If you know me, you'd know I HATE repeating things so listen up. I’m like a chameleon; I’m so adapted to an environment that I blend right in. I’m always changing, whether it’s my hair, my likes or dislikes…
To me, everyone's a blur- I'm not threatened about losing anyone in life because people will always come and go. I've been prepared for the worst. Do you believe everything you are told? I distrust what most people tell me.
I’ll be as outgoing as you can get me to be. I don’t like being rushed or pressured so don’t bother. I always have to get the last word in. I’m on my own most of the time and I don’t mind staying home, my room is my get-away from the world. That being said, I'll admit I’m the type of person who'd ditch your party or kickback if I’m simply not in the mood and would much rather sleep.
Random fact:I don't drink too much, but I like to hit the pipe and get as high as a kite.
Now before you even open your mouth,
just know that I still handle my responsibilities Monday-Friday thank you . I’m stuck in reverse sometimes, because it’s ridiculously hard for me to let go of things from the past.
I guess I’m a little bi-polar; I’m easily annoyed, turned off, discouraged, and overwhelmed. I can have two extreme moods going on at the same time and still pull myself together. I dislike when things get out of my control. I’m too mellow for this world. If I don't ask, I don't care to hear about it. I'm more than just a typical 5'8 asian hahaa.
I reminisce for you because I’m still hurting. There's not a second in time that I not love you any more, not a day I think of you any less than yesterday. I refuse to accept the fact that you're gone, and waiting for the day I get to
see your face again will never come until I come to you, but may your soul rest in eternal peace.
I love you. Stay close, stay in my dreams, because that’s about as lucky as I can get. I infinitely miss you.
"time fly and people change.. only real people stay the same ..."
