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I'm an addict for dramatic- I confuse the two for love.
".. Beginning of meebo me widget code."I keep myself a mystery
But I provide, provide the clues
So the rest is up to you
and don't forget to check the obvious
I am so serious
So I guess it all comes down to how curious you can be"
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..""The moon is down,
and heaven is waiting
for us to find her in our sites
with focus that's strong
but my strength keeps slipping.Now we're all the terminal cases,
but were so determined to thrive.
And those with defeat on their faces,
are those that we must keep alive.
And I admire your strength.
You keep us going on.
You keep us fighting long after the fire.You've measured our strides,
marked the degree of our fever.
Charted the log.
Made sure the temperature's rising.To fan the flames,
and brandish our new courage proudly,
as if it were ours from the outset.
As if we were never alone.The moon is down,
and heaven is waiting,
for callers and entries
as we're calling out:
"This is ours, ours, ours. This one is ours!"Now we're all the terminal cases,
but we're so determined to thrive.
And those with defeat on their faces,
are those that we must keep alive.
And I admire your strength,
you keep us going on,
you keep us fighting,
long after the fire.""ABOUT SHY~"Cursor by www.Soup-Faerie.Com My names is Shy. Word on the street is that I rock. I'd have to say that I agree with all of the people that say that. I'm a fan of rocking out!!! I rock the rockage. I fully live up to my myspace headline. Read it. I'm 21 and I was enrolled at SBCC. I'm taking a break. I'm getting ready to move away from Santa Barbara. I most likely will be doing online school soon. And, before you e-mail me thinking your all witty and stuff, just for your information, I am shy. I just found out recently that I suffer from Cuddlyosis. Meaning, I don't sleep well unless im cuddling!!! I am definitely IN LOVE WITH MY LIFE!!!!!! It's amazing and is the best it's ever been. I'm blessed in all ways possible. I walk around town with a hoodie on because I don't want to be approached. I prefer straight hair, but my hair is naturally curly. I'm not that into partying and clubs. I had a full time in a local office but right now I am sticking to acting and modelng since it pays well and is fun. I can officially say that I'm a model because I get paid. I can act and am working on two movies. I have about 5 years experience. I love acting. I'm an extremely positive. I don't find too much to complain about. If you're interested in shooting, I am now only accepting paid work. However, if your work is good enough, we can work out a deal. I get whatever I want!!!!! Why? Because I work for it. I am in no way spoiled. I like doing volunteer projects. I'm also CHRISTIAN. I love love LOVE God. I have a great heart. Most people think I'm innocent, that's always the first impression that I give off. I don't claim to be. There is just a lot of stuff that I don't know. I totally am a sweet-heart. I don't do drugs and never will. I will never smoke anything and haven't to this day. I have the greatest friends ever. I love them and would do anything for them. If you have me as a friend, you know how amazing I am. When I love, I LOVE. With all my heart, no matter what it is. My feelings can always be easily read. My facial expressions say it all. I have a million different expressions. After a glass of wine, these expressions come out even more. Great for acting!
I always keep in mind that if a guy will not be loyal to you,God will, which is always awesome to know. Speaking of men: the men that I have dated have treated me like crap!!! Where are all the nice guys at?? I recently just went on my FIRST date. Crazy huh? So yes, I don't date much. No that doesn't mean that I'm a loser that no guy wants, I'm just extremely picky. As I should be.
I don't get why some people only turn to God in their time of need........
I'm slowly gaining confidence. I'm not so insecure anymore. Major transition from what I was 3 months ago. MAJOR!
Some things about me : I'm a rockstar in training and am currently learning how to party. I just started going to clubs. The experience is only cool with friends. I'm a sucker for guys with longer dark hair and amazing bright eyes. Guys with the indie look. Super SEXY! Guys with A LOT of confidence, even SEXIER! I totally am shy at times. I can be shy around my best friends! Treat me with respect and you will get the respect back. I never speak to the men that approach me throughout the day. They always have lame pick up lines. Most of my guy friends end up falling for me. Chances are if you meet me, you'll like me. Some girls have problems with me.They always assume negative stuff. Screw competition.
I act like a little girl sometimes, no one really complains. Rocker boys are nice to look at as Borat would say "very niiiiiiiiiiiice, how much?".
Man I promise, I'm so self conscious thats why you always see me with at least one of my JUST KIDDING. I AM self conscious but I'm not going to break into song about it, especially rap. I don't like rap...... All I ask for is honesty. Never lie to me.I am the sweetest girl that one could ever know. I love to laugh. I absolutely love my music. I am a VJ. I will have my own show soon. I am afraid of driving in LA! My driving skills have gotten better though! I used to be a coffee addict. I eat steak every day. I am extremely accident prone. I stand up for what I believe in. I am known to blow a lot of money. I can be very outspoken. I am trying to be more hip and speak more slang but am failing miserably. My mouth gets me in trouble and my thoughts would blow you away. I really believe that "How to Start A Fire" by Further Seems Forever is one of the greatest albums ever, hehe. Oh yes, Something Corporate was a favorite band of mine. I now would have to say The Format has stolen my attention.
Let's see what other random information can I give about myself? I love barbcuing- any day of the week at any time. I'm a meat eater and I feel sorry for you if you are a vegitarian. I am totally kidding about the vegitarian part. I love love love being out doors and going on hikes. I love love love having picnics and I love love love being loved. I haven't a clue why guys are drawn to me. I would say that I'm an amazing person. Sex is not important and is over-rated. I wish I would have waited for marriage! (girls, never give in to pushy men!) I had a beautiful labrador retriever named Bella and she had so much personality. My EX took her from me! I loved watching her because she was hilarious. She brightened my day.
I'm way into shopping. I LOOOOOOOOOVE reading a good book and sometimes reading takes up most of my time. Rather than party I like staying in with an amazing guy and just watching a movie and cooking. Speaking of cooking, I love to cook :-) I totally dig guys that wear eyeliner. It's super sexy, I love photography. I love reading the bible at work and learning new things. I love people who can understand me and my dislike of pornography. I'm strongly against it. If you haven't read this far chances are you will not make it on to my friends list. I DO NOT ADD JUST ANYONE! 98 % of the people on my friends list I know or have worked with. I PRESS THE DENY BUTTON FREQUENTLY.
My favorite things are: READING, hanging out with friends,hiking, cooking, being out doors. being a silly head, making people smile, Music,shows,punk/emo,people,photoshoots, and movies. I love being outdoors and I LOVE reading (geez, I said that once again). I work, about 70 hours a week. I like going to the beach, but not going in the water too much. I like photography, and I like acting and random photoshoots. Kayaking is fun! I like down to earth people, who aren't afraid to speak their mind. I like openess, sweet-cute caring people. I like to be warm ALWAYS, but that rarely happens. I constantly have my heater on full blasts. I LOVE SHOWS (live music). I am interested in the guitar and would like to learn to play better. IF YOU PLAY THE GUITAR I HAVE AN ELECTRIC, SO COME OVER AND TEACH ME, LOL.
I play clarinet. I like the authors Mitch Albom and James Patterson, because they are both awesome. When I get older I would LOVE to travel. Three things that I have on my to do list are : Go on a cruise, get my show up and running---it's going to be amazing. I have an awesome team assemb led. and backpack through Europe. Soon I will live in Santa Monica. I am a girl who likes to be independent. I'm not comfortable with anyone buying me anything, because I think I can take care of myself. I would one day like to live in Europe. Right now I am concentrating on work, and modeling! I take my modeling portfolio VERY very seriously, so please, if your not serious, don't bother to contact me. I only work with decent photographers, no beginners. THE WORLDS YOUTH IS GOING CRAZY!!! Drugs (an immense amount) ,gangs (Effing retarded), Sex (overated) at such an early age. It brings me to tears. I will do something about it though. I wish I could help people more. It seems as if people grow up a lot faster than what they used to these days. I'm still young, but I'm hearing outstanding stories of what people are doing and how they are wasting away their lives. Let's see what else.......ummm I am still unsure of what occupation I want to pursue. But I think about it every day. I really like business administration.
WHAT I BELIEVE IN: GOD,TRUTH,HAPPINESS,FAITHFULLNESS,PURPOSE,LAUGHTER,LOVE,THAN
KFULNESS (I'M thankful everyday) Appreciate the world around you. Find beauty in EVERYTHING. Know that God has a purpose for every single one of you. Anyway, Thanks for reading-feel free to send me a message. You can IM me on AOL at SHYSBCHICK OR Email me there also My most favoritest bands are Jacks Mannequin Something Corporate Further Seems Forever Counting Crows Hidden in Plain View The Early November Staring Back Hawthorne Heights The Spill Canvas The Academy is and The Format.
And hey ghetto guys, don't bother messaging me. Don't bother messaging me also if you can't spell. I don't care for bling bling and don't ask me out on a date because I will reject you. I am really not interested. And you know what? Your really not interested in me, stop judging me by my pictures and read my freaken profile. Send me a thoughtful message not just "hey your beautiful" What else? Don't say "wat it do" to me. First off, what does what do and you should be telling me what it is. Also buddy your spelling it WRONG!...Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds
