RocknRollRogue [is forever restless]

About Me

...Music is what drives me...
booking agent
music journalist
merch girl
tour manager
CHECK IT.... )...pick up a copy if you want to check it out.

Punk houses a little portion of my heart.
Commitment simply frightens me - but only when clearly labeled.
And as much as I run from labels
and details
sometimes I like to have things laid out before me.
Le sigh.
Give me answers.
Clear up the obfuscation.
Fuck.
Deal.
Your lack of interest mixed with those chemicals Shatters the ropes the devil had built - Park
I'm quiet but bold. So don't try to pull anything over on me - it won't happen. At the same time be gentle - I'm more fragile than others realize. Bury your nose in a book and make me smile.
I just got confirmation that I will be on all of warped - with the book club Justine and I created. Be on the look-out for us - this is only the beginning.

My Interests

harmful indecision...jaded by illusion..soured by reality...chainsaw melodies..burning conflagration that torches all reason...common sense singed...embrace the truth...self-served suicide...overwhelming emotions...once more with feeling...demise is inevitable...ghost-like figures upon the wall...staring and pondering...cries and pleas mean nothing...butterflies swarming in my stomach...a society smothered by conformity...revived by music...same ole story different time and place...drowning in tragedy...you fake it, but it seems so real...reinvent me and my life...hard to maintain the status quo...negative utility...the pit of melancholy is a bottomless one...nothing exists outside the moment...

to speak my mind...to not allow others apathetic idelogies to corrupt my own mannerisms and beings.

I'd like to meet:

people that are not afraid of spontaneity

â€œWell, you know, like, I don't really give a fuck what the general public thinks.â€ - Sid Vicious

Music:

Sex Pistols
Black Flag
False Prophets
ashton.
Dead Legend
brandon jordan
Keram Malicki-Sanchez
The Cure
Violent Femmes
ThE mAtChEs
much more...

anything with some fucking integrity.

my latest venture. I'll be on the road with the book club. :)

06/29 Pomona Fairgrounds Pomona, CA

06/30 Seaside Park Ventura, CA

07/01 Shoreline Amphitheatre Mountain View, CA

07/03 Thunderbird Stadium at UBC Vancouver, BC

07/05 Race City Speedway Calgary, AB

07/07 Utah State Fairpark Salt Lake City, UT

07/08 Invesco Field at Mile High Denver, CO

07/11 Cricket Pavilion Phoenix, AZ

07/12 NMSU Practice Field Las Cruces, NM

07/13 Amphitheater Lot San Antonio, TX

07/14 Smirnoff Centre Dallas, TX

07/15 Reliant Center Houston, TX

07/18 HiFi Buys Amphitheatre Atlanta, GA

07/19 Reynolds Park Yatch Center Jacksonville, FL

07/20 Vinoy Park St. Petersburg, FL

07/21 Bicentennial Park Miami, FL

07/22 Tinker Field Orlando, FL

07/23 Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre Charlotte, NC

07/24 Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre Virginia Beach, VA

07/25 Merriweather Post Pavillion Washington, DC

07/26 Montage Mountain Amphitheatre Scranton, PA

07/27 Comerica Park and Street Detroit, MI

07/28 First Midwest Bank Amphitheatre Chicago, IL

07/29 Metrodome Parking Lot Minneapolis, MN

07/31 Marcus Amphitheatre Milwaukee, WI

08/01 Riverbend Music Center Cincinnati, OH

08/02 Tower City Amphitheater Cleveland, OH

08/03 Tweeter Center at the Waterfront Philadelphia, PA

08/04 Nassau Coliseum New York, NY

08/05 Raceway Park Englishtown, NJ

08/07 Verizon Wireless Music Center Indianapolis, IN

08/08 Post Gazette Pavilion Pittsburgh, PA

08/09 Tweeter Center Boston, MA

08/10 Darien Lakes Fields Buffalo, NY

08/11 Park Place Barrie, ON

08/12 Parc Jean-Drapeau Montreal, QC

08/14 Verizon Wireless Amphitheater St. Louis, MO

08/15 Verizon Wireless Amphitheater Kansas City, KS

08/17 Idaho Center Boise, ID

08/18 The Gorge Amphitheatre Seattle, WA

08/19 Columbia Meadows Portland, OR

08/22 Selland Arena Fresno, CA

08/23 Sleep Train Amphitheater Sacramento, CA

08/24 Coors Amphitheatre San Diego, CA

08/25 Home Depot Center Los Angeles, CA

Movies:

takes up a lot of my time - so I usually feel guilty after watching a movie.

Books:

Chuck Palahnuik...Irvine Welsh...william s. burroughs...franz kafka...Neil Gaiman... specifically: False Prophets Field Notes from the Punk Underground, Riddley Walker, Trainspotting, Fight Club, The Castle...Infinite Jest...

Heroes:

the ones that come to mind are keram malicki-sanchez, basquiat....aaron cometbus..

My Blog

chelsea hotel #2 - leonard cohen

I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel, you were talking so brave and so sweet, giving me head on the unmade bed, while the limousines wait in the street. Those were the reasons and that was Ne...
Posted by PunkRockDoll on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 03:53:00 PST

music...

never fails to give me shivers. ...
Posted by PunkRockDoll on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 02:06:00 PST

today

rock n roll - i'm drowning in it.and i don't think i ever want to come up for air.but i do believe that sometimes it's okay to go a day without talking to someone.and i am starting to realize how much...
Posted by PunkRockDoll on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 09:17:00 PST

just one...step...away

from me.everybody - step back two paces.no scratch thatmake it five.I feel crowded overwhelmedjust plain stretched too thinI mean look at this plate even she realizes it's too ...
Posted by PunkRockDoll on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 04:44:00 PST

warped tour

So I was confirmed for the entire Warped Tour.On this brilliant idea that Justine and I have created.Two fifteen minute sets a day with a reading by a band member followed with an acoustic song. Gathe...
Posted by PunkRockDoll on Sat, 26 May 2007 11:10:00 PST

i feel..

as though i've been left out of everyone's plans.it's cool - i'll survive.just maybe think twice next time.just because i may disappear at times - doesn't mean i'm still not interes...
Posted by PunkRockDoll on Thu, 10 May 2007 11:56:00 PST

le sigh

Sitting here listening to cursive...coursing through my headphones. Hopefully quelling some of the many thoughts that are swirling through my mind. Wish I could seperate fact from fiction and the myth...
Posted by PunkRockDoll on Tue, 08 May 2007 04:03:00 PST

lack of focus..

I basically should be focusing right now - but instead am typing away at the electronic expression of my feelings...I'm confused by people - and their expression of feelings - and how they always say ...
Posted by PunkRockDoll on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 10:38:00 PST

so i guess...

you can't trust people unless there is ink and paper involved in the relationship. i start to realize this as i slowly and repeatedly get fucked over.to quote igby goes down: "See families should be r...
Posted by PunkRockDoll on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 01:29:00 PST

back..

but maybe not so content to be back. hmmm. i love cali to death, but everytime I leave I'm not that glad to be back permanently. I think that the solution is to travel.L...
Posted by PunkRockDoll on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 06:31:00 PST