douglock. - ProfilesArchive

About Me

i can read anything backwards.
i like swearing and salt.
i wash my hands religously, and
i brush my teeth five times a day.

i'm neurotic and paranoid,
incredibly apathetic and overly sympathetic,
steadfast.consumed by hopelessness,
i can bairly get out of bed anymore.

My Interests

art, comics, film, music, poetry, punctuation, photography, robots.

I'd like to meet:

people who know and use the proper plural, anyone who can spell better than i can and anyone who knows the rules of alphabetization.
also, anyone interested in watching cartoons together.

Music:

ryan adams, alkaline trio, at the drive-in, atom & his package, azure ray, be your own pet, belle & sebastian, the blood brothers, bright eyes, broken social scene, cursive, dangerdoom, the decemberists, eisley, fiery furnances, the flaming lips, the forecast, fugazi, iron & wine, jay-z, joy division, the mall, maritime, minus the bear, the mountain goats, neutral milk hotel, the new pornographers, the new trust, onelinedrawing, pedro the lion, the promise ring, ratatat, reggie & the full effect, rilo kiley, rites of spring, the rocking horse winner, stars, sunny day real estate, texas is the reason, they might be giants, the velvet teen, rocky votolato, the weakerthans, paul westerberg, wilco.

Movies:

kevin smith, quentin tarantino, hayao miyazaki, mel brooks, francis ford coppola, requiem for a dream, amelie, fight club, final fantasy, ghost world, american beauty, about a boy, punch drunk love, rocky horror picture show, wet hot american summer, lost in translation, memento, high fidelity.

Television:

.hack, anime, arrested development, beast wars, the critic, FLCL, foster's home for imaginary friends, futurama, kids in the hall, newsradio, the state, stella, teen titans, transformers.

Books:

charles bukowski, wiliam faulkner, chuck palahniuk, f. scott fitzgerald, george orwell, nick hornby, ernest hemingway, john steinbeck, poetry.

Heroes:

danielle b, david bazan, ryan beckwith, tycho brahe, marcel duchamp, robert goren, arsene lupin III, piet mondrian, optimus prime, davey von bohlen, orson welles.

My Blog

tearing, suffocating, dying. three.

sometimes when i can't stop breathingi forget that fluids are moving throughmy hands, so i slip them beneath my ribscrack them open and watch who i am spillout on to the carpeting.we could go walking,...
Posted by douglock. on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 02:35:00 PST

conclusions, noir.

you ask once, maybe twice;"tell me, tell me, who you arewho is the one i never seethe one no ones knows."an exclamation cross hallsand feet.i am the one whois desperately aloneand desperatelywants to ...
Posted by douglock. on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 08:01:00 PST

...and taste your tinny blood.

oh, how your voice changed,from some methodical truthto an empty, vacant drone.how coud it be the same sourcethat canged me, and touched meso deeply that has lost it's vigor.dry, i suppose, from the l...
Posted by douglock. on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 07:20:00 PST

fit like puzzle, broken...

sometimesi still pretend i am alive,like i use to, how i use to be.the dirty waterstill reaches my elbows,"my arms," i think"they are far too shortto ever fit..."trailing off...i make lists of thingst...
Posted by douglock. on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 07:08:00 PST

a night.

i stood at the edge, a precipice, looked across the beach below.i knew you had been here, i saw the pictures. all of those foot steps,as many as there are grains of sand,at least one must be yours.i s...
Posted by douglock. on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 08:33:00 PST

i wanted that so hard, like some embrace.

i wrote her a piano songthe kind she liked.it was rather back handedbut mostly sincere,and remains a monolithto the facti loved her so much,and loved her so easily.it was like walking awaytearing all ...
Posted by douglock. on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 07:50:00 PST

get taken advantage of, a compilation.

CONNECT, RECONNECT (DISCONNECT.)we are all liars repeating liesthat when we don't we are soexuberant no one believesa word we say.DOGMATIC, SENT THROUGH AND THROUGH.i spoke so softly,and walked so sof...
Posted by douglock. on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 08:22:00 PST

muoa.

sometimes the only way to stop the bleedingis too keep bleeding.i pressed my face hard against the wallapply pressure, hope it clots soon.kept getting cut, before i could begin to say'i needed you mor...
Posted by douglock. on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 08:38:00 PST

lnclkm, a compilation.

PREFACEi want so badly to tell you things,the things i think,about you and around you...ASSEMBLAGEpress your spine into minetill they fuse,vertebrae interlockinglike a hobby storefossil kit.EULOGIZE, ...
Posted by douglock. on Thu, 10 May 2007 08:50:00 PST

last, only, last.

...i'll catch the first train i see,than i would ride till the last stop.but the high school kidsare treating my commutelike a make out party when their parents leave town.i hate them, so much....so t...
Posted by douglock. on Sat, 05 May 2007 08:31:00 PST