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BellaDonna

So I said good-bye to government, and I gave my reason: a really good religion is a form of treason

About Me

"Anonymity in the world of men is better than fame in heaven, for what's heaven? What's earth? ..All in the mind."-jack kerouac. We will never be any more dead than we are right now. Just dream, that's where we belong. Open your eyes, and dream. Creation is beautiful, i paint, draw, write.. i may be slightly daft, deranged, and madd..... but it's all for a good cause.

i'm gonna eat your brain and gain your knowledge
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My Interests

i like bein an artist.. sometimes. and when the music is right, the kinesthetic part of me.. loves to dance, loves to loove (not imposing nor opposing making love) .. making love is ....mm . my drums and my baby gypsy darling, lovely :)if you care to get to know me then just make conversation and try to figure out who is really behind the mask. don't just add me as your friend and never speak to me, or i'll just delete you. it doesn't matter to me either way.

I'd like to meet:

i'd love to meet the Devil, or God. or both. or neither. alleister crowley. hunter s thompson. jack kerouac. charlie chaplin. : and why not, someone to love and love me back."Love is the only worthwhile force in the world. There's nothing else that really counts."

Music:

check out the mind and music of Devendra Banhart ^ they're not my favorite or anything, but i'm definitly a big fan.. to me, they're like the solace after the storm, and that i like. the tranquility, the wonder, the gloom, the fervor........ well, you could say i'm pretty diverse when it comes to anything, so allegedly and faithfully when it comes to music as well. i just can't get enough fuckin beats. it's about the unity kids. unity in art, unity in music, and unity amongst the people.

Movies:

i love movies, all sorts... wide variety of cult, classic, silent, horror, drama, un-tamed, bizzare....whateveraaaand musicals...

Television:

the munsters... TCM.... i'm actually not too intriqued by television- it'll rot your mind! (pete & pete) :v

Books:

"A book should serve as an axe to break up the frozen sea within us" Franz Kafka.i've read chuck palanuiks books; lullaby, fight club, choke, survivor, invisible monsters, stranger than fiction.. i think thats it.. the chronicles of narnia's lion witch and the wardrobe :) Tom Wolfe's Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, it's a trip! Irvine Welsh's Trainspotting. Dan Brown's the Da Vinci Code. Kurt Vonnegut's Cat's Cradle. John Tarrant's The Light Inside the Dark. W. Somerset Maugham's The Razor's Edge. William Burrough's Junky, and Exterminator!. Poppy Z. Brite's Are You Loathsome Tonight? Edgar Allen Poe short stories and poems and also Sylvia Plath poems; her book Ariel Melvin Burgess's Smack Amy Tan's The Joy Luck Club Jack Kerouac's On The Road Neil Gaiman's The Sandman. Doll's House. so on- fasinating Spells and Magic books, from ancient to modern occultism. Sweeny Todd orininal 19th century in the interim, i read as much as i can I am Charolette by Tom Wolfe The Complete Works of Lewis Carroll

Heroes:

my heroes....hmm....... .persons who aren't afraid to intervene with the comfortable way of life and express themselves, who realize they are always becoming, always growing. i like people who follow their dreams and live life as it comes, dont hold grudges, think for themselves, and don't regret the things they really believe in..the people who have eyes that reveal the sole dipiction of pure happiness. Those eyes that can peirce holes through my own wonder... let you know if i can see something like that again.

My Blog

as the demons play their drums

this is life, and music. something i appreciate Song Lyrics - The Philosopher Band - Devendra Banhartwhy - couldn't word it better myself.He stands amungst the stonesAnd stares into the diamond skyHe'...
Posted by BellaDonna on Mon, 26 May 2008 11:11:00 PST

courage is not the absence of despair

"courage is not the absence of despair; it is, rather, the capacity to move ahead in spite of despair"- Rollo May  The Tenuous and Destructive Nature of Knowledge - A Source of Bigotry, Righteous...
Posted by BellaDonna on Sun, 25 May 2008 01:19:00 PST

tiny sillouette that wants to shine

is there anything more humiliating, than a dark and silent road that calls to you for the answer, you stand as alone as ever waiting. waiting for the hum to get louder and louder, to reach you, to bri...
Posted by BellaDonna on Sat, 24 May 2008 11:09:00 PST

dont, lets ask for the moon. we have the stars.

..TR> Walt Whitman's 1892 ~The Untold WantBy Life and Land Ne'er GrantedNow, VoyagerSail Thou Forth to Seek and Find~ can anybody guess what movie that quote in my subject is from? a beautiful mel...
Posted by BellaDonna on Mon, 12 May 2008 03:13:00 PST

Creative Illness

take advantage of being a wallflower.. it's the only way to remain sane. sit down and read a book, write and write til you can't no longer, start to doodle and see where it takes you, ... yoga.. cooki...
Posted by BellaDonna on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:55:00 PST

for now i have a taste for blood, and all the world is my meat

pinholes in the shell of our universe, illumination shining through,an endless glow twinkles in the night sky,with all that lies beyond this corporeal existence.by chance, the elixir of life, may not ...
Posted by BellaDonna on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 12:51:00 PST

catalyzation mystification

once upon a time a friend told me this here poem made him think of me-DESIDERATAGo placidly amid the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surren...
Posted by BellaDonna on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 05:06:00 PST

this is goodbye

what was once my world, is now lost. i've dropped too many good things, and there they go shattering into something i can not fix. i can't make anything right anymore, and i just can't take it any lon...
Posted by BellaDonna on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 09:04:00 PST

Candy Loop Drip

Dream of a dream of a dream; feeling fear overcoming fear becoming fear; the reality is an illusion, the illusion is a reality... dream of a dream of a dream...The color=the mood=the shape=the being=t...
Posted by BellaDonna on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 10:54:00 PST

ping pang

peel open and drain. deluded stream with an endless flow. if i were to actually verbalize my thoughts, they would come out like this. amock. from evil. from wanting to not be evil. from wanting to not...
Posted by BellaDonna on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 09:14:00 PST