illuminated. |
I have reflected many times upon our rigid search. It has shown me that everything is illuminated in the light of the past. It is always along the side of us, on the inside, looking out. Like you say,...
Posted by Lana on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 07:27:00 PST |
{5} |
you have no idea the capacity i have in me.im gonna love you so much....
Posted by Lana on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 01:11:00 PST |
ghosts |
for every rock i decided to throw over my shoulder never thinking where it would land.for every tone i ever took to make it worse for someone else.Once in awhile i'll slip through the cracks of years ...
Posted by Lana on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 06:28:00 PST |
3rd times a charm |
it never ends.it just never does.i feel like if i stretch my skin any more it'll rip.i cant take it.i just cant.its this gripping feeling feelings of holding back tears so you can prove to yourself,yo...
Posted by Lana on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 05:49:00 PST |
{2} |
my parents gave me the option a couple days ago,&i chose not to share it with anyone,because i wanted to make it my desicion soley,so it wouldn't be influenced by anyone's objections.they ga...
Posted by Lana on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 12:59:00 PST |
. |
i am completely ridiculous.i made one of two choice:made myself completely miserable for god knows what reason i acted or felt this waygave myself time to realize what i truely want&need....
Posted by Lana on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 12:16:00 PST |
give it a push. |
id like you to know,everytime i go to delete messages.i can never bring myself to erase yours.its a stupid instinct in me,that maybe you'll give me some credit for.i like to believe that those words&a...
Posted by Lana on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 07:07:00 PST |
you keep the beat to me |
this is just never going to stop.for a moment there i almost heard a fragment of an i &miss&you come off your tongue,but i guess pride got the better of you.JUST SAY IT.please.it wont change m...
Posted by Lana on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 08:38:00 PST |
a change? |
slowly but surely.i can sense him change.he's finally coming around.its this unbelievably amazing feeling starting at my toes&leaving me lightheaded.he makes me dizzy,but in the most bea...
Posted by Lana on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:11:00 PST |
i can live with peaceful. |
im in conflicting lanes.but i'm more than positive if he would make any initiative i would follow but he doesnt, does he?&it does make sense in my head somehow,its perfectly clear,the phone's ring...
Posted by Lana on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 09:51:00 PST |
