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kate [A-town/SSC]

the double standard of suspicion

About Me

better to burn out,
than to fade away...


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have fun
enjoy life
do what u want to do
but remember
don't hurt ur friends in the process
I'm still learning
but at least I'm trying

My Heroes


freya
LauRaa
ricky
steph
teddy
joe
michelle
caiti
natalie
ellen
Aaron A-Town
Ellise
Lana BOH(meeehhhh)
beau
i am kate
i make mistakes
i acknowlege that
you can like me,
hate me or love me
it really doesnt bother me so much
do wrong by me
you will know it
if you can make me laugh or smile
you're automatically in the good books
if you fuck me round
not such a good thing
i hate drugs
i think they are pointless
and they dont solve problems
they only make them go away temporarily
then you become sober once more
and your problems look worse
and then you're more inclined
to do them again
to reach that state of "happiness"
and false state of mind
thus; addiction
dont try to play the game with me
you will not win
freya and me learned from the best
so you might aswell give up now

promise me you are happy
and i wont say a word...


Let's take some time to talk this over
You're out of line and rarely sober
We can't depend on your excuses
Cause in the end it's fucking useless
You can only lean on me for so long
Bring the ship about to watch a friend drown
Sit out on the ledge, begged you to come down
You can only lean on me for so long
I remember shots without a chaser
Absent minded thoughts now you're a stanger
Cover up the scars
Put on your game face
Left you in a bar, to try and save face
You can only lean on me for so long
Bring the ship about to watch a friend drown
Sit out on the ledge, begged you to come down
You can only lean on me for so long
So sorry it's over, so sorry it's over
There's so much more that I wanted and
(So sorry it's over)
There's so much more that I needed and
(So sorry it's over)
Time keeps moving on and on and on
Soon we'll all be gone

oh how wrong
we were to think...

that immortality,
meant never dying...


everything has fallen to pieces,
Earth is dying help me Jesus
We need guidance, we've been misled
Young and hostile, but not stupid
Corporate leaders, politicians
Kids can't vote, adults elect them
Moms that rule the school and workplace
Signs that caution, sixteen's unsafe
We really need to see this through
We never wanted to be abused
We'll never give up, it's no use
If we're fucked up you're to blame
Let this trainwreck burn more slowly
Kids are victims in this story
Drowned our youth with useless warnings
Teenage rules: they're fucked and boring
We really need to see this through
We never wanted to be abused
We'll never give up, it's no use
If we're fucked up you're to blame

My Interests


Freya
best friend
fucking love her
could never express how much
iloveher
&
thankher


ryan
i love you
always
and forever
there is a reason
why we always
come back to each other
i love you so much
♥ u babes
xxx

Laura
love catching up with you
i miss living so close to you
but atleast i still see you
when im at the parents house
miss you lovely!
loveyou!


Caiti
I love staying with you
ur just an awsome person
and iloveyouheaps
love you skilled one!!


Joe
you're so good to talk to
we are always on the same level
you always understand what i say
and you're just a awsome kid!
loveyoudarlin!


Teddy
ome of my two favourite city girls
teddy your basically my sister
i love you heaps
i love our coffees
i love our effect on other people
aka the scene fleas
you are just a fiery little person
and it makes your character shine
watchout to all those on your bad side
loveyoudarling!


Steph
ive known u since well forever
grown up together
and now ur back in melbourne
well its fucking awsome
loveyoubabes!


Ellise
go being LUNA buddies!
so happy i know you
you're a fantastic girl
n we are never bored when
we catch up
loveyou!


Ian
your my second dad
you are always there no matter what
not only for me
but for all of us
it makes me upset
to think that you are sick
and I hope with all my heart
that you will get better soon
loveyou!


of course there are many others
who i love very much
and they should all know it
if they are one of them


My Hates People that judge others on what they look like My parents my mum more than anything Feeling hungover Being yelled at especially when I dont know why Not being in control Scene Kids!!!!!! Dumb people (surprisingly i like to have conversations with people)

I'd like to meet:



♥ SLASH ♥

♥ Synyster Gates ♥

My Heroes



freya

bridget

shanna

james

anToineTTe

LauRaa

munnaz

ricky

joe

demi lee

scat

courtney

michelle

caiti

broadway

teddy

ellen

james devil

Aaron A-Town

Lana BOH(meeehhhh)

michael

carmen

beau

cristi

rhianne and ryan

sin and ben

dion

wee

Heroes:



My Heroes



freya

bridget

shanna

james

anToineTTe

LauRaa

munnaz

ricky

joe

demi lee

scat

courtney

michelle

caiti

broadway

teddy

ellen

james devil

Aaron A-Town

Lana BOH(meeehhhh)

michael

carmen

beau

cristi

rhianne and ryan

sin and ben

dion

wee

My Blog

take my fucking hand

I can't breathe,And its killing me.It hurts, and I can't say a word.My heart is breaking,Tearing apart.Suffocating and dying.I'm falling and your not here,To take my hand and hold me.Even though you r...
Posted by kate [A-town/SSC] on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 04:06:00 PST

a short story by Lord Andy

She sat there, watching the blodd pol at her feet, and laughed.That high, piercing cackle, the voice of the clinically insane, rebounded around the room and came back to her, undiminished.She stared a...
Posted by kate [A-town/SSC] on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 02:33:00 PST

misery loves company

so alot has happened in the past 6 monthsn my mindset is more fucked than evermy friends have me under suicide watch basicallyits fuckedhow can i handle anything atm?i cantim notwhen im left alone eve...
Posted by kate [A-town/SSC] on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 03:20:00 PST

one day

jamesyou might careyou might understandhow much pain you cause mehow much you make me hate youbut i cant because your all have leftand you know thatwell i thought you didnot so sure nowbecausewhat kin...
Posted by kate [A-town/SSC] on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 06:26:00 PST

seville house

i feel lostlike i dont know why im hereand its not rightthis is my homeisnt it?i want to cry out in frustrationcoz i dont know what has changedmaybe her n me have reached that stagewhere its not going...
Posted by kate [A-town/SSC] on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 04:41:00 PST

australian history

for some reasonaustralias history with the warswill always give me shiversof sadnesskokodagallipolieverythingto walk the kokoda trailwould be the greatest experienceof my lifealongsidegoing to the fie...
Posted by kate [A-town/SSC] on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 06:24:00 PST

religion

im happy that you have youre religion its fine just dont preach it if you force it upon me im likely to snap give people a choice in what to believe in dont shove it down their throats and force th...
Posted by kate [A-town/SSC] on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:38:00 PST

fucking cunts

so...last nighton the phonemum told me i was welcome homeand that my stuff was still thereuntouchedtonighti get a phone call from brydi n bridgetabout how not to tell them bridet gave me my bag of c...
Posted by kate [A-town/SSC] on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 03:21:00 PST

there was a girl

so there was this girlwho, although she hadn't grown up with most of the shit other people in worser cases had,had seen and done thingsshe regretted, things that now, as time goes on, has had major im...
Posted by kate [A-town/SSC] on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 06:37:00 PST

angel bro

Angel bro you are awsomeyou make me smileyou make me laughi miss you more than i should you understand what im doingyou help me understand ityou let me slap you when you call me cuteand i still miss y...
Posted by kate [A-town/SSC] on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 06:02:00 PST