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"i like long walk on the beaches, skinny skiing, going to bullfights on swirl and drinking with the clergy..."about me? why in the world would anyone want to know about me? i don't like me so odds are you won't either. hell, even god cannot forgive me for being what i am (neither can the devil, odin, zeus and all of the other diety's out there)... i know what you are thinking if you are into god and all(or if you are not i really know what you are thinking), "but jesus preached forgiving and kindness!" jesus also said that god is in everyone of us, and if that is true and he is in me as well as you well then i cannot forgive myself therefore neither can god, got it? i am an individual who cannot shake the fact that he has no control over anything and for that fact i feel responsible for everything especially all of the evil in the world... somehow i am atlas without even knowing it, bearing the weight of the world on my shoulders and have no clue on how i got here. i am also the worlds biggest hippocryte and self loathing and definately severely selfish, anyone who knows the bible can call me the modern day jonah, and guess what you are right-somehow. however, even though i do not have ravens eating my guts and flesh everyday i am a variation of promethius for whom has betrayed god and man, i am just not sure what i did, if anyone can enlighten me it would be super.another known fact to the few unfortunates that do know me, i am a fountain of useless information, i mean useless knowledge that will never need to see the light of day and hopefully will "never".i am a creature of habit, hate change and for all intents and purpose a hermit who would rather sit inside all day in hiding. "... I shut and locked the front door No way in or out I turned and walked the hallway And pulled the curtains down I knelt and emptied the mouth of every club around But nothing's sound, nothing's sound.I'd stay but my last tab left me Ignored all my rounds Soon I was seeing visions and cracks along the walls They were upside downI swallow my words to keep from lying I swallow my face just to keep from biting, I, I.. I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving, diving I surfaced when all of my pen wasn't writing I'm in hidingIt's been about three days now Since I've been aground No longer overwhelmed and it seems so simple now It's funny when things change so much It's all state of mind I'm in hiding..."one last thing, for now... i am constantly writing dribble, unwanted pages i guess some would call a journal, my therapist (me, because i don't believe in that fecal matter) said i should write to keep my sanity, however close i skirt the line, that grey area, living inside the weak and the wounded... my tiny universe.i have pages and documents and journals full of nothing just "words" and they will never see the light of day. i have multiple names to fit my multiple personalities, i am dr jekyl and mr hyde, however more hyde on a good day, who knows on a bad... i won't list the names at this point because i am trying to wrap up and who knows how much longer this can go on, hell i am just begining you don't want lists of useless knowledge now do you?i used to absorb and chase knowledge and realized one day the more i knew the more things stung, or hurt for that matter, so i decided to turn down all of the scholorships i was offered and went underground, who knows if i hadn't done that i wouldn't have a very understanding (although i don't know how) wife and one beautiful and soon to be two children. the eldest being a plus an the youngest an arrow. if you know me i am extremely lucky, because my children are nymphs and i am a troll, good thing they didn't take after me and i hope they never will.one thing i will say is that with all of the things that i have learned and witnessed and have yet to see, it can never get too wierd for me. it is too late for that.

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