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HopelesslyAddicted♥

Am i an addict? or do i just love it?

About Me

"She won't call you. You have to call her. She wont come talk to you. You should go talk to her. Shes not going to let you act stupid and act like she likes it. You should just be around her. When you're with a group of friends, she isn't going to run into your arms no matter how much she wants to. You need to come up behind her and wrap your arms around her and let her friends get jealous. She loves you more than you can imagine, no matter how much she doesn't show it. But you boy, you need to show her how much you love her so she isn't afraid to show it back"

An original Kay Poem

Free Fall Away
Take my hand little one
fill your soul with mine
Jumping from land to land
sailing from ocean to sea
the land of love
has never been found
a legend it seems to be
I'll make my own
forever it'll be just you and me

My Interests

piercings. tattoos. books. internet. hanging out with my friends. making new friends. keeping things cool between everyone when im around. photography. school. weed. finding someone who's really special to me and appreciates me.

I'd like to meet:

My name's Kay.
I'm 17.
I LOVE love.
I make funny faces.
MY BEST FRIENDS KEEP ME ALIVE AND ARE WWWAAAYYY BETTER THAN YOURS!
I smoke weed.
I love chillin with my homies.
I get tripped out easily
My iPod is GONE. because someone stole it.
Dinosaur Egg Oatmeal is the SHIT!
My favorite color is purple.
Spyro the Dragon is my hero.
I smoke Marlboro Reds and Newports too.
Jose Cuervo is my homedawg.
Patron is my lover.
I LOVE Degrassi!
Diet Coke is the shit.
All I really want is one of those movie romances. Where the guy thinks the world of you. Someone I can give all the love I have and they doesn't freak out.
Being told I'm beautiful makes me blush.
Being told I'm hot means little.

I FUCKING LOVE MY BEST FRIENDS! XD

Life is confusing again.

Music:

So many songs/artists that i won't even take the time to list them

Movies:

Donnie Darko, Lord of the Rings, Scamper the Penguin, Willy the Sparrow, The Brave Little Toaster, Bring It On, Madagascar, The Good Girl, The Great Mouse Detective, Watership Down, Shallow Hal, The Little Princess

Television:

South Park, Family Guy, Rugrats, How It's Made, DEGRASSI

Books:

too many to list

Heroes:

Spyro the Purple Dragon. Raena. Love.

My Blog

im smiling

but can you see past my charade?can you see whats beneath this smile?today just....sucks ass.for real.no one to hang out with. had a bitch get all snappy on me last night. had a friend hang up on me a...
Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 11:55:00 PST

so heres how it looks

theres a little girl standing down the roadshe has a flower in her hand.she says to me as i walk up to her"take this flower and plant it goodin good time it will grow and flourishthe flowers that grow...
Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 07:35:00 PST

wow....surprising..

he wrote me back guys.and i dont know how to feel.im too nice of a personand my heart and my brain are fightingbut for now my brain is winning.which i think is good.but people do change.... ...
Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 09:44:00 PST

tonight

will be differentin so many ways this will changemy freedom from my thoughtsmy life in my palmin my most difficult timesyou laughed in my faceand kicked dirt at mei wanted you at my sideand you left m...
Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Tue, 27 May 2008 05:49:00 PST

this is it

Im done hoping that being just me and who i am will get this for meim done begging myself to change.im going to change.i will do whatever it takes to be this better person i want to beill get the grad...
Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Mon, 26 May 2008 06:50:00 PST

im plucking the nucleus out of every cell in my body

im so drained.my blood sugar is low.i dont want to eat anything. the thought of eating makes me queasy. i just fell asleep for like...4 hours loli need someone to love me.i need someone to care.maybe ...
Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Wed, 14 May 2008 02:17:00 PST

good lord

i am so fucking tired of caring about everyone and everything.im sick of trying to help people out when no one fucking wants it.and now someone eklse is all pissed off at me cause i wasnt in the mood ...
Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Tue, 13 May 2008 03:11:00 PST

lets run away together

i feel like my life is missing something. my life is so great right now.seriously it is.and i want someone to share it with. i cant seem to find anyone i want in tallahassee. i just want someone to ta...
Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Sun, 11 May 2008 09:22:00 PST

everything is great

when im awake and not tiredand people are talkin to me.i found this crazy insanely unfairly hot guy on myspace lol. i feel so pathetic saying that but its the god damned truth!!! if only he lived in t...
Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Thu, 08 May 2008 10:10:00 PST

i get this thought

like you dont fucking care. you care more about him than you do me or her. chicks before dicks man. CHICKS BEFORE DICKS. you feed him and dont even ask me if i want something AND you buy him something...
Posted by HopelesslyAddicted♥ on Fri, 02 May 2008 02:30:00 PST