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I Decided to Fly

I'll be the light inside of you and won't let go of you... I'll take the truth at any cost

About Me

"The world will be screaming, Save Us! And I'll whisper,... No"
I believe God works in love,
speaks in love,
is revealed in our love.
It's simple:
Take a broken girl,
treat her like a famous princess,
give her the best seats in the house.
Tell her something true when all she's known are lies.
Tell her God loves her.
Tell her about forgiveness,
the possibility of freedom,
tell her she was made to dance in white dresses.
All these things are true.

My middle name means Soul in spanish [Alma].
Jealous?
I'm majoring in Biology, minoring in Chemistry, and taking a shitload of music classes because I love it.
My hometown is gorgeous.
I love my dogs.
The end.
I need my friends
My boys rock.
And they're hot.
This is the love of my life. She's prettier than you, her hair is better than yours, she's the model you wish you were.
She's stronger than you know. Don't fuck with her.
Auntie Nini is what we call her now. She's gorgeous.
Mah girlie at school. Feckin love her.
No one is cooler than the Swallow boys.
I’ve spent so many nights wonderin’ when will it end
When will the day come when happiness begins
I’m sick of mourning my stomach is throwing up in the morning
I’m calling for help and watching it melt away
My heart’s been put on display and put away
In many ways, many times I told myself it was ok<
And anger was the price that was paid
The burden was too heavy I kept running from the throne
I can’t take it any longer, I can taste my spirit hunger
God please help me get home
Lord, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I’m not scared cause You’re holding my breath
I only fear that I don’t have enough time left
To tell the world that there's no time left
I’ve come to terms that I’m burning both sides of the rope
And I’m hoping that self-control would kick in before I’m choking off
The sin that be destroying every fiber I got
I need the Lord in every way
I’ll never make it, I’m not
Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life
I couldn’t do it, I would lose it
There’s no point to the fight
And I’m writing this song, for the people who don’t belong
I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong
Inside a life that’s filled with anger and disappointment
Cause daddy treated you weaker than all of the other kids
It’s annoying and I feel for all of you who wanna give up
You feel stuck, I feel the same way
Lord help us stay up
You couldn’t pay me to abandon the idea of true hope
That I could make it through this life into a place where there’s no crying

I’m dying to find You with open arms when I go
Knowing You love me and You waiting to give rest to my soul
But still I’m here fighting to never give up
I find strength in Your love
And You will see me through

Should I write myself out of the history books?
Don't get me wrong I know you've got your life in place - I've yet to take the hint. Some day I'm sure I'll get the picture,
and stop waiting up.
When it all comes down to a sunrise on the east side,
will you be there to carry home
the remains of my wasted youth?
This wasted time on you
has left me shaking and waiting for something more.
Tonight is alive with the promise of a street-fight, and there's money on the table, that says your cheap-shots won't be able, to break bones
I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky
And I see your face
In these tears.
Gary's getting drunk to forget Sarah
Sarah's stealing money from her parents
Aaron's lying straight to Jon about Megan and the things that went on
Jessica's a gossip, Laura is a slut
Derrick hits Bridget, Ben deals drugs
Seth spends all his money gambling
Joey stopped praying
It is all the same thing
We are all the same people
With sinning hearts that make us equal
Here is my hand, not words said desperately
It is not our job to make anyone believe
If your stomach feels weak then my work here is done
Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward.
Whoever cannot take care of himself without that law is both.
For wounded man shall say to his assailant,
"If I live, I will kill you. If I die, you are forgiven."
Such is the rule of HONOR.

 datman studios was here wl8

My Interests

↔Music♥
↔Playing guitar
↔Singing
↔Acting
↔Watching football
↔Drawing/painting
↔Writing
↔Movies
↔Volleyball

I'd like to meet:

AudioA,
Sevendust,
and Beccy♥



Music:

<[u>underlined is who I've seen in concert]

·Atreyu
·Coheed and Cambria
·Diecast
·Disciple
·Disturbed
·Emery
·Evanescence
·Family Force 5
·Flyleaf
·Hawthorne Heights
·KJ-52
·Killswitch Engage
·Manic Drive
·Nonpoint
·Pillar
·RA
·Red
·Secondhand Serenade
·Seether
·Seventh Day Slumber
·Sevendust
·Shinedown
·Skillet
·Socialburn
·Stone Sour
·Summit Road
·Three Days Grace
·Trapt
·Trivium
·12 Stones

Movies:

ℵBoondock Saints [pretty much the best movie ever made]
ℵFight Club
ℵMonty Python & the Quest for the Holy Grail
ℵCharlie and the Chocolate Factory
ℵConstantine
ℵAnchorman
ℵOffice Space
ℵI Am Legend
ℵLord of the Rings
ℵHarry Potter

Television:

→Family Guy
→ATHF
→MadTv
→Rob & Big
→Made/True Life
→America's Best Dance Crew
→Project Runway
→Mystery Diagnosis

Books:

⇒Dorothy Parker
⇒Angels and Demons
⇒The DaVinci Code
⇒Les Miserables
⇒Harry Potter..

Heroes:

Jesus.
You have no idea how many ways or how many times He's saved me.
[You are the truth outscreaming the lies]

Mary Cady
I hope one day I can be just like her... smart, accepting, sweet, and the best mother there is

Bradly George Ravey
He's strong and brave and I know he'll always protect me. He's there for me no matter what I'm going through. I want my sons to be just like him.

My Blog

If memory serves, Im addicted to words and theyre useless (in this department)

I know I can't undo it, I really wish I could.This is what happens when you let me think I have control.Now the sight of his face makes me sick,And every word is a gun shot.He leaves me shakingBut he'...
Posted by I Decided to Fly on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 10:11:00 PST

Because you asked for it, cuz you need one

This is where I put all of the funny/random quotes from my life[Some master class] Me: *laughing* Caen: Do you have a comment Caroline? Me: No I just think you're hilarious [trying to assess why my w...
Posted by I Decided to Fly on Mon, 12 May 2008 10:05:00 PST

Flavor of the Weak

Stooping low to scoop this upThis mess is her's alone; She's reaping what she's sown.Deep in the fabricAnd the fiber she lives in,Seams are ripping;He's tearing her apart. He was the rain on her faceA...
Posted by I Decided to Fly on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 10:40:00 PST

Almost doesnt count

Not many of you know but I have recently been considering taking a job with a company called Southwestern this summer. I would be making a lot of money, but I'd be in Philadelphia the whole time. I wa...
Posted by I Decided to Fly on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 10:19:00 PST

I will be able to sleep at night with a smile on your face

Step One: I decided that I needed to have more friends in my lifeStep Two: I acquired more friends and enjoyed the happiness that came withStep Three: Other friends got jealous and pushed me away. I e...
Posted by I Decided to Fly on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 03:40:00 PST

Dont look up, just let them think theres no place that youd rather be

I don’t have the time for this;You can come if you want toBut you won’t be invited anymore.Try meaning what you sayFor once.Your empty words Are the spaces in meWhere my life goesWhen it&r...
Posted by I Decided to Fly on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 07:26:00 PST

I know there’s something beautiful within my grasp

I can't stand it. He brings out something in me that I don't know how to handle. He doesn't even know. And less than that, he doesn't care (story of my life). Confession: I'm fighting something big...
Posted by I Decided to Fly on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 08:06:00 PST

There’s whispers of defenses gone..

What a shame We all became such fragile, broken things A memory remains just a tiny spark I give it all my oxygen To let the flames begin So let the flames begin Oh, glory This isHow we'll dance wh...
Posted by I Decided to Fly on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:04:00 PST

Self-Conclusion

"Fade in, start the scene Enter beautiful girl But things are not what they seem As we stand at the edge of the world." Girl: Excuse me sir, But I had plans to die tonightand you are directly in my w...
Posted by I Decided to Fly on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 09:27:00 PST

Its been so long since I have met you here...

There's something I've wanted to say for a long time now, so I'll mix it with the issues that came up while I was at Lifest [2007]. Hopefully you'll follow me on this one.Anyone who knows just how rou...
Posted by I Decided to Fly on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 07:52:00 PST