THAT ME GIVE U A LITTLE BACKGROUND ON ME TONYA SIDLEY FROM THE TIME MY BROTHER WAS BORN I ALWAYS PROTECED HIM FROM ANYONE AND EVEYTHING AND THAT IS WHY NOW I THINK I AM SO PROTECTIVE OF MY KIDS AND MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS!THERE IS NOTHING IN THE WORLD I WOULD NOT DO 4 THESE PEOPLE BUT IT'S HARD TO GET THE SAME IN RETURN!WHEN I WAS BARELY 16 YRS. OLD I HAD MY FIRST CHILD AND EVERYONE TOLD ME I COULDN'T DO IT ON MY OWN WELL GUESS WHAT NOW 13 YEARS LATER I HAVE THREE KIDS (13,12, AND 9 YRS. OLD)AND I DID EVERYTHING ON MY OWN NO HELP FROM ANYONE I DID WHATEVER I HAD 2 DO BUT MY KIDS ALWAYS HAD EVERYTHING THEY NEEDED & WANTED I WORKED 2 JOBS ALOT BUT I WAS DETERMINED TO PROVE EVERYONE WRONG AND I DID YA MY KIDS R A LITTLE SPOILED BUT OH WELL!I MADE IT THRU THAT AND I AM A STRONG INDEPENTANT WOMEN AND DON'T NEED ANY MAN. I CAN DO IT ALL ON MY OWN I'AM NOT SAYING A GOOD HARD WORKING MAN WITH THE SAME MORALS AND ETHICS I HAVE WOULD BE BAD BUT LIKE I SAID I CAN DO IT ALL ON MY OWN! OK NOW ON AUG. 25 ,2005 MY MOTHER PASSED AWAY SHE WAS MY EVERYTHING SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND THE ONE PERSON I COULD TALK TO ABOUT ANYTHING AND THE ONE PERSON I COULD TRUST WITH ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING AND SINCE SHE PASSED I THINK I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO LOOK 4 A REPLACEMENT 4 HER BUT STILL AIN'T FOUND ONE. ALL I REALLY WANT IS SOME ONE I CAN TRUST AND KNOW THAT THEY R NOT GOING 2 STAB ME IN THE BACK AS SOON AS I TURN AROUND AND SOMEONE WHO IS GOING TO BE THERE 4 ME WHENEVER I NEED THEM AND NOT JUDGE ME. SOMEONE TO JUST LISTEN TO ME AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHAT I'AM GOING THROUGH.I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT IF U R MY TRUE FRIEND I WILL ALWAYS B THERE 4 U NO MATTER WHAT. I WILL PROTECT U IN EVERY ASPECT! ALSO I WILL TELL U THE TRUTH I WILL NOT TALK SHIT BEHIND YOUR BACK IF I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY I WILL SAY IT TO YOUR FACE!I DON'T KNOW THATS ALL IAM ASKING 4 IN A FRIEND AND STILL IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND PEOPLE LIKE THAT THESE DAYS!BUT ANYWAYS IN THE YEAR 2003-2004 I ATTENDED AND GRADUATED FROM THE POLICE ACADEMY THINKING I COULD SOME HOW MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE HA HA JOKE WAS ON ME! EVEN THE POLICE ARE CORUPT BUT THEN I GRADUATED FROM THE POLICE ACADEMY AS A CORRECTIONAL OFFICER AND I ALSO GRADUATED CTA CORRECTIONS THINKING MAYBE I COULD MAKE A DIFFERENCE I WORKED AS A CORRECTIONAL OFFIER AT TRUMBULL CORRECTIONAL INSTITUTION HA HA AGAIN THEY ARE MORE CORUPT THEN THE POLICE IS THERE ANY HONEST PEOPLE WITH MORALS AND ETHICS ANYMORE IN THIS WORLD?????? I HATE BIAS PEOPLE YES MY CHILDREN ARE HALF AFRICAN AMERICAN & HALF WHITE AND I AM A PERSON WHO SEES NO COLOR ONLY THE PERSON. I HAVE DATED EVERY TYPE ,COLOR, AND NATIONALITY AND I ONLY LOOK AT THE INSIDE OF THE PERSON NOT THEIR SKIN COLOR AND IF U CAN NOT HANDLE THAT PLEASE DON'T BOTHER TO EVEN TALK TO ME!!!!BUT TO SUME IT UP I JUST WANT TO FIND THAT ONE PERSON OUT THERE THAT CAN MAKE ME HAPPY (FRIEND OR OTHERWISE) BUT IT SEEMS SO HARD!AND PLEASE TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CALL THEMSELVES MY FRIENDS IF U HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY! SAY IT TO ME AND NOT TO EVERYONE ELSE AND U WILL GET THE SAME RESPECT FROM ME. IT'S ALL ABOUT RESPECT AND TRUST!!!!
I CAN ONLY BE TRUE TO MYSELF
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I'M NOT JUST ANY GIRL!! I AM ME.....TONYA THE ONE AND ONLY~
