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I am Jack's paralyzing Weltschmerz

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

Are you ready for the zombie wars?I DO NOT add people unless i get a message from them explaining why they want to be added.
I am a social recluse. I crave company, but tend to be put off by large crowds. But hell, im cute, so being neurotic is sort of over shadowed by that.

Please, do not be offended by my blunt language....i am socially retarded in the sense....I don't give a fuck.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who can actually stand me for more than 10 mins.....i guess I'm very intimidating. +shrug+ I don't mean to be.
Someone who respects my addiction to techno music.....+hides+
An atheist with a point
Les Claypool...
I live for the intellectuals....
Other conservatives my age...my god they are so far and few between. But ya know i love my misguided liberal buddies hah
Pretty much anyone who can hold a coversation for over ten minutes, or sit in comfortable silence.

My Blog

2010 stat report/letting for of 2009

I am in a good place right now. I have a full time job for the time being, that may turn permanent. I am working at Medinah Country Club as an H.R/Office assistant. I am really happy there. I am at a ...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jan 2010 18:02:00 GMT

it's heaven outside, but it's heaven indoors.

This year. 2009 has been a...well to be honest a complete disaster in some cases, and a beautiful success in others. I am with the man I intend to marry. He is my best friend and lover. 2010. Lets jus...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Dec 2009 20:58:00 GMT

ramble ramble ramble

This is something. A free write, flowing forward. I am in an artists hell. Material and ideas and no medium to put it in. I have been reflecting, growing in myself. I feel like someone else looking in...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Dec 2009 20:25:00 GMT

hmmmmm

Everyday I wake up feeling different. Everyday it's more intense. I am consumed with this sense of ambivalence for most of the things and people around me. There is only one constant. There is only on...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Nov 2009 19:38:00 GMT

Cup on a wire.

We never made it across The water must have beenJust a bit to coldAnd sometimes it's likeI can still feel that strandLittle vibrations on the wireBut I know its the wind Blowing that invisable teather...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Aug 2009 11:28:00 GMT

twitter is crack

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Posted by on Fri, 12 Jun 2009 17:52:00 GMT

fuck my life. Or maybe not.

We have to moveThe economy got so bad we now have to move.In the next 3 monthsI'm staying in illinois. For now. I want to get out of this place. God knows where i'd go, so im staying for now. The past...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jun 2009 16:16:00 GMT

Not impressed

I just want you to know that I am not impressed. I am not impressed with quasi techno Gothic fashion, I am not impressed with idiotic self absorbed fairy tale's.Fuck that neon world of blinking lights...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 22:05:00 GMT

An odd sort of day (Free writing)

There where moments when the lights held so much beauty, when the floor was spinning, and the world was just us. Smoke billows out of the room, into the void that is reality. Memories of 4am, of over ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 14:10:00 GMT

salvation

So here we areThere are limbsEntwined with limbsAnd its early in the morningAnd time wont co-operateIt wont stop movingIt's maddening how The seconds slip byAnd I don't want the sun to riseI don't wan...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Jan 2009 11:16:00 GMT