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pANGIEa

I'm both the girl next door and the bitch down the street, but he who holds my hand, holds my heart

About Me

I don't know what exactly to say about me. I'm a crazy, short little Chicana with a BIG personality. I have a Napoleon-complex, in that I have to overcompensate for my short stature. I tend to be very loud and have no shame. So you either love me or you hate me. I don't have many people that I would consider friends because I'm very picky about who I trust. But the friends I do have are all amazing people. Love you guys to death.I'm single at the moment, but have a couple special "friends" to fill the lonely nights. Don't get me wrong I'm not a ho, I just like to have fun.I'm a capricorn, so I'm super stubborn, strong-headed, and am never afraid to voice my opinion. I may be considered a bitch because I talk without thinking and love to say what I feel. I also find it very difficult to trust people, although recently I have made some progress in breaking down the walls I built around myself.I'm in college, UNLV, my sophomore year. I'm studying political science with a minor in criminal justice. Planning on being a lawyer, and making a bajillion dollars. I love to hang out, have fun, and drink, but am not much of a party animal...yet. Just wait til I turn 21!!!
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About You...
Age 20, but only for nine more months, Hell Yeah!! The Big 21
Birthplace East Los Angeles, California. .."I was born in the East L.A., I was born in the East L.A..." I'm sure one of you knows what song I'm talking about. I know too many druggies, and someone got the pot movie reference
Current Location Sin City
Hair Color Reddish Brown, depending on the light
Eye Color Dark Brown
Height 5'1", Hey the best things come in small packages!
Heritage Chicana (An American of Mexican blood, for all you who don't know)
Your fears Failure, rejection, and losing someone I love
Your weakness Boys, cute boys...they get me everytime =( lol
Goal for today Not make it to Reason 100 why I'm a whore. Not looking so good though, I'm at reason 92. Damnit!!! I promise I'm not a whore, I just do things that seem kinda whorish at times.
Goal for this year umm...I don't know. I don't like to make plans for an extended period of time, because you never know what's gonna happen
Lifetime goal Be happy
When do you want to get married? mid 20s
and to whom? The love of my life and Jay Hernandez, so what if I'm a polyandrist?
Ever been in love? Sure have, best time of my whole life.
Currently in love? nope, I'm just in loke. =)
Do you think you are attractive? I'm not vain so I won't say yes, but....some people seem to think so. I always manage to have at least one suitor.
Your best physical feature my booty, although I often hear that I have great legs too. So, go me!
Have you ever...
eaten Sushi... Yeah, one of the few Asian foods that I'll eat
gone skinny dipping... Sure have. God, it feels way weird, but I must do it again.
been beaten up... Yeah, that's what older sisters like to do.
wanted to kill someone... Oh yeah, many many many a time
gone a week without MySpace... Yeah, I'm not as addicted as I once was.
gone a week without TV... Hell no, Why on God's green earth would I do that?
Who's the last person to...
kiss you... Andrew
say hi to you... My ahh-Luis
talk to you... Me sister, Cruzita
What's the last...
Time you cried? According to Andrew, I'm a robot, so robots don't cry.
Book you've read? Omg! I can't remember, has it really been that long?! Last book I can recall is Scarlett, the sequel of Gone With the Wind
Store you've been in? Anchor Blue to buy work pants.
Can you...
Dance? I try, I'm not horrible at it.
Speak a differenty language? claro que si, I'm Chicana, stupid!
Cook? sometimes
Write w/ both hands? not legibily
Whistle? nope, (shakes head in shame) I can't cat-call cute boys in the street.
Finish the line...
If I had a... nickel for everytime my friends called me a whore,
I would be very rich.
So I can buy happiness. =)
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Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together. The Five Variable Love TestI am 63% Asshole/Bitch.
.. I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? love layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com
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My Interests

I don't have any. I'm lazy. I sit on my ass and watch tv. Well, that and shop. It's my addiction as everyone knows.

I'd like to meet:

People who are genuine and real. I hate fake-ass people, so if you are one of them, don't talk to me__________________________________________________________ ______________________________________The amazingly talented Christopher Arthur Clarke wrote me this poem and I thoroughly enjoyed, as will you...The official Chris comment for the frog kissing photo:A friend of mine kissed a frog Don't get me wrong, it wasn't a hog. I'm pretty sure it wasn't a dog. It was so amazed, I went for a jog.My poor friend did not find her a prince. She thought finding such a man should be a sinch.So now's she's left to squander For this guy and ponderWhy most men are dogs perhaps even hogs._______________________________________________________ __________________________________________________ My other amazingly talented buddy, Miss Antonia, wrote this poem:I'm empty and confused. In need of what? A little acceptance? I couldn't care less. Then maybe a few friends? What for? They'll leave in the end. Maybe love? No it's the last thing I need. I break what I hold, turn warm things cold, And cage what was freed. Then some clarity in life. Yes it would seem. Since things are broken and distorted, Like in a bad dream. Call me jaded and perverse. Maybe I am, as a result of my time. To you I promise.... I'll get worse. Don't look at me in that tone of voice. I can't stand your pathetic sympathy It mocks my despondent heart, Rips and shreds my facade apart. So leave me here to hang my head, I'll keep my back straight and do it with pride, Just to prove that I'm still someone who cares, Somewhere deep inside.

Music:

Pretty much anything. From Pitbull to Shakira to Fall Out Boy to Avenged Sevenfold. I like it all. Yes, even some country (don't think less of me).

Movies:

Anything with hot guys who enjoy getting naked, especially Brad Pitt, Jay Hernandez, and Johnny Depp. Hubba Hubba

Television:

The O.C., Laguna Beach, Veronica Mars, pretty much anything on MTV.

Books:

I recently rediscovered my love for books. I recommend you read a lot and often. My pick at the moment, The Voice of Knowlegde by Miguel Ruiz. It will change the way you look at life. I like to read nonfiction or novels, but please no fantasy or science fiction.

Heroes:

My Daddy, always has, always will be. I love and miss you POPS!!!!!!! R.I.P.

My Blog

(Sigh of Contentment) Take II

So I just wrote this really long blog about what a great weekend I had and stupid me deleted it by going back a page. DAMNIT TO HELL!!! I don't feel like writing it all over again.   I'm give you...
Posted by pANGIEa on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 08:47:00 PST