even the flowers love him |
All the flowers by Bishops grave seem to be facing directly towards him and even reaching out to him, even blooming, that soothes me. Now, if I could just get Millhouse to understand that he is gone ...
Posted by nerves on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
wish i could wake up |
The only good things go away, and i'm tired of it. I'm tired of everything. Bishop, I'm sorry, you and Millhouse were the only CONSISTENT joy in my life. I can't believe how happy you always were t...
Posted by nerves on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
wander without getting wet |
Love this year and it's turns, those turns always seem to make life, well life. And I love being alcoholic. I'm so content with being broke, not eating, lonely, and more adrift then ever, but honest...
Posted by nerves on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
harder then calculus and physics |
Damn! Why do I have to choose between the cats and myself? I can either move in with friend, where I'll be comfortable, but the cats will be stuck in an apartment and porch or move in with random, w...
Posted by nerves on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
it's a beautifull and enjoyable crash |
Love these days son. Someone said, the bar opens in like an hour. I'm so down. I've been staying up so late, and sleeping all day. I remember, blaming it on the heat in Gainesville, but come on so...
Posted by nerves on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
drunk, love, and speedy days |
Texas is my new hero. And it's so cool to speak again, and people like actually hear me. That's crazy. I forgot, how good it makes you feel to make your friends laugh. I was as the English say, "o...
Posted by nerves on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
from swimming to firecracking |
My head isn't working right. I feel, some kind of craze, like I've never felt before. I'm just so flooded with emotions, that are just intense and so up and down. Almost like up and down, at the sa...
Posted by nerves on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
blah blah drunk |
I love having something to say, and then by the time i'm logged on and actually here, its fully gone. I'm glad the cats can go out. I mean it's scary for sure, but they deserve it. Better they get ...
Posted by nerves on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
it was cool seeing you again |
Dreaming about her is such a treat. Like a gift from heaven. The only down side is waking up, and having that feeling and moment with her fade. It's definately a harsh and quick change. Try to go ...
Posted by nerves on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
straight blog for sure, way random |
So just still dream about her. Yeah, their are cute girls at the bar, but they don't make me smile. Then I think of her and just the thought makes me light up from ear to ear. It makes me wonder, h...
Posted by nerves on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
