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I'm a product specialist aka "promo model" representing Diageo's line of wine and spirits throughout Los Angeles, Santa Barbara and Orange Counties. I've also been selected as one of only 24 spokesmodels to represent Mercedes nationally in their 2008-2009 auto show year. A job I feel very blessed to have applied for and received. I love my job, love the clients and especially love the patrons I interact with on a daily basis. The people are the ones that make my job different everyday. I have yet to go to work and see or hear the same story twice.I consider myself successful when I've given a 110% of my mind, body and soul to any given task. If I half ass it, I feel like I've failed. I've failed myself, my family and my friends. I've always considered myself a dude living in a chicks body......meaning I may look like a girl on the outside but inside I'm as strong as a man.I'm the first person to admit that I am not a perfect person. I have made many a mistake in my years and all i can do is apologize and try to make amends from this day forward. This applies to eveything I undertake.I consider my sisters my best friends in the whole wide world and had they not been there and experienced the same upbringing, I don't know if i would have turned out as sane as I have. They've gone thru the same emotional shit and beatings that still linger occasionally in the memory. You don't realize how strong you can become until your out on your own. There are great people in the world who want to help if you just ask. You can overcome an abusive upbringing and be happy as an adult. Trust me I know. You just have to make the choices that will take you down a healthy path. It may seem hard to open up and let people in but that is the only way to heal. Communication is critical. The more you are able to talk about it the better you start to feel.I have always said that my life is an open book to anyone that's willing to listen. Just Ask :)