SUMMER 08-09 LETS MAKE THIS SUMMER THE ENDLESS SUMMER
ALL ABOUTI am just me, Scott is my name, such a common name, common I am not. Telling my story on how I feel and if you choose to read it maybe you may better understand me.
I may have made my mistakes in the past, to those I’ve mistaken I’m sorry. I’m much more then what you have heard about, yet much more then you have dreamed. I don’t try and be anything I’m not, the only thing I can try and be is me, as some days it’s so hard to realise who I really am in a world of misconceptions. I lead a journey, a path that is broken in many ways and I’m always trying to mend it on the way. I think the smaller things in life need to be looked at harder, because they are the greatest things. So what if sometimes I don’t look at the big picture, you’re missing the finer things in life. I’m someone who loves a sunset, and sitting on the beach with the sand beneath my toes still being up when the sunrises, looking at the stars and sticking my head out of the car window like a dog feeling the air on my tongue. Some people bring out the best in me, make me want to be a better person, to those people I thankyou because you’re exactly what I need in my life. I think people need to love like they have never loved before, today’s expectations on love are so poor when its supposed to be the greatest thing to live for. The thing that drives you over that hill, that mountain of life and back again like a rollercoaster ride that sometimes scares you but when the plunge is over you realise how exciting it was.
I live for the moments when time stops, not literally, but when you feel like nothing else in the world matters but the moment itself and everything around it is zoned out. I love music, and when I say how much I love it you really will never understand. It courses through my veins, rhythm, blues, beats and melodies it’s all an eccentric way of finding out who we really are and half the time we will never realise that moment till we have heard that song and the whole world opens up. I love to dance, I love to sing, I just love to get involved in the music as much as I can. I also have a music page, check it out if you feel like having abit of a boogie at a time that might not be as appropriate as it should.
I am a pretty outgoing person and I dare to sometimes do things that no one will do, the moment I cared what others think was the moment I stopped being myself. Confidence never used to be my strong point until I decided that if I’m unconfident in my approach, I might be limiting myself from possibilities, sure I might be deemed for failure but at the end of the day at least I know. At least I’m not lying in my bed with my thoughts running through my head thinking what if I did this that way, what if I said those words, when those words have already been spoken. So now I guess all I’ve got to worry about was what if I didn’t have the confidence and say those things I did, do those things I did but then in truth those things were me or else it wouldn’t of come from me and all I’ve got to say.
I’m too nice for my own good sometimes, which makes me easier to kick down but in conscience so much harder. “Treat people how you wish to be treatedâ€, life’s greatest lesson anyone can learn but I realise half these people on this earth are yet to learn it. So learn it, embrace it, and embrace everyone that you meet and give them the time of day, everyone’s got a story to tell, listen.
There’s too much negativity in this world when really the only negativity that should be present is bringing peoples negatives moods and emotions to attention and trying to help on the situation at hand. If I can help you in any way shape nor form, if you ever need someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, a friend to be there when no one is there, someone to hold you hand when you’re scared…. I am there. I am there for all, no matter what you have done to me, we are all human, we all deserve a chance and sometimes I give out too many but people change and so do the circumstances.
All I want to do in this lifetime is make a few people happy. Bringing a smile to someone’s face will always make my day but disappointing one will ruin it.
You have attempted to read this, you have read my story; now I want to hear yours so I can better understand you. If you ever feel like telling me, I’m here to listen and maybe someday we will better understand ourselves.
