im smiling |
but can you see past my charade?can you see whats beneath this smile?today just....sucks ass.for real.no one to hang out with. had a bitch get all snappy on me last night. had a friend hang up on me a... Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 11:55:00 PST |
so heres how it looks |
theres a little girl standing down the roadshe has a flower in her hand.she says to me as i walk up to her"take this flower and plant it goodin good time it will grow and flourishthe flowers that grow... Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 07:35:00 PST |
wow....surprising.. |
he wrote me back guys.and i dont know how to feel.im too nice of a personand my heart and my brain are fightingbut for now my brain is winning.which i think is good.but people do change.... ... Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 09:44:00 PST |
tonight |
will be differentin so many ways this will changemy freedom from my thoughtsmy life in my palmin my most difficult timesyou laughed in my faceand kicked dirt at mei wanted you at my sideand you left m... Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Tue, 27 May 2008 05:49:00 PST |
this is it |
Im done hoping that being just me and who i am will get this for meim done begging myself to change.im going to change.i will do whatever it takes to be this better person i want to beill get the grad... Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Mon, 26 May 2008 06:50:00 PST |
im plucking the nucleus out of every cell in my body |
im so drained.my blood sugar is low.i dont want to eat anything. the thought of eating makes me queasy. i just fell asleep for like...4 hours loli need someone to love me.i need someone to care.maybe ... Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Wed, 14 May 2008 02:17:00 PST |
good lord |
i am so fucking tired of caring about everyone and everything.im sick of trying to help people out when no one fucking wants it.and now someone eklse is all pissed off at me cause i wasnt in the mood ... Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Tue, 13 May 2008 03:11:00 PST |
lets run away together |
i feel like my life is missing something. my life is so great right now.seriously it is.and i want someone to share it with.
i cant seem to find anyone i want in tallahassee.
i just want someone to ta... Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Sun, 11 May 2008 09:22:00 PST |
everything is great |
when im awake and not tiredand people are talkin to me.i found this crazy insanely unfairly hot guy on myspace lol. i feel so pathetic saying that but its the god damned truth!!! if only he lived in t... Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Thu, 08 May 2008 10:10:00 PST |
i get this thought |
like you dont fucking care. you care more about him than you do me or her. chicks before dicks man. CHICKS BEFORE DICKS. you feed him and dont even ask me if i want something AND you buy him something... Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Fri, 02 May 2008 02:30:00 PST |