A World Away |
How can I feel worse than I've already ever felt? Why do I try and remember what it feels like to want to die? What is it about depression that is so addicting and all consuming? I have nothing creati... Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 06:27:00 GMT |
There is an Idea of Fred Frederick |
I am not a human being, I am an experience. This is my low self-esteem and monumental ego coming together. Because I've taken the creature out of the creation. I have obtained an objective point of vi... Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 08:50:00 GMT |
Can We Laugh at Faggots with Colon Cancer? |
Dear Mom, I'm looking back at the different times I've tried to kill myself and I'm wondering, was I supposed to die those times? Would I be happier now as a dead person? Was reality supposed to ... Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 19:55:00 GMT |
I am committing suicide |
Check out this video: Shake ItThis is why I am a struggling musician.Hendrix had to go to london to get popular.Led Zeppelin was badly reviewed by rolling stoneKurt Cobain was homeless the day nevermi... Posted by on Sat, 10 May 2008 13:26:00 GMT |
worships a severed cat head that fed on flesh for 8 days |
I has debilitating terror that makes me want death. sweet merciful death. can't i ever write a happy blog? ewww, i'm writing a blog. an update on the current state of my affairs. ya know, i've learned... Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 14:36:00 GMT |
give me things |
i'm looking for a scale (the kind you step on) and if at all possible, one of those pull up bar things that you put in a doorway. also weights, hand weights. i know someone i know out there has to hav... Posted by on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 17:04:00 GMT |
my only friends |
we aren’t really lonely, we make ourselves lonely. we ignore and cave into ourselves, staying in safe seclusion. that being said, matt groening and frank zappa are my only friends. yeah, i could... Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 22:54:00 GMT |
changes (nothing will ever be the same) |
damn there’s a lot of songs about changes. am i right? and they’re all emo as shit. changes are one of the hardest things to deal with. it’s what those conservatives are all about. w... Posted by on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 20:13:00 GMT |
if it’s so offensive, why isn’t it funny? |
I want you to tell me who you are, in your dreams. Who is there, and is it beautiful? Like music?Do you know, if it is a word, is it love, does it hurt, deep inside? Like Music?we’re all gonna d... Posted by on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 04:01:00 GMT |
I lay like you, I feel the same |
what are the measurements for pretentiousness and contriveity, is it just a feeling or are there levels? is this blog already pretentious for questioning pretentiousness? how man times can you say pre... Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 12:28:00 GMT |