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I use to be LOVESTRUCK now im just FUCKEDUP &lt;/3

Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts /3

About Me


I'm not perfect, but neither are you - so ill probably let you down between now and forever. I have big dreams.. yet im too scared to presue them. Guess you cuoud say im scared to grow up. I dont trust anyone, but you can trust me. Im not always the girl with a smile on her face ... but no worries - Im happy. Ill most likely try to push you away because im scared of getting hurt.. show me that you care by not leaving. Im a straight up kind of girl, which means I dont take kindly to bullshit. Dont tell me how to live my life, I wont take too kindly to that either. Im not into the whole religious, going to church thing but I do believe in God. Im a true believer in fate. I hate when people are upset, ill give it my all to cheer you up. I dont have to justify myself to anyone, so if you have a problem with the shit I do, keep it to yourself. I over analyze everything. If i let my guard down to you, it should mean alot. I dont give up easy, Im a fighter.
Beauty is in the "eye of the beholder". So dont tell me what i find to be beautiful..is not beautiful. Beauty is not purley superficial but it is the soul that proves one to be Beautiful. Some of the most superficial beautiful people I have met in my time on this earth ..have been the ugliest.... Nice to meet you!!
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My Interests



I'd like to meet:


Music:

MUSIC =
- Lupe Fiasco
- Snoop Dogg
- Jay-Z
- 2-pac
- Nas
- Taylor Swift
- Justin Timberlake
- Outkast
- Bone Thugs N Harmony
- Linkin Park
- Hollywood Undead
- 30 Seconds to Mars
- Beyonce
- Common
- Christina Aguilera
- Fall Out Boys
- Fergie
- Gnarls Barkley
- The Fray
- Keith Urban
- Trina
- Gym Class Heros
- Nickleback
- R. Kelly
- Kayne West
- Rascal Flatts
- Papa Roach
- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
- Ludacris

Heroes:

Anna Floyd
My sister and my best friend. Anna has always been there for me. From lending me a few bucks to talking to me when i need to vent to taking me out when i need to laugh. Thanks for everything you do for me. We dont always see eye to eye but I love you more than life your my number one hero and I love you very much. MWAHHHH
J. Jones
Only the coolest cousin ever. We serioulsy have way to much fun when were together. Girl you is the only one I know that will ride around with me with our "grills" in and "guns" out getting "crunk" to music and not hesitating to tell a "hoe to sit down" i love you too much. And we gotta get our scedules straight and hang out as much as possible this summer. We havent hit up that chuck e cheese in a while. lol! I love you babby guh bee good and odnt do anythingi wouldnt ;) lol
Byron Johnson
I love you BJ! your seriously one of the only people that can make me smile when im at my worst. You are not afraid to hurt my feelings cause you know its gonna help me become a better person. Youve always been there for me. And you not being in GA anymore is lonly. But ill always have you a phone call away and know youd hop on a plane in a second and have my back. and vice versa! I miss you B! But youll forever be my bestie friend. I LOVE YOU!

My Blog

save me

Gotta let it out. Dont really know how I feel right now. I would never degrade this person and say they are a bad person. Because by all means this person is amazing. I honestly dont see one flaw. I...
Posted by I use to be LOVESTRUCK now im just FUCKEDUP </3 on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 04:18:00 PST

For my Bj. MY BESTIE!!

BYRON JOHNSON IS THE SHIT! I was soo sad when i came home and read this. byron johnson: Stephanie I got some bad news bestie....I'm staying here in philly. Its official I'm not going back to GA! I lo...
Posted by I use to be LOVESTRUCK now im just FUCKEDUP </3 on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 09:29:00 PST

sweetie you HAD me.

I thought you were differnt. Thought you could prove me wrong. The only thing youve proven to me is that im not that strong. Yea guys have hurt me both emotionally and physically but nothing beats the...
Posted by I use to be LOVESTRUCK now im just FUCKEDUP </3 on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 10:17:00 PST

untitiled...

Things haven't been the sameSince you've been gone.For a while I wonderedHow I'd carry on.The emptiness inside,It aches all the time.That is the reason whyI am writing this rhyme.When I heard the news...
Posted by I use to be LOVESTRUCK now im just FUCKEDUP </3 on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 05:01:00 PST

:(

Everyone cries, everyone weeps. We all stay up late one night because we cant go to sleep. Tears coming out, thoughts deep in your head. So you sit there and cry on your bed. You cant help but think a...
Posted by I use to be LOVESTRUCK now im just FUCKEDUP </3 on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 01:32:00 PST

TAGGEDD!

The rules are: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names, and why...
Posted by I use to be LOVESTRUCK now im just FUCKEDUP </3 on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 02:13:00 PST

i dunno why...???

I dont know why I let what people say get to me. Im not the type of person to let a stupid fight get to me. So I dont know why im so hurt this time. I just hate it cause certain people know how to get...
Posted by I use to be LOVESTRUCK now im just FUCKEDUP </3 on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:21:00 PST