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koiboi

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About Me

i'm a sinner (see interests), i'm a sap.
i believe that love is a tender trap in which
i'm sure i'll forever be caught;
perpetual denial of the lessons it taught
and i am sometimes somehow somewhat distraught
by this big bad world of ours
and all our little knots...
but i can not
will not
remain afraid.
regardless of the ridiculously high
price always paid,
or all the bricks in our walls
of defense getting laid,
and so behind those walls
of fear we've stayed.
still,
we are the music makers, and
we are the dreamers of dreams.
we are the paranoid schizos
coming apart at the seams.
and we all come equipped it seems
with the capacity
to think, feel, doubt,
and believe.
well, these are a few of my favorite things...
and my least favorite word is 'can't'.
Fight Club!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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the first soap was made from the ashes of heroes,
just like the first monkey shot into space.
without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.
our fathers were our models for god.
if our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about god?
you have to consider the possibility that god does not like you.
he never wanted you.
in all probability, he hates you.
this is not the worst thing that could happen to us.
we don't need him.
fuck damnation. fuck redemption.
we are god's unwanted children?
SO BE IT!
I AM 70% SKA! Well, maybe I'm trying too hard, maybe I'm not trying hard enough. I shouldn't forget my roots, and remember that punk and reggae wouldn't exist without ska. Take the SKA test at Fuali.com
y'know, i've made mistakes.
i've had my ups & downs
my ins & outs
my share of bad breaks
but when it's all
been said & done
i raise my beer
& then i swear
GOD it's been FUN!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: koi
Birthday:
Birthplace: Minneapolis... right next to Prince
Current Location: City of goddam Angels!
Eye Color: golden almonds
Hair Color: auburn
Height: 5'11"... not tall enough to be hot,
not short enough to be eccentric

Right Handed or Left Handed: right, but one of my long-term goals is
to learn to be ambidextrous

Your Heritage: look at me...LOOK at ME!! that's like chalk, baby!
cracka thru n' thru.

The Shoes You Wore Today: Adidas Swoop 2... running gear. running is what i do when i am unemployed.
Your Weakness: money, sex, drugs, and a great fuckin' groove...
Your Fears: unemployment.
Your Perfect Pizza: i prefer tacos
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: earn over $400K, buy a Mini cooper S, a Ducati, travel to Italy,
send my parents on a long, long vacation, buy some property.

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: poly-hyper-sado-maso-pyro-necrophilia
Thoughts First Waking Up: again?
Your Best Physical Feature: my tarry lungs
Your Bedtime: bedtime?
Your Most Missed Memory: i don't get this one. how does one miss a memory?
if the memory's gone, then you don't remember it.
how can you therefore miss it, if you can't even recall it?

Pepsi or Coke: whatever. gimme another Stella
MacDonalds or Burger King: FUckoff! In n' Out, ALL THE WAY!
Single or Group Dates: groups are nice if the other couples are hot,
cuz then when you get bored with yr date you can just
make her give you head and watch the others...

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: what flavor are the crumpets, you fucking git!
Chocolate or Vanilla: DULCE de LECHE
Cappuccino or Coffee: 711 coffee rules.
Do you Smoke: gotta die from something
Do you Swear: FUck no!
Do you Sing: some folks call it a Sing blade, I call it a Kaiser blade...
Do you Shower Daily: if I need to, yeah. what are you implying?
Have you Been in Love: repeatedly. it's overrated.
Do you want to go to College: forever and ever...
Do you want to get Married: 'scuse me...sorry...i just threw up in my mouth a little...can we come back to this one?
Do you belive in yourself: gret spellling. No.
Do you get Motion Sickness: only when the planet spins.
Do you think you are Attractive: I'm a feces magnet!
Are you a Health Freak: yes. Health freaks me out!
Do you get along with your Parents: you mean other than bludgeoning them to death when I was 16? sure!
Do you like Thunderstorms: I love a rainy night. I love to feel the wind in my face, taste the rain on my lips. y'know it makes me feel good.
Do you play an Instrument: skin flute.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: in the past month, have you breathed?
In the past month have you Smoked: does the Pope shit in the woods?
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Not as much as they've been on me...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: the KY is all used up so it must've been something like that...why is my ass bleeding?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: mall? isn't that what pit bulls do?
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no. i left the box.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no. i can't afford the sake...
In the past month have you been on Stage: The world is a stage, my dear, and all the men and women mere players.
In the past month have you been Dumped: why? do i sound bitter or something?
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yep. i love the laughter it garners.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: just money from my mother, but i like to think of it as a loan...
Ever been Drunk: *hic*shee...mommajombagonnagithimhitinahed*hic*
...keepontawkin...fug...*hic*sheewhahappent...*hic*shee

Ever been called a Tease: I'm a man. Men don't tease. We've no time for that shit.
Ever been Beaten up: yeah but you shoulda seen the other guy
Ever Shoplifted: only when i felt the urge
How do you want to Die: who said anything about dying?
i'm gonna be famous and then i'll live forever.
people will remember my name.

What do you want to be when you Grow Up: who said anything about growing up? fucking tyrrant.
What country would you most like to Visit: someplace where there's no Bush-Cheney influenza
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

conspirators of mayhem,
conglomerates of chaos,
comrades of creative sabotage.

o, and a marla singer/holly golightly/bonnie parker/amelie poulin/alabama whitman-worely hybrid...

"...because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!""

My Blog

When We Make Love...

I am lightI am heatI am historyincompleteI am the soulof the Universespinning in theringing littleatoms of your earand even as I disappear& fade away1000 light yearsI am here(how could I not be?)your ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 13:04:00 GMT

Smudge

Picture a guy,not entirely unlike me,riding the Metro busthru the citytrying to findsome thingANY thingredeemingin this train wreck loose withreckless abandon atbreak-neck HI speeding alongthe spreadi...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 00:29:00 GMT

concessions of a lubricated mind

Tangled in these weedsI seeka wisdom clutched between god's teeththe solace of yoursoft lips will not provide.I do so long to hideto disappear intoanother perfect kissbut this lack of ignorance preclu...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 11:39:00 GMT

how shall i feel?

how barrento be suckt back in to such fruitless considerationthe past passing againhistory repeatingought i not justmove on again,not my lover,not my friend?begging beginningneeding to endhow many tim...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 14:04:00 GMT

the weathering

Creases on my bodyhold no meaninghold new meaningI meanthis is the path I am walkingAm I not walking it with God?yes, I am.Life will fold& unfold & fold againmy friendInfinityhath no beginnor endlike ...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:38:00 GMT

WE!

What are we?This quintessence of dustformingunformingtumbling thru the barbed crossedhaywires of our complexityfumbling our elegancesquandering our beautyrelegating our resonatingelàn vitàlto the char...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:11:00 GMT

go figure!

I saw a woman walking,pushing a strollerwearing sunglasses lookingsort of at the skysmiling.And I thoughtwow.Look at that!She is really enjoying this day!She is just immersed in the joyof her exact mo...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:10:00 GMT

Save The Children

"SAVE THE CHILDREN!" commanded she from the toxic-red tunic into which she'd squeezedtightly toppled over her tommy T's, her ralph lauren cutoff dungaries,soapbox stepping in those Air nikeskickin up ...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 17:57:00 GMT

not so satisfied

would you wow me?could you claw me?cling in a sing song desperation?none of thesewould ever appeaseor ease the fomentingfrustrationstill(so still)i wonder i wonderwhat keeps me from sinking undermy th...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 00:37:00 GMT

on the brink of extinction

money shots, and primrose potsswirl i in yonder disbelieftake the best & worst of shotsand sigh enchanted reliefwhen we master the settling sunthe parted eye will perceiveall that we have let undonean...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 09:20:00 GMT