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Praying for myself, these thoughts I've tried to hide..
I have faith in me, I hope this will survive..
But it's tearing me apart.. I can't hear the words By which I die..
so I must ask again.. who will carry me?
I cannot deny.. nothing can defend..
From the helplessness.... that's cutting deep inside
And I can't prevent.... the thought that nothing's real
It seems I'm waiting years.. for this day.. to end
The strength I need to feel
The pride inside of me..
And I fell.. behind.. the face
That's staring back at me
The anger and the pain
Of knowing where I am
I have come so far.. and I cannot return
Nothing I can do.. that I have not done
No words I can say.. no truth left that I can see
So must I let this end.. and everything fall apart
Before I live my life.. as I have always done..
Tell me what to do.. so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for.. something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart.. so this does not end..
I cannot return... I can't start again...
Nothing to deny, nothing to defend
From the helplessness, it's cutting me so deep inside..
And I can't prevent... the thought that's nothing's real..
It seems I'm waiting years.. for this day.. to end...

My Blog

w0w,

g00d people d0 exist...this year is lookin up.and im holdin a smile in my heart today.whew....-Thorfinn
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 17:33:00 GMT

Intro/Prelude; Ground Zero

Im loseing my miiiiiiiiiiiiiiind!!!ha;most of you im sure have heard me say that more than once.. seems ive made refrences to the deterioration of my mind and heartmore times than i kan kount really.....
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 19:57:00 GMT

fuck your fads and trends

whats the deal with everyone today obsessing over the stupidestshit ever. like image. everyone fucking looks the same.. everyonewants someone who looks like someone or something else..like the fucking...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 16:52:00 GMT

now a days

overwhelmed with reality.once you feel alone in your most fitting enviornmentsyou really know somethings wrong.i advise ppl to just be themselfs.. if you even know who or what you are..if you kant bek...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 19:41:00 GMT

In Memory of Sveinbjörn Beinteinsson

Sveinbjörn Beinteinsson , the son of the farmer Beinteinn Einarsson from Litlabotni-on-Hvaljardsbeach and Helga Pétursdóttir from Drághals in Svindal, was born on Apr. 4, 1924. He died on the 24 th of...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 16:41:00 GMT

claustrophobic - Thorfinn ss

claustrophobic.. am i?surrounded..clutered.. ..by a konstant.....nothingness...frighten...maybe..like a child fears the dark...do i cringe... at the cold.. dark.. blankness... ?my bare hands... to fee...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 18:55:00 GMT

f0 da kidz

kill yourselfs..i have not the time for the likes of you.. you-Zuhall of you.die...why not?your lives are WORTHLESSpreserve the oxegen for those of us who still believe the world kan be a beautiful pl...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 13:21:00 GMT

children

jump in... swim.. drown in your pools of drama..you might find me... at the deep end..where i kan see you standing.. in the very shallow.. but "safe" side of the pool...splashing about.. lik...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 18:48:00 GMT

almost...

so i went to bed sore/tired from the gym.. remembering how excited i was that my room was freezing..i slept... and when i woke.. not the first time.. but the second time.i awoke with a fucking KOLD!! ...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 13:23:00 GMT

WHOAAA NELLLLLLAYE

ENSLAVED last night:i screamedi yelledi laughedi dranki slamed and punched a bunch of people.i broke my nose.the best night of my life.HAILZ-Thorfonps- i have broken my nose 3 and a half times now!! w...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 19:40:00 GMT