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About Me

God shook his head the day he built me...
But I bet he smiled!
"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.
I make mistakes; I'm out of control...
And at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst...
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
She said the girl I was with the business degree
probally wouldn't recognize me
I was going around the bank
I was going to run the map
Now all I want to run is a bubble bath
Back then you know I had this plan
Before all of this reality set in
Here comes life boy ready or not
Hey I wanted it all and thats what I got
Cause I'm gopherin, chaufferin, company chairmen
Coffee maker, Copy repairman
Anymore there ain't nothin I swear man that
I don't do
Been juggling, struggling, closing big deals
Dancing backwards in high heels
Just when it feels like I can't make it through
She said it sure is nice to just be the woman with you
I'm a little bit lost right now. A little bit crazy. A little bit scared. But always happy... Every day is an adventure! I have a lot of things on my mind lately... where am I going? what do I want with my life? what is best for me!? All I know is I can't do it alone...
"Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand"
Isaiah 41:10
Im 23 years old. Thats 23 years of laughter and 23 years of tears... 23 years of honors and 23 years of mistakes... 23 years of love, loneliness, friendship, God, ups, downs, and life.
After 23 years of living I've learned that...
...Everything will all work out in the end
...You shouldn't try to change people
...You have to have faith
...It's okay to let people see you cry
...Everyone makes mistakes
...Thank God for repentance!
...You can't control your life
...It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks
...Put God and family first
...It's important to make time for yourself
...If you smile, the whole world seems brighter
...Age doesn't matter, but maturity does
...Money isn't always important
...Feeling sorry for yourself is a waste of time
...The one way to peace is the power of the cross!
...Say YES to Jesus!
...I can't drive in the snow
...I am not invincible!
...We want God to change our circumstances
......but God wants to use our circumstances to change us
...Ask yourself, "Are you MexiCAN or MexiCANT?"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Paris Hilton & Eva Mendez!

Actually, I'd like to BE Eva Mendez...

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

May today there be peace within.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you.
May you be content knowing you are a child of God. Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to ~sing~, dance, PRAISE and *love*.
It is there for each and every one of us.

My Blog

Not running from The City

So anyone that knows me knows that I ran away from Portland. Only to miss it so much and want to go back... Then I hated Spokane and ran to Hawaii. Only to need to come back. Now Im in Spokane and Im ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 11:41:00 GMT

My theme song right now...

This is me. This is how I feel. Learning to Bend by Gary Allan... I'm still learning how to prayTrying hard not to strayTry to see things your wayI'm still learning how to pray I'm still learning how...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 14:31:00 GMT

Monthly Recap of 2007

Let's recap 2007. Overall it was a very good year :) Thank you to everyone who contributed to it. And I must thank God for all of my blessings! January... started back at EWU. Got my accounting teache...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 22:14:00 GMT

made my day. week. month. year. life.

I heard the most amazing words ever from a drunk marine (Cal Lawson) in a hick bar on the beach in Hawaii.  They're words I'll never forget. They make me happy :) "You are like old shoes... ...
Posted by on Mon, 21 May 2007 20:14:00 GMT

my perfect man

I started feeling like I was too picky when it came to dating.  So I asked a few smart people and they told me its okay to be picky. Don't settle.  But sometimes I want to settle. I want to ...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 00:06:00 GMT

Hugs and Spoons

I've come to the realization that I need hugs. I always knew I liked hugs.  But now I realize I need them. All the time. They make me happy. I've also come to realize that more than just be...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 23:40:00 GMT

Why I left Hawaii...

I know everyone thinks I'm crazy... I lived in paradise! And I left voluntarily... weird. But there was a lot behind it. Yes. I told everyone I missed my family. And I did! In all fairness, I've been ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 00:12:00 GMT

He drives better than you!

Let Jesus Take The Wheel!   Psalm 116  1 I love the LORD, for he heard my voice;        he heard my cry for mercy.  2 Because he turned his ear to me, &nb...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 22:21:00 GMT

I am the only one to blame for this...

Somehow I got lost again. I end up straying from the person I am, the person I want to be, and the person I know God wants me to be. I do things that the person I used to be would never dream of. I ge...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 00:05:00 GMT

when i grow up...

my culinary teacher told me i wont be a "grown up" until i have a degree. boo. some old guy in the marines (when i say old i mean 40) told me his one regret is not getting a degree. his last words of ...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 20:27:00 GMT