ill be sly about it then later tell her that she's the only one i trust.
48. i require a pair heeleys. i've always wanted some.
49. those days were you spend your time doing almost nothing of material importance, and just hang out with the people you love are my favorite most memorable days.
51. my favorite bands are the rx bandits, nurses and the blood brothers.
52. i want to value my time like it's never there, but let go of my worries like i have all of the time in the world.
53. i am head over heels in love with hannah. i don't feel obsessive, clingy, too attached, or wrong in any way when i say that she's the best person that i've ever met and ill never take a moment of her presence for granted. i've thought long and hard about our relationship in the past, and have come to the logical conclusion that i wouldn't mind it one bit if i spent the rest of my life with her.
54. i plan on attending eastern michigan university for video production, or maybe audio engineering starting fall 2008. my life may lead me in another direction, but this is what i'd love to do right now.
S U C C E S S I S A B Y P R O D U C T O F H A P P I N E S S
not the other way around.
